Name: TROUBLED SOUL (XXXTENTACION TRIBUTE) by BalisticMan in The Upload
Duration: 3 min 29 s
Description: "TROUBLED SOUL (XXXTENTACION TRIBUTE)" BY BALISTIC MAN (JOCELYN FLORES REMIX)

To this day this song hits different 😔 LLJ🕊 

if I dont give chills it aint real✍✍💯💯

@ane-sahl-kristoffersen: sorry beat was off tuned & couldnt find a better version to cover! But thanks anyways!

This song really speaks to me keep going bro 

This somg be on my mind alot its just a outstanding tribute tbh 🔥🔥

The Upload

Black Heart

Truth Is

Short Description
A raw, vulnerable confession about battling addiction, loss, self-doubt, and the weight of becoming someone your loved ones still need. It’s about surviving the parts of yourself that broke, owning the scars, and choosing day by day—to keep going for the people who give your life meaning.

HOOK
Truth is, I don't say this in the daylight
Truth is, I've been learnin' how to stay right
Truth is, I lost pieces of myself on the way
Truth is, I'm still here but I don't feel the same today
Truth is, every scar that I hide got a voice
Truth is, I still slip but I'm still makin' a choice
Truth is, if it wasn't for their love I'd be gone
Truth is, I keep breathin' just to walk 'em home

VERSE
I was chasin' every high like it owed me somethin’
Now my body keep the tabs, every bill keep comin’
Doc say you ain't built for all that wear and tear
But it's hard to let go when the numb feel fair

Lost a piece of my frame on a bad, dark night
Still learnin' how to stand when it don't feel right
Mirror show a different man, I don't know that face
Tryna love who I am in this broken space

I remember when my pride used to fit just fine
Now I tug on my hoodie just to hide my mind
I've been wrestlin' with bottles, with the shakes, with shame
Tryna give up what kills me but it know my name

Every sunrise feel heavy but I clock back in
Hold my breath in the deep, then I fight, I swim
I ain't hero, I'm a sinner with a beat-up soul
But I'm here, and that alone feel like reachin' a goal

HOOK
Truth is, I don't say this in the daylight
Truth is, I've been learnin' how to stay right
Truth is, I lost pieces of myself on the way
Truth is, I'm still here but I don't feel the same today
Truth is, every scar that I hide got a voice
Truth is, I still slip but I'm still makin' a choice
Truth is, if it wasn't for their love I'd be gone
Truth is, I keep breathin' just to walk 'em home

VERSE
Some nights I wanna ghost out, leave it all on read
Leave the pain, leave the bills, leave the noise in my head
But I see little eyes lookin' up, need light
So I swallow down the dark, try to hold on tight

I be livin' different lives when I close my eyes
Walkin' streets with two feet, no hospital vibes
In my dreams I'm the me that I used to respect
Then I wake and the weight hit my chest, no rest

I've been smilin' in rooms like I'm doin' just fine
Whole time tryna keep from flatlinin' inside
If I vanish from the text, know I still got love
Just been busy tryna heal what I covered up

Yeah, when the world go mute, old echoes break through
Little scenes in my head playin’ low, no loop
Just a glimpse of a life that never saw the light
So I swallow what I feel, let it drift with the night

HOOK
Truth is, I don't say this in the daylight
Truth is, I've been learnin' how to stay right
Truth is, I lost pieces of myself on the way
Truth is, I'm still here but I don't feel the same today
Truth is, every scar that I hide got a voice
Truth is, I still slip but I'm still makin' a choice
Truth is, if it wasn't for their love I'd be gone
Truth is, I keep breathin' just to walk 'em home

TRUTH'IS

Thinking Im alive but I realize Im dying
You dont see the pain in the tears that Im crying
Giving all I got, dont you see that im trying
Got broken wings but you see me still flying
Im stressin' and stressin' tryna to heal all the pain
Taking all these drugs but I still feel the same
Tryna forget you but I still feel the same
Im tryna forget but you drive me insane

I opened up my mind and you pushed me away
I tell you "I love you" and you say okay..
I gave you my heart and you put it away
Now im crying and crying bout you everyday
I smile even though, my heart is breaking
I smile through the pain, dont be mistaken
I suffer and suffer but I be praying for a better day.. Oh god a better day..
Its hard to live with yourself when your dying inside
Wake up or die, let God decide
When I called God, The devil replied
He told me he loved me but I knew his lies...

I suffer and suffer, Im killing my angels 
Im breaking your heart while breaking these tables 
I drink till I drop, No saving my angels, Replace em with demons 
I hate that you're leaving, A smiles what im feigning 
Just tell me the meaning, Im crying then sleeping 
Im sitting at church just hearing them preaching
Im leaning to find out the reason on why Gods watching me bleed..

I tell you " I love you " You tell me you love me
The meaning is funny, You calling me honey
but you acting so funny? Quit playing my feelings
I feel like a dummy
I hate you so fuck me, and all my feelings mean nothing 
So i am not keeping these letter, so lovey, you calling me hubby
Just find me so bloody from drinking my henny, you made me so empty
useless like a penny.
You tell me you care, you tell me you're there
You tell me youll love me when im in despair
But where are you now!? where did you go?!
Im writing this song like "WHERE DID YOU GO!?"
Where did you go?! You packed up your shit and left me alone!
I hate you so much, Just pick up the phone!
Or just listen to me , dont say that im wrong
Dont say that im lying while writing this song
You made me so heartless, I guess that im strong
My heart is so jammed, from all of your actions
from all of your words.
Making this music for you is a curse...

-MannyPnz

Emotionless (Produced By Jaies)

"TROUBLED SOUL (XXXTENTACION TRIBUTE)" BY BALISTIC MAN (JOCELYN FLORES REMIX)

TROUBLED SOUL (XXXTENTACION TRIBUTE)

m i n e c r a f t !

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Ayo And Teo Fallen Angels (xxxtentacions Tribute)

Chorus: AlmightyC [2x]

Where would I be,
Without you and me,
Lost in the sea,
Please let me be,

What would I feel,
How do I deal,
All of these thoughts in my mind I know that this pain can’t be real,

1st verse: Cyphxr

Caught in between, you played my heart to defeat, do that shit every week, 
It’s like a routine, all the times you hurting me, don’t even know what to think,
Should I believe, all the shit you telling me, my heart and my mind don’t agree,
You just mislead, don’t think the shit you’ve doing is really just going unseen,

Your loves a disease, left me here feeling deceased, and you were my only vaccine,
Ironic to think, I can’t live without you but with you this life I don’t know what it means,
Don’t know what I need, begging on my hands and knees, praying that you wouldn’t leave,
And so as it seems, the only time that I’ll be seeing you when I’m alone in my dreams,

Chorus: AlmightyC [2x]

Where would I be,
Without you and me,
Lost in the sea,
Please let me be,

What would I feel,
How do I deal,
All of these thoughts in my mind I know that this pain can’t be real,

2nd verse: jaytill

Remember the times, my head spins around like a dime, telling me lies is a crime,
You Showing me signs, I’m reading between all the lines, searching for love I can’t find,
I feel like I’m blind, lost in the depths of my mind, pretending that everything’s fine, 
It’s not and I’m crying, this shit has me dying inside, I want you but can’t call you mine, 

I feel so alone, eighteen missed calls on my phone, drowning to my lowest low, 
Stop telling me no, this back and fourth shit getting old, the feeling of love was postponed,
Locations unknown, don’t try to call out when I’m gone, so dead now I feel like a clone. 
If only I’d known, that you’d leave me here on my own, I would’ve never hit your phone,

So Scared (feat. AlmightyC & Cyphxr)(prod. Ocean Beats)

999monte - FuCk WiTit!(prod.klem)

One More Chance (Prod. Euro$)

Lil Perk Hard to Get

IHTR2-YellaGod x lilbenz

No Fears YellaGod x Lilbenz

IS THAT YOUR BITCH

IS THAT YOUR BITCH feat. LilBenz (Prod Avery)

Danny Phantom

Hip Hop artist from Buffalo New York. CONTACT Balismusic@yahoo.com for more info!

TROUBLED SOUL (XXXTENTACION TRIBUTE)

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