Prod. SpectraV
Lyrics by and vox by baeporeon

Lyrics
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(growingpain)

You came down on me like a golden feather through the rain clouds
I had never felt quite rush, never felt such an urge to say it out loud

Your silence made me riot

I remember when we met
You bloomed the desires I had not conquer yet 
Accidently caused a fire
And I’d never take back
My tears hit the wires 
When you left me in the sack
So I got down on my knees
Please make me exist
Listen to my heartbeat
You didn’t resist
You’re just perfectly free
Away from me
I was jealousy
I was selling me
While you sought more, you gave hell to me
While you got more, felt like love spells to me
Had a love spell on me
Had I gave you pipe, 
We would have our nights
I’m not that kind of guy, 
I just feel it isn’t right
Wished you did communicate
Except at the end 
When you called me growing pain


(AFTERCARE)

I am so lonely
I am so scared
They have forgotten
My aftercare
I am a nuisance 
I’m prepared
I was too desperate 
No one was there
Codepend-not
Shave off my hair
Just pins and needles
No aftercare

I am so lonely
I am so scared
They have forgotten
My aftercare
I am a nuisance 
I’m prepared
I was too desperate 
No one was there
Codepend-not
Shave off my hair
Just pins and needles
No aftercare
No aftercare
No aftercare