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rainydays

im chasing ghosts again
following their every step
can't feel my face against the wind  
i've been standing in the rain so long 

i finally think the pain might stop
and all these nights spent waking up
lies that left me shaken up
after all this time, i  couldn't make this up

your hands still wrapped around me
wanted; youre my bounty 
dead or alive
you said you'd always be mine 

4 am i'm drowning 
awake but im still counting sheep
asleep is all i want to be 
i doubt that you can see 

the things that i've been through
to get to you
the person who 
i couldn't lose 

to tell the truth 
im lying to myself
so i'll feel better
in the end

i wont forgive myself for this 
i wish that things were different 
i just wish it'd end 
i can't pretend that i can win

loved and lost 
it was so exhausting
turned and tossed
these thoughts are haunting me 

im chasing ghosts again 
ill face em in the end 

your hands still wrapped around me
wanted youre my bounty 
dead or alive
you said you'd always be mine 

4 am i'm drowning 
awake but im still counting sheep
asleep is all i want to be 
i doubt that you can see 

the things that i've been through
to get to you
the person who 
i couldn't lose 

to tell the truth 
im lying to myself
so i'll feel better
in the end

i wont forgive myself for this

pullin up, pull over jacket
pull your chain yeah im jacking
all of this weight that im packing
they hoping they catching me slacking

fedex deliver the package
DEA, hunting they tracking
they making these claims like it's baggage
they turning me into a savage 

heard that the pack coming through
careful, they might come for you
i got that work, the jewels
heard the she wanted it too

heard the she wanted me too
tony montana, the move,
aiming the hammer at you,
ran up the bands with crew,

now im gripping on the woodgrain
cassette play my favorite screw tape 
she ask me why i smiling through the pain
told her some shit just don't change

told her i just want the bentley coupe
she dont really know what i been through
told her that i might just lie to you 
1 deep, cannot ride with you

heard you tryna get up in my show
shoot your shot, ya aint even close       
pussy boy I heard ya been broke
heard you really aint 10 toes

you don't even really wanna shoot
yeah i know, im getting in the groove
im out making plays, making moves,
lotta options, i aint gotta choose

im in the field with the snakes
toting a rake
your girl want a taste, 
she gave me the face

now im leading the race
my foot off the brakes
whatever it takes
im changing the pace

smoke like a chimney
im spending bout 50
my homies come with me
wherever i go

my boys staying busy
we run through your city
these demons that's in me
i want em to know

i wanna sell my soul
i wanna let it go
i wanna let em know
these demons that's in me

demons

i can't take no more
i can't taste no more
down another pill 
cant feel my face no more  

all this pain, im so sore
she won't wait no more
she said she just don't see in my face no more

thats cause i don't wanna do this
i thought that we been thru this
i can't seem to change shit
so all these threats useless

said I'd regret it if i lose her
but baby im a loser
im faded right now 
in the booth girl

this ain't glorifying shit
i wish you knew the pain i'm in 
same way i lost Sam & Cam
im only naming two of them

hope i see my boys again
fuck all this addiction 
try to stay strong
but i can't even be the voice for them

used to wonder what was wrong
seeing momma out strung
losing air inside her lungs 
she can't leave us all alone 

my brother staring at her cold
man this shit is all know 
remember picking up the phone
the only time we call the law

i seen my daddy off the bottle 
and my momma off them pills
so i put something in my nose
then i forget just how to feel about it

girl i really doubt it
thinking she relate to me
girl i really doubt it
you ain't seen things I've seen

numb

it seems like lately
the rain it just won't end 
she said she hates me
where do i begin

summer wind
remember when
you felt the way I did?

some will win
some will lose
now i'm staring at the moon

and i hope you are too
i had to make my move
wrote you a card
hope you get well soon

all that I knew 
i didn't know what to do
she said she so tired of me
i told her me too

i force myself to try and dry my eyes
i been praying to the sky
i been waiting on the sun to rise
losing track of the time

it's gonna be another cold February
alongside all the thoughts I've buried
i can't breathe in this cemetery
Thank God that they can't even hear me 

i told her i'm a ghost too
they hardly even know you
that's why I'm never hopeful
i know I have to go soon

February

i told her straight away
she would change
i watched her fade away
she went astray

now i'm done waiting around
for something that I still ain't found 
now i'm gone without a sound
cause all you did was bring me down

no need to scream and shout
i'm gone without a doubt
she left me down and out
yeah i was bleeding out

she couldn't see how
i was leaving now
couldn't keep it down
the words just leave my mouth

honestly
she said please don't leave

she told me honestly
I don't wanna believe
Swear it's not what it seems
but i can't help these things

they're not changing

try to make my way through the pain
try to think of ways to delay it
when everything's the same, you never changed
i can finally breath when I see your face now

straightaway

i told her i don't wanna do this
why'd I lie, we've all been through this 
if I could try, i wouldn't choose this,
I  wanna die, you always do this to me

you always do this to me   
want you to put me to sleep
but i just can't ever dream again of you

why did i belong to you
when all i did was try and prove myself?    
was there more I could do
or was this all for nothing?

for nothing; you threw it away all for nothing
ain't it something; that you somehow knew just when to run away?

just know that i won't be back

nothing

(I got this)
Cold sweat and I still can’t shake you
Saving old texts but I still can’t save you 
Knowing that I don’t, but still I say I hate you
So where do I go when you were my escape too?

Paradise was a lie
I watched the greener pastures die 
And I swear that I could rely with you by my side
What a waste of time 

It’s safe to say I shouldn’t say a damn thing
the weight of it all just might break my last string

Ill say everything’s fine 
While tearing at the seams
I’m Swearing your mine
but it’s just another dream 

And then I wake up
Shaked-up from the state of things in my head
Another dream leaving me wishing that I was dead 

And If I have a savior 
I’m asking for a favor 
Please just erase her
Please just take her out of my mind

Mind over matter doesn’t matter
When your heads not right 
So I Down another pill or a pint
And Pretend that it’s screwed on tight 

Cold sweat and I still can’t shake you
Saving old texts but I still can’t save you 
Knowing that I don’t, but still I say I hate you
So where do I go when you were my escape too?

Paradise was a lie
I watched the greener pastures die 
And I swear that I could rely with you by my side
What a waste of time 

It’s safe to say I shouldn’t say a damn thing
the weight of it all just might break my last string

Ill say everything’s fine 
While tearing at the seams
I’m Swearing your mine
but it’s just another dream

bagwell50k

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