I originally wrote this when I was 13. It was admittedly pretty difficult to recreate the teenage angst, but I did my best. :)

Lyrics:
This newfound image of today
Just a disguised villain of yesterday
Your loving hate takes me so far away
You turned my heart such a deeper, darker shade
Self-consciously I know you mean too much to me
And as this hunger grows there's famine and no seed
Shock of this, you know that it ain't new
My breath's been waiting baby, waiting on you

Won't you be my hero
Please come capture me
Under the weeping willow
Waiting I will be

So hero, tell me, tell me this
Are you the lips to my sweet phantom kiss?
Or are you the villain in all of my dreams?
The cause of all the thunder, the cause of all the screams
The lies you told me were somehow true
This green that I've been seeing has really been blue
Now all that I can do is hand myself to you
And pray you'll let me love you
Don't be ruthless, don't be cruel

Won't you be my hero
Please come capture me
Under the weeping willow
Waiting I will be

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Check out the remix: https://soundcloud.com/bamiyah/february-nilas-remix

You thought I was just so special
So you tore me down
Kept me around
Scared to lose the one who really gets you
In your yuppy town
Yeah, I figured you out
But I think that we both know, it's too late now

When it's February
I wonder if you think of me
Tell me do you think of me
Baby do you think of me

I know you must be wary
About the other girls you see
I can see that you consider me
And everything we used to be

And I know it must be so very hard for you
To live with knowing
I'm better than ever, and that's the truth
Everything that you told me
I'm too sensitive and fragile
When I left you, it was clear
Your whole world unraveled

February

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February (Nilas Remix)

A poorly mixed/produced song I made a few months back.

Lyrics:

Cause I'm so much better this way
Better this way

You know I would have been stuck in my pride
Never humbled inside, no
If it weren't for my sorrow
No hope of tomorrow
And my mind's demise
Plannin' my suicide
It puts shit into perspective
When living gets so reckless

See now, now that I'm okay
You know I can't relate
Oh no, won't waste my breath and pray

Cause I'm so much better this way
Better this way

Better This Way

I was so very sure
If I wished you well, then I would be cured
So I prayed every single day
Hoping I'd forget, and that you'd be okay
But I'm not so naive anymore
Cause loving you is nothing but a chore

When I'm with you
I crave solitude
When I'm with you
I am over you

When I'm with you
I catch myself dreaming about being alone
When I'm with you
Does life still have meaning when I'm on my own?

When I'm With You

Bless you all. Sending love and healing to every one of you.

forgotten pain

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