ep produced by rainn god & deadat18
vocals and mixing by mxtty
shadow work is inspired by the Jungian concept of the shadow self, and the medium of music to examine it.

Shadow Work

@dreamcache_
@mxttygeigz

prod by baiori

dreamcache
i was having visions all night
i was seeing things in my mind
im not afraid to take a deeper dive
i know underneath it all
everything is covered in light

i just had a vision that i met u
u were dressed like the first time i saw u
im not afraid to take a deeper dive
i know underneath it all
everything is covered in light

baiori
I'm not tryna drown 
when I dive inside my mind
I'm just tryna find the truth 
behind the fucking lies
& I'm smoking on some gas 
you can call it cyanide
all the demons calling on me, 
i can't hear em I'm way too high

but the voices in my head 
are telling me to suicide
& I think it's kinda funny 
that I kinda wanna die
& I'm tryna make something 
out of nothing with my life
& I know you think you know me 
but I promise that's a lie

how the fuck am I alive
all this fucking wasted time
don't know what to do in life
can you help me out inside
all I wanna see is lights
cuz when I'm on my own 
i just want everything to be fine

covered in light ft. dreamcache

prod @marrymeproz

lyrics
I just pulled up to the scene
& I popped another bean
I don't want you to go 
when you're right here next to me
I can feel our hearts touch
when it hits on the beat
can you tell me that you love me
or is this just a dream
gone again
what's the deal
say you want love
but then you're not real
does it take two
baby I can be there if you want me to
On a stormy night 
baby you're the star in my eyes
plz don't tell me lies
I just want my northern light
I don't want to live in another life w/o u.

a dream (prod. Pröz)

@mayh3mp @mattygeigz

produced by baiori

baiori
I just fucked up my wrist like its nothing
Off 2 bars just to feel something
Can you give me your love when I'm empty
I just don't know what you'll think of me

All my time is now gone
I try my best to move on 
but my love is now done
Can you promise, you'll remember me

May
Try to bleed I can't bleed at all
Try to see I can't see at all
Walk off the cliff I can't fall at all
I wanna sleep I can't sleep at all

I try I can't shake it off
Get high then I get lost
I'm just tryna feel something
Right now I feel ugly

empty ft. mayh3mp

@mxttygeigz
@mayh3mp
Prod 
@troinerr
@rainn_god

nothing stays the same w/ mayh3mp

become w/ luvange1

@deadat18
@mxttygeigz
lyrics

tell me im a mess x2
ima do the rstt
instead of giving up...
dont know ifI can go on
so Lost n i feel so wrong
go ALone so i gtta stay strong..

but the problem is.. 
I cant stop running thru my head
fuck that shit
ima do me
ill nvr quit 
ima make it rich 
then take another pic
u rlly don't know who ur fcking with
deadat18 going stupid on this bitch
all the drugs got me lit
and my life feels like a mess
im tryna do my best

whatamess w/ deadat18

prod @ihatepartiesss

@_rudeclub_
@dxshy_
@luvange1
@mxttygeigz

disguise w/ rudeclub

@zzzgem
@mxttygeigz
prod razorwrist
@breathe.4.you

2late4me + b07gem (razorwrist)

@mxttygeigz
@mayh3mp
@capoxxo
prod @_beelow

when im rich w/ mayh3mp & capoxxo

prod mxtty

im falling into pieces when u look at me that way

falling into pieces

prod 
@nightigerxo
@101tsuru

lyrics
today ima mess
I can't overexpress
how I feel for you 
you left me feeling so depressed
I know what I tried
it wasn't my best
I just don't know what to do instead
I just cant let go 
of these feelings I hold

& today 
im starting again
& ik I could rlly use a friend
& ik Ive done too much 
poured my feelings in this cup
don't know if ill ever wake up 
don't know why you're the one
will u promise me one thing
may I see you before I leave
cuz I keep having this dream
you're the one I love

too late now im alone again
will you still be my friend?
I just cant get so cold
when you're here holding my hand

starting again

anymore w/ mayh3mp

get back w/ angst (deadat18 x tracstar)

I just had to feel what you told me in the notion
I just had to take a break from the bullshit
I just had to figure out my devotion
all this shit is in my head like an ocean

& i'm drowning so fast you can't even understand
if it's all in my head why don't I have a plan

prod by me

just a notion

MV: 
https://youtu.be/n0SF_U60v5c?si=EH1osGq4UJuHlcpT

prod 
@troinerr
@mxttygeigz

love delay *mv in desc*

@mxttygeigz
@whatafuckingbitch
@150lated
@cartertomorrow

prod mxtty

thursday w/ whatafuckingbitch, 150lated, Carter Tomorrow

prod burnout beatz + audreyswag

@dreamcache_
@mxttygeigz
@mayh3mp

wipe you off the map w/ dreamcache & mayh3mp

lose prod. honnoj

I'll follow you on 
(I have a gift for you)
don't worry I'll come home

I've been getting so high 
I've been lying to myself
tryna find what's inside
but I can't let go
& I thought I needed you 
but I really think I don't 
cuz you've been on my mind
now I'm moving like a ghost
& I care about my time 
but I throw it away 
taking all these drugs 
cuz they help the pain
don't know what to do 
and I don't know what to say
I wish I could love you
but all I feel is pain

Now I'm keeping in mind 
every move that I make
It can be my last 
if I let it fucking break
Never in mind 
did I think I had faith
but these things are coming together
and it feels fucking great
step by step
I'll make it one day
you don't even have to watch 
I'm going my way
Baby come closer
I'll take you on a date
happy ever after is where I want to stay

produced by me

ghost

prod by me

lyrics

idk, idk,
this story never ends
I let it unfold
ill watch you walk away
ill let go of your soul
ill tell you one day
I made it on my own
idk
I'm fucked up rn
I'm holding on
I don't know how
im sinking so fast
I feel like imma drown
I need you right now
I'm reaching out 

now a new me 
is coming to change the past
like a reaper 
I'll take your life where you're at
thought you knew me 
cuz I'm blowing up so fast
and a new bitch 
coming to take that ass
in a new whip, new drip, 
down to the racks
10 racks on me 
you know how it stacks
imma make it fold up 
& she make that ass clap
don't step on me 
you might get splat

unfold

@mxttygeigz
@souljakitty
@1winks1

prod @rainn_god


destroy m3 w/ souljakitty & winks

linger in my dream (prod. rainn god)

prod @dead.at.18

& I thought I saw something when I looked in your eyes
then I woke from a dream and I came back to life
would it be sufficient meaning if I gave you my whole life
cuz I feel my whole world when im right here by your side
and I want to hold you close cuz you feel warm inside
idk how you got so wrapped around in my mind
can we take a dozen pictures and ill post them online
I just want to be with you only thing that's on my mind
and tell me baby
what's the punishment for breaking into all of my dreams?
I know this is crazy 
but I keep finding you every time that I sleep
<3

sufficient meaning (prod. deadat18)

I have a gift for you

(Im sorry I let you down
baby am I what you need 
im just trying so hard please
and I wish I could give you what you need 
I just feel like this is not meant to be)

Wish I could show you how I feel
 all the feelings trapped I feel surreal 
I was thinking about you then I took another pill
and my mind went black and I feel kinda ill
and I miss you and you're always down to ride
pull up in the whip with my hand on your thigh
smoking two blunts cuz you know we like it high  
maybe its too much cuz I think I might die 

and ill find my way back home rn
I was feeling so sad but then I turned around 
and I looked in the mirror and saw a fucking clown
but then I looked deeper and it all fell down
and Im feeling lil better with these words I speak out
I just don't think Ill ever figure it out

surreal (prod. mxtty)

prod @xtasane

& I poured up like half a line
need to move on it's about time
& I pulled up but you're still in my mind
how come I just want to die
It's fucked up will you be by my side
It's too much I don't feel alright
& I'm falling back into places that were so bad
I don't want to hide a thing but plz don't ask
& I'd give you everything if it's all that I had
baby I can't tell you that I feel so sad

all that I had (prod xtasane)

lost in the shadow gallery🖤
#COP3
baiorinishuto@gmail.com

mxtty

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