where were you when i was stuck in slow mo
where were you when i was feeling so low
now i’m driving fast and riding solo
drugs and prescription pills it’s all i know 
fading in my thoughts please just don’t go 
tryna kill my mind it’s how i feel tho
maybe i’m just meant to be alone 
tatted on my arm outcast till i go 
tired of this pain i wanna feel more 
stranded on this world i’m just a lost soul 

no no 
i’m just a lost soul 
no no 
where’d my heart go 
no no 

please just help me 
i’ve been feeling 
like i can’t breathe 
like i’m drowning 

i can’t help it 
i can’t change it 
i needed saving 
you wouldn’t save me 
so i get faded 
trapped and i hate it
i’m feeling anxious 

where were you when i was stuck in slow mo
where were you when i was feeling so low
now i’m driving fast and riding solo
drugs and prescription pills it’s all i know 
it’s all i know

lost soul (prod. by Griesgrammar)

i forgot how it feel to be alive in my head
and i forgot how it feel to be sober in bed
i’m just tryna get rid of thoughts that are clouding my head 
taking pills seems easier than leaving my friends 


but nobody really cares until you’re sober or dead
it’s easier for them if i stay quiet instead 
trapped in myself ill find freedom in lead 

but i want peace 
and i want release 
i wanna feel how i’m expected to be 
i’m expecting to leave 
i fear no decease 

i’m just falling out 
this is my calling now 
won’t make it to 25 
i’m calling out 

do you think this is a joke 
can you even see this rope 
to my neck i’ll stop the pills in my throat 

but stopping one evil makes another worse 

my minds getting worse 
help me feel alive 

cuz i forgot how it feel to be alive in my head
and i forgot how it feel to be sober in bed
i’m just tryna get rid of thoughts that are clouding my head 
cuz taking pills seems easier than leaving my friends 

so why the fuck would you leave me 
i’m right here why can’t you see me 
i made this shit open for you to help me
i’ve been up for like 3 days with no sleep 
and now it seems like even the pills won’t help me 
so fuck it 

cuz i forgot how it feel to be alive in my head
and i forgot how it feel to be sober in bed
i’m just tryna get rid of thoughts that are clouding my head 
cuz taking pills seems easier than leaving my friends

leave (prod.Raspo)

let’s take a drive through the nighttime
talk about the past and the bright times 
then you tell me how you might die
runnin away cuz it feels right
coke line on the dash make it feel right
don’t ask don’t judge it’s hard times
act like lovin’ me is a hard crime
if lovin’ yous a crime then i’d do time
make me fall apart in the night time
give me the percs and the xans till i feel right
don’t feel right
see the bright light
wheres god tonight

please save me
don’t hate me
i’m failing 
at being someone else
shits too late
i cant wait
for my other self 
i just need some help

hate myself again life’s a hard fight
just tryna figure out how to do it right
make me wanna stay in this life
make me wanna run away tonight
run away tonight
come with me tonight
we’ll be gone by tomorrow
no more pain or the sorrow 
end this pain and the sorrow
always askin what’s below
you’d be scared if you know
i’m the devil hope you know 
no more tears close the door
no more dying anymore
don’t be fallin on the floor
don’t be cryin on my door 
always asking me for more 
i can’t do this anymore 
kick my pain to the door 
while my demons bring me more 

my demons always coming back 
leave a scar everytime you come running back 
lights off in my room make my world black 
i be dressed in all black so you know that 
my hearts dying can we go back 

please can we go back 
tell me how to make this work
cuz i’ve been here before 
i gave my love to a whore 
slam my face in the door 
blood drip on the floor 

blood drippin watch my nose bleed 
i just wanna know if you need me 
cuz i don’t even know if i need me 
i don’t even need myself

night time

i can’t tell if i’m alright 
or if i’m going insane 
you see the pain in my eyes 
but will you take it away 
will you take it away 
or will you leave me to die 

watch me take two more 
watch me bleed on the floor 
i won’t be here no more 
the fuck i’m doin this for 

what you gonna do if i tell you i’m in pain 
i said i’d never change but now nothing’s the same 
i’ve been alone all day i swear i’m trying to stay 
i miss my family now they think that i’m okay 

i’m trying to be okay 
im trying to stay 

i can’t tell if i’m alright 
or if i’m going insane 
you see the pain in my eyes 
but will you take it away 
will you take it away 
or will you leave me to die 
just leave me to die 
all alone

bad minded

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