Crutch
Bailee Rainwater (BMI)

you wanna kiss me in the hallway of my apartment 
but you don’t wanna be tied down - hey you’re just being honest 
you wanna come upstairs 
and unbutton my jeans 
but you don’t wanna be mine 
you just wanna have me 

I don’t wanna be the ice in your glass 
I don’t wanna water down the pain of your past 
I don’t wanna be not exactly what you want 
just soft to the touch - Is it love or is it lust 
I don’t wanna be wanna be your crutch 
I don’t wanna wonder is it love or lust 
I don’t wanna be your crutch

you wanna take me out for dinner in a nice dress 
and you want everyone to see pictures on the internet 
You say you’re not looking
 for anything 
but you’re asking
for everything

repeat chorus

I don’t wanna hold her place 
I don’t wanna save her seat 
I don’t wanna be the intermission
I don’t wanna be the in-between 
I want the real thing 

repeat chorus


Crutch

Punch

No Love

Written by Bailee Rainwater - 2019

I am the monster underneath my bed
I am the villain - enemy - antagonist 
I can't hide from the girl in the mirror
reflecting all my biggest fears 

I can't save myself from myself 
When I get like this, It's my personal hell

I've got skeletons in my closet 
I see ghosts all over this town
I've run like a bat out of hell, been under a spell
and I've buried my heart in the ground 
and I know what to be scared of 
I know what to be scared of 

He was brilliant and I was mesmerized 
when he kissed my neck for the very first time 
ah - in the middle of the night 
I was brave, now I'm terrified 

He made me ruthless just like him
Am I love's victor or love's ultimate victim?

-repeat chorus-

I only want him when he doesn't want me back
what kind of twisted shit is that?
a grave for every failed romance 
and I know I've got blood on my hands 
Do I destroy everything I touch? 
Do I hate myself or do I hate love?
Am I irreparably fucked up 
or am I just scared?
Am I just scared of myself, my heart, my skin, my soul? 
My life, my fears, my dreams, my hopes? my heart?

-repeat chorus-