A track I made to express my feelings in a time of uncertainty.

Lyrics:

And I can feel this pain
Inside of my chest
And I won't pain my face in regrets
Unless I choose to hold this close
As you go to progress
Because I know that you left
If only I would've been the righteousness
That could reside inside the right of you chest
And yeah I know just how it feels
To be so young and get the chills
Butterflies are setting still
Within our lives
But still I feel you grab me
As the gravity of things has got my standing still
And no I've never been a Saint
But I can't stand to be your enemy
Remember me for centuries
Maybe it's the summer leaves
Or the spring
That you left me in
I never understood your words
But always understood your cadences
And the beautiful way
You'd wrap around my vertebrae
And what that represents
On the nights I lay awake
And so I'm praying for a wish
If I don't make it out of this
Then maybe I shouldn't push it
But nothing will ever cushion this blow
And I can't fucking stomach it

So as I reminisce
I know I'm not a saint
But if you've ever been through this
Just know it's not too late
Combat that fate with all the faith
You put into the hate you feel
Cuz all these seasons represent
The many ways I heal

So as I reminisce
I know I'm not a saint
But if you've ever been through this
Just know it's not too late
Combat that fate with all the faith
You put into the hate you feel
Cuz all these seasons represent
The many ways I heal

And loving you was solace
A couple broken promises I hid behind my pockets
But if you watch this
And you see as I advance
And you see what I have planned
Then you'll understand
That I can grow to be different
But there's still growth in our distance
So maybe I should just listen
And let you live a life of dismission
But still I die inside this collision
Living a life without you
Isn't something I could've predicted
Wishing that I didn't
Goddamn it's hard to admit it
Maybe I'm just tripping
But if you listen then switch it
To all things that've been through
And everything that I've seen
Yeah I've seen that shit without you
And all the things I wanted to take you to see
It fucking strangles me
So go ahead and dangle me
From that open field
And I can see the daffodils
I'm letting Jesus grab the wheel
Know that I can feel you still
So when I grab my Sword and Shield
Know it's you that's in my will
The many seasons that you need to heal

So as we reminisce
I know I'm not a saint
But if you've ever been through this
Just know it's not too late
Combat that fate with all the faith
You put into the hate you feel
Cuz all these seasons represent
The many ways I heal

So as we reminisce
I know I'm not a saint
But if you've ever been through this
Just know it's not too late
Combat that fate with all the faith
You put into the hate you feel
Cuz all these seasons represent
The many ways I heal

Saint

insomnia, cartoons, and overthinking come together

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Hikes in Colorado (rainy lofi chill)

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Waves of Calm

REASON (produced by stephaintdeadyet!)

Lo and behold,
I came in, they eyes closed,
Seeing thru they Souls,
Deez lens, ain’t for the blind folk,
Cracked and I broke,
I brake, bend, and mine gold,
Where my mind go? To places darker than
Black holes,
Being black though? Is a problem,
I gotta solve Code, 
I gotta free all my people, 
And lift the blind fold,
See this government evil,
They love to eat our people,
Love, evil,
Backwards, spelling all people 
Fishing line, casting, 
Baby we the wands, with the magic, 
I potter on the knowledge, 
Harry up baby all my niggas is fastened,
Don’t get in they control, 
all they want is yo reactions, 
Drug is forever going, my nigga that’s ever lasting
Drinking fear, they got the straws, like we the HI - C, 
I see, yeah but I saw, I gotta cut deep, 
Lightly, they want us to fall, autumn
We might leave, pricey, build our own county,
Where they cannot be, 
Steady waking em up, They plot sloppy, 
No We ain’t making enough, 
they tryna rob me,
Fired I ain’t steaking enough, I gotta fight deez,
Demons, demonstrating, why they don’t like me, scheming, seeing through the plays,
Aint playing nicely, dreaming, if I leave the planet they gone fight me,
Nah we ain’t worried bout Nathan,
Killer against the killed, 
Ain’t no freddie and no Jason 
I can see they been trynna hit us wit penicillin,
Got my pen to the ceiling,
I'm just trynna make a million,
Every since adolescence, I always 
Knew that was different,
Im passing it to my children,
I hope they get it and feel it,
I’m trynna stay afloat, 
Watch the pins near my life, 
Pop and there he go, mother screams in the night,
Y’all wanna cancel Cole and Kendrick he ain’t sing alright, what happened to leaders,
We just need a voice for life, 
I’m looking to myself, in the mirror,
Hate the sight, gotta change on my own, 
I’m the leader of my life,
Preparing for the day I’m that I’m gone,
Can’t breathe,
Tell to the kids, when I’m gone, hope they see,
I won’t let you you niggas change me,
Can’t put 
Me in the box,  they can’t contain me,
I Won’t 
Call on Jesus, he can’t save me,
Flash drive, blink of an eye, I got mad speed,
As I look at the world, we know it’s ova,
Masked out, tipping the bottle with this corona,
Don’t back down, Dey wantchu holla, 
Like it’s a Oprah, or Opera
Black lives matters, ain’t no way they can stop us 
Fuck the police, all they wanna do is pop us,
Gotta protect, 
Momma, granny, aunts, uncles and  papas

#BLACK BALLOONS CHALLENGE (feat. Dero Quenson)

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CATALPA99
A song by Isai and @sisqozola
produced by Isai.

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I love everything about music. Rap enthusiast. I like making music & plan on dropping a mixtape with my friends within the next year. Follow me on twitter @bananabrice

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