<3's so cold

baby i been chilling inside the cave on the east
from here i see the future so they treat me like a beast
they say i swear i never knew it or the place that its lost in
seld esteem within the walls ive been giving up on my concious

tryna find a reason it hurts every time i breathe
different battle with the seasons, fuck the cold and the heat
they say nothing i connect with but surprised i wanna leave
everything resentful an enigmas what ill be 

im just there
im a statue crumbling im not here
im all intrinsic so i guess i dont care 
they all ignore, or mayb im too aware
i do this 4 me, and everyone i love will get the share

hiding in the shadows 
ashamed of my name
ashamed where i come from and 
and im sorry that i came

i hate that i feel these things
when i know what ive achieved
my bloodline watching over like i wish that kid would see
(jus find peace)

put so much effort in to breaking down these walls
all odds against me and im still standing tall
i carry weight that u could never imagine 
so why would i relate when u speak to me at all

its hard to know my worth when i cant picture where i stand
guess im on my own, no suppression when i land
2 decades ive been destined for a confusing life
but im still here ive had no option but to fight

the enigma

the enigma (flesh x jolst)

fa​†e w/ nana + eepylo (p. souljuhed)

produced by tiny society
featuring @ganeafteraugust

cover up yer heart w/ goneafteraugust (tinysociety)

through love we find power
through power we find love
through love we find revenge
long live goblin queen
when the mouth to the cave opens up
at the bottom of the mountain to the top
you’re sure to get there when the others flop
they say it’s not fair girl go do your job
if i wore moncler out then i’d get robbed
an easy lick so i’m dressing like a bum
queen of the goblins overthrew the scum
fill up the goblet and drink it til you’re numb
you’re steady gossiping, i’m just on my own
don’t think you exist if you’re not in my phone
gotta do this quick if i wanna take the throne
only want it for a bit before i leave it all alone 
gotta leave it all behind, gotta put you out my mind
and a piece of me has died and i know you think im lying but
i was always trying like all of the time and
i can’t put the time in, i just need the quiet
the peace that im missing
the piece of my soul that you took from me’s splitting
off into parts cause i know that you’re listening
i don’t have to start giving out my forgiveness
it’s not something that’s coming to you
to me it’s just not a virtue i carry
i don’t wanna hurt you, it was scary
but i had to desert you
for both of us, it’s not just me
i know you trust that society
will know what’s what, what’s right for me
i can’t be lost up in your dream
long live the goblin queen
oh, oh, long live the goblin queen

written performed mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by homecomingqueen
recorded @ the gloss temple
art by @worm_sludge on ig

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