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CHiLL

lil addict

lyrics:

[foreign forest]
ill take the high road
cause thats the only road i know
im gonna find those letters i wrote to myself
and if you grow older
know that im your past 
don't bother looking over
and if you feel hurt i dont blame you
looking through the photos wishing that you were the same you

you'll get through it now
we'll get through it now
hard to hear you when the musics loud

ill take the high road
cause thats the only road i know
im gonna find those letters i wrote to myself
and if you grow older
know that im your past 
don't bother looking over
and if you feel hurt i dont blame you
looking through the photos wishing that you were the same you
you'll get through it now

[smrtdeath]
looking through the photos wishing that i was the same me
baby i know you thought you could change me
but maybe it was plain to see
we weren't made to be
you and me
so ima take the high road
cause thats the only way i'll be able to carry on
ima find those pieces of my broken heart and
take them home

and ima ride home tell your mama that im sorry for everything
x2

and ima take the high road
cause thats the only road i know
ima find those letters i wrote to myself
and when you get older 
i hope you think of me as the devil on your shoulder

time'll heal the wound but thats a lot of pain to wait through

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letters 2 myself ft. smrtdeath (prod. rogergoon)

prod. @notmorgn featuring @i_x_t_a_i_l_s

listen on youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gFHw9ImuMok

guccihighwaters:

side not ps im not sober
its not a part of my big plan to be older
she wanna she wanna know my secrets
bullet with your name on it let me be the reason
let my brain explode 
watch them fly let the memories unfold
you better bury me with gold 
cause if not imma rot all alone

rot all alone cus i stay locked in my home
i only see the fucking light when my friends are getting stoned

i don't smoke that shit my brain to fucked up
if i could i would i always seem to the worst luck
anxiety embedded in my bones
when i turned 10 man i always felt all alone

9 years later you know im still floating
above the rough ocean treading in emotions
sippin on the potion plan to turn my ghost in
i will fade away no one ever fuckin knows me

9TAILS:

side note ps i would go back
to the scenes i keep seeing in my flashbacks
on the nights when i dream it never makes sense
cross the line and hurry back like im defense

breathe swallow air then i dive in the deep end
calmer under water love when everything is silent
seeing faces even when im not dreaming
tell me are they real i really hope that you can see them

side not ps im not sober
its not a part of my big plan to be older
she wanna know my secrets
bullet with your name on it let me be the reason
let my brain explode 
watch them fly let the memories unfold
you better bury me with gold 
cause if not imma rot all alone

side note (feat. 9TAILS)

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//ごめんなさい//

thank you guys so much for the endless amount of support. working with my favorite artists is something i never imagined would become a reality, but you've all made it achievable. i cherish what this music has brought me & i hope we can all grow together in unison through it. i love you guys so much.

this is the first single off my upcoming album, "lacuna" which'll be out october 28th

huge s/o to my mans @i_x_t_a_i_l_s
i can't thank you enough for hoppin' on this one with me

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guardin x 9TAILS - suffocate

producer. @lightbodyent
guitar written by @Tylerburkhart
https://soundcloud.com/tylerburkhart/i-want-to-drown-in-snow

i don’t mind a thing
hold me close
i know your suffering
i hear it in the way you
say my name
don’t hold back
you know i feel your pain
inside
i don’t want to live
but ill stay alive
i don’t want to leave
so ill make time
you don’t tell the truth
so you make lies
i cried
i cried again
last night flowers in my bed
last night i lost my best friend 
last nights flowers torn to shreds
last night our love wound up dead
i don’t mind a thing
hold me close
i know your suffering
inside
our love subsides i don’t feel right
pin me down you eat my insides
like a spider pull me in
kiss my neck make my blood thin
i don’t mind a thing
hold me close
i know your suffering
i hear it in the way you
say my name
don’t hold back
you know i feel your pain
your pain inside

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Last Nights Flowers - (prod. lightbody)

ROSES AND BONES SINGLE
***********LYRICS:*******
Chorus: I've been in my feelings way to long,

me and alcohol now get a long.

and I cant even taste it no more

it even strong no more.

Hook (x2)
Should've left you when I had the chance.
in my feelings now popping xans
say you loved me but you never did,
smoking two back woods thinking what I shoulda did. 

Verse 1: Gave you everything 
gave you all I had, 
tried to pave the way 
couldnt do the math.
alwasy put you first
never put you last
broke my heart in two
Roses in the trash

wish I woulda never ever took your dance

always there for you 
never there for me 
missed a lot of opportunites 
I aint even mad no more 
i miss the life I had before

(I delete you out my phone, now I feel alone, Tell me where to go, I just need to know) 

Hook (x2)
Should've left you when I had the chance.
in my feelings now popping xans
say you loved me but you never did,
smoking two back woods thinking what I shoulda did. 

Verse 2: What a waste of time
lost the friends i had 
all to make you mine
hurt me in the end
lost my one true love,
deep down I really knew
even if it hurt
it was never you
miss the girl I lost
All because of you,
see her with her man,
breaks me down in two
envy what we coulda be
Im a child of god forgive me if I sin.

(I just need to know, baby where I go?, got me feeling out my zone,. I just need to know, baby where I go?,)

Should've Left Ft. Yonny (Pro: CrossBones)(UNOFFICIAL AUDIO)

Hi there everyone!
i'm SBANE and this is my official first album.
I would like to thanks every single person who has worked with me.
Hope u like it, need ur support <3

the skin i live in

the skin i live in feat. GUCCIHIGHWATERS (prod. SBANE)

HURT**//PROD.HEARTLESS

@prodreaper
@guccihighwaters

[chorus]
ash out on some cardboard
sour lips, wide hips, fall in love with your contour
mi amor, mi amor

[verse]
kiss me in the rain or leave me at the front door
tell me you despise me tell me that you need more
tell me i'm a freak, tell me i'm insecure, mi amor mi amor

if i wanna dance with the devil i can ask
why you lock your phone baby tell me what is that
if you got an issue then you know i got your back
if he wants to meet you can say just, that

it won't come to floracion
i know that you kissed him i know that he put you down
he can find, someone else, he can throw, around

[chorus]
ash out on some cardboard
sour lips, wide hips, fall in love with your contour
mi amor, mi amor

[verse]
indecisive leaning on the vices i don't like advice, i just flip the light switch
sleep it off, overslept got missed calls, 
do not disturb on my phone got sick thoughts,

 mi amor, i wanna love you till my hearts sore, 
i was drowning in emotions, when i met you i really stopped choking
 but you deserve the world, i really mean that
i don't have it all, i know that you can see that,
 allot of things to explore, but i just want you behind this closed door

mi amor w/ guccihighwaters (prod.reaper)

no samples

@carsonconner

I know I got problems taking pills now 
I know I got problems with my head now
I know you don't love me cut that shit out
No trust cuz girls jus fuck for clout now

I been staring at the sky till morning 
Connecting stars like dots to see your face 
really I'm just sinking in a sailors grave 
They acting like they know me so I hide away

Like where the fuck were you when I was down and out
Fucked up every day blacking myself out  
If you really loved me you would cut me down
Help me count the rings and then kick me out

I know I got problems taking pills now 
I know I got problems with my head now
I know you don't love me cut that shit out
No trust cuz girls jus fuck for clout now
x2

problems w/ carsonconner

Time (ft. Navy) {prod. Izak}

it still hurts, forgetting you

featuring my friend @ihateshinigami

blackheartemoji
an album from @prodbybrody and thebreathingbackwards

lyrics: https://genius.com/thebreathingbackwards-too-long-lyrics

blackheartemoji

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too long (ft. shinigami)

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//私の心の断片//

lyrics
-------
i think i'd be better off alone 
without you 
i don't mind when i sleep all alone
without you 

i think i found the antidote
i think i found another road
i think i found some fucking hope
nope
i think i'm tryna find a way
to rid of all these darker days
but my minds trapped inside a maze 

so i'll run so far from these shadows
makeshift but my hearts still fragile
i'd drown but the waters too shallow
my heads still caught in the gallows
your kiss is my remedy
i fall to the ground so desperately
baby i know that you're mad at me
filling all the voids like cavities 

i think i'd be better off alone 
without you 
i don't mind when i sleep all alone
without you 
i think i'd be better off alone 
without you 
i don't mind when i sleep all alone
without you 

i guess this feeling lasts forever
i guess we'll never be together
you're colder than i can remember
but the ice is melting quickly 
i'm still wishing that you'd miss me

but you're gone and i never could replace you
mistraced new face but it ain't you
rebuilding the forts that i made you
no love but my hearts tryna break thru
my chest cause its caving in
i dwell in a cell in a realm of sin
six shots to the face of rum & gin
i'm dead in the head so i guess you win 

i think i'd be better off alone 
without you 
i don't mind when i sleep all alone
without you

solitary

I love you all so much, EP drops on the 11th! Thanks for the support <3
Photo edited by: @collidingwithmars
Follow the producer: @mesiobeats
Mix/Master: @yvngcrow

Lyrics-

I don't think I love you anymore but I'm missing you
Every time I look into my heart I see a piece of you
Wonder what I could have fucking done instead of hurting you
I'm so sorry that I did, what I had to do
I don't think I love you anymore but I'm missing you
Every time I look into my heart I see a piece of you
Wonder what I could have fucking done instead of hurting you
I'm so sorry that I did, what I had to do

I'm no good for you
You're no good for me
No more excuses I know we are not supposed to be
Together
Maybe Forever
I wish I could have kept my promises and made your life better
But I know
What I did was
Pretty terrible and I'm sorry but it is done
I gotta move on
And break off
I know we'll never go back, because we can't make up

I don't think I love you anymore but I'm missing you
Every time I look into my heart I see a piece of you
Wonder what I could have fucking done instead of hurting you
I'm so sorry that I did, what I had to do
I don't think I love you anymore but I'm missing you
Every time I look into my heart I see a piece of you
Wonder what I could have fucking done instead of hurting you
I'm so sorry that I did, what I had to do

i'm no good for you (Prod. Mesio)

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//あなたは私を破りました//

thank you to everyone who has supported my journey. this is only the beginning. this is our year. happy valentine's day.

go show my homie @antongxldn some love

lyrics
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i've been trying just to figure out
what the fuck you're going on about
said you loved me but the word love sounds 
more like you wanna fuck me when you're sad so i'll

always be a fucking rebound
i can taste his lips on your mouth
don't speak all your words are metaphors bout
your endeavors with whatever i'm alone now
sip another one cause all you do is drink
lie awake, you're feeling empty cause you never fucking think
about anyone but yourself
about your wealth
all will fall but honestly i don't need your help

i'm sick and tired of the repetitious cycle
i could never hate but you're as vicious as a cyclone
a head fuck that's all you are to me
i lost my fucking voice without a choice because of the
excuses
you're a fucking nuisance
i think you're fucking clueless
yeah you got me feeling hueless
how could you do this? 
lost without a blueprint
i just wanna drive away
fucking far away
going all the way
from ny to la
i guess
i guess this is it cause you gave up
never gave a fuck
so goodbye
i wish you best of luck

i've been trying just to figure out
what the fuck you're going on about
said you loved me but the word love sounds 
more like you wanna fuck me when you're sad so i'll

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blueprint (prod. by antongxldn)

Realizations Pt 5 Ft - Lil Zayzo (Prod. Sarcastic Sounds)

@guccihighwaters
thank you to everyone that's been supporting this page so far
you guys are the best forreal <3

[softheart]
break me tell me i'm nothing please 
send me on my way please 
barely i'm not there [x2]
yeah
take me and all you did was break me i've been telling lies
since i been alive
don't bury me with anything cant take it when i die
im just watching time
take me with the tides
on the other side
i just want you to tell me i'm alright
i just want you to tell me i'm all
i just want you to tell me i'm alright
and it don't matter if you're lying at all
im lost in the waves lied tossed it away i know
baby i know
and well have enough never
well be wanting for forever
on the other side
theres always something better

[guccihighwaters]
break me like i’m nothing to you 
is it a question like how’d i even lose you
you never ask me if i’m okay 
love is not a one way it’s got two lanes 
and i crash and I burn the damage 
and i crash and I burn the damage 
it’s my own fault yeah i watched it happen

see you on the other side (feat. guccihighwaters)

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//私たちは病気です//

three weeks till outsider. i hope this holds you guys over till then & i hope you all are having a great week. i love you <3

show some luv to the homie @mewsyc

check out the music video <3
https://youtu.be/viPhOnb73jk

lyrics
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summer's dead 
the winter fed my ignorance & left me cold
in my head you toss and turn 
my jacket pockets full of gold

all i know is i was comfortable 
but comfort only stays as long as you are home 

as long as you are home (x4)

always said i wish my head
would stop pretending i'm alone 
i could call but i don't want to
i'm afraid of dial tones 

all i know is i was comfortable
but comfort only stays as long as you are home 

as long as you are home (x4)

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home (prod. by mewsyc)

vocals by @guccihighwaters + @sulphs

other platforms: ffm.to/deadly-weapon

{lyrics}

guccihighwaters:
falling shorter than
what i expected
baby use me
i'm a deadly weapon
off the shit and i cannot feel my face now

sulphur:
i'm sick of this shit
relapse
i can't stay clean
this bullshit always happens to me
i'm not strong enough to stand on my own two feet
i'm not strong enough to push through another week
i'm breaking more and more everyday
and no one seems to care
they just watch me decay
please vacate the premises
i'm about to end my whole existence
and i've tried and tried to fix this
cried and cried

deadly weapon (feat. guccihighwaters + sulphur)

flashbang

anniversary

skull design by https://www.instagram.com/thehailing/
prod. @notmorgn

they say you gotta make a change
if you wanna feel better
now i’m pushing weight
bursting out my favorite sweater
fuck the opposition
imma smoke em in a second
yeah I kill time that’s the way
that I spend it
and i don’t wanna die but my brain think different
wanna feel fine but i act so distant
and i don’t wanna doubt but my dreams fictitious
not enough energy to break out the system
wake up with the same mindset
my plate got to much to digest
inspiration too rare to even find it
so i fight my way through the violence
had the dream again
the one you’re screaming in
the one i wake up
still feelings deep within
i’m so sorry
i had to do that
i broke everything
the pieces wouldn’t glue back

my mind insane
i can’t erase
what i have lost
embedded in my brain
stuck up in ways
you told me i’m a waste
and i agree with that
i’m filling up the space

my mind insane
i can’t erase
what i have lost
embedded in my brain
stuck up in ways
you told me i’m a waste
and i agree with that
i’m filling up the space

i’m just here filling up the space
i’m just here filling up the space

my vision 20/20
but my problems aren’t clear to me
im seeking opportunities but 
fuck them up so frequently like
i can’t stop it
i make myself nauseous
i turn a good girl to
a bitch that is toxic
i don’t wanna always do that
just wanna make you happy
if your moods bad
not feeling too good
about the truth myself
but i gotta dust off
what’s on my shelf

my mind insane
i can’t erase
what i have lost
embedded in my brain
stuck up in ways
you told me i’m a waste
and i agree with that
i’m filling up the space

my mind insane
i can’t erase
what i have lost
embedded in my brain
stuck up in ways
you told me i’m a waste
and i agree with that
i’m filling up the space

theres ghosts in my head (prod. taylor morgan)

bakeract