ngl when I first heard this I thought it was hot garbage but the more I listen to it the more I like it

anthony’s playlist

it doesnt feel like a dream; more of an omen

this was made in under 24 hours . locked myself in my room until i couldve made something

its my birthday but i feel like jumping offa cliff

lyrics:
can u feel my heart
no, dont listen to me speak
ive seen this everywhere
ive seen this all the time
ive seen you in my words
i see you all online

i cannot stop this feeling
freak out when i feel it i freak out when i feel
dont think i have much of a choice
i dont think im alone in the void
👁‍🗨

okay, im not okay
same side, whats your play
...fuck
they dont care about you anyway
but they talk to you
(yea i do that 2?)
& i always lose :/
i cant take it no
i might kill -

..
will u catch me falling?
..

falling in my sleep

a remake of one of my oldest songs
prod me


]my balls are fucking huge

fuck up my life

Work in progress: final here: https://soundcloud.com/mkmonolyth/i-got-that-b

Check out the big B : https://soundcloud.com/wxm-b

I got that B [WIP]

Never Had is About building a life for your kids 

Never Had

SUNK COST FALLACY

Letter For My Senior Self

LYRICS:

I USED TO KICK IT IN THE SUN HEAT
WE
CRUISED WITH TICKETS TO THE MOVIES
SEE
I WAS THE SIDEKICK FEELING WOOZY
SHIT
NOW IT’S THE CREDITS AND I’M OFF SCREEN
DAMN I HAD THE

SICK SNACKS
KIT KATS
RIDING A TEN SPEED
BUT
SIXTH LAST 
ALWAYS HAD
SOMETHING TO WORRY
ABOUT

I COULD’VE VEERED MYSELF ON THE RIGHT ROUTE
BUT MY HANDLES KEEP ON MOVING ME DOWN

I COULD’VE VEERED MYSELF ON THE RIGHT ROUTE
RIGHT ROUTE, RIGHT ROUTE,
BUT MY HANDLES FUCKING KEPT ME DOWN

STUMBLING AND BUMBLING AT IT AGAIN
SCRIBBLING MY SIMPLE THOUGHTS ON A WHIM
NUMB TO BUMBLE STINGS AND SCRAPES ON MY SKIN
AND IT'S A LONG WAY HOME FOR YOU KID

AND IT'S A LONG WAY HOME FOR YOU KID

TIME TICKS BY TOO SLOW
I DON’T KNOW WHERE TO GO
CAUGHT STARING AT THE FLOOR
CAUGHT CARING BOUT YOU MORE

TIME TICKS BY TOO SLOW
I DON’T KNOW WHERE TO GO
CAUGHT STARING AT THE FLOOR
CAUGHT CARING BOUT 
YOU MORE




I USED TO SCRAPE AND SCRATCH A TABLET HOURS AND HOURS A DAY
PULL UP TO COMMENT SECTIONS WITH A WARPAINT RIDDEN SCOWLING FACE
AND GO OFF ON POTENTIAL FRIENDS ABOUT HOW THEY’RE ALL VILE DISGRACES
MOUTHBREATHING CLOUT SEEKERS PROUD OF BOUNCING FRAMES
SITTING HIGH AND MIGHTY, MY HORSE IN OUTER SPACE
I TRIED TO LET OUT MY FRUSTRATION IN A THOUSAND WAYS 
AND ALL OF THEM WERE POINTLESS I LEAKED POISON OUT MY DOWNER BRAIN
WAS BENT ON THROWING TANTRUMS, OUT TO LEAVE YOUR MOUTHS WITH SOUR TASTES
I SCOURED FOR KIDS TO TAKE TO TASK
ONLY FUCKED WITH FLAWLESSNESS
SPOKE THE BREATH OF GOD UP OUT MY PRE PREPUBESCENT SCARRED UP LIPS
TO FORCE THESE FUCKS TO FACE THE FACTS
DON’T CALL YOURSELF AN ARTIST, KID
JUST THINK ABOUT THE CULTURE YOU’RE FUCKING PRESENCE IS TARNISHING
I KNOW THAT I WAS A DICK, I KILLED THE HATE MY HEART WAS HARBORING
AND ALL THIS BEING SAID WHEN I THINK OF THOSE DAYS THERE’S FONDNESS 
WOUND UP WITH A LACK OF MALICE AND MORE TALENTS IN MY POCKETS NOW
I’M OUT MY HOUSE AND WALKIN 
I GOT UP AND OVER TALKIN DOWN, I PROMISE

STUMBLING AND BUMBLING AT IT AGAIN
SCRIBBLING MY SIMPLE THOUGHTS ON A WHIM
NUMB TO BUMBLE STINGS AND SCRAPES ON MY SKIN
AND IT'S A LONG WAY HOME FOR YOU KID

TIME TICKS BY TOO SLOW
I DON’T KNOW WHERE TO GO
CAUGHT STARING AT THE FLOOR
CAUGHT CARING BOUT YOU MORE

TIME TICKS BY TOO SLOW
I DON’T KNOW WHERE TO GO
CAUGHT STARING AT THE FLOOR
CAUGHT CARING BOUT 
YOU MORE
YOU MORE

STUMBLING AND BUMBLING AT IT AGAIN
SCRIBBLING MY SIMPLE THOUGHTS ON A WHIM
NUMB TO BUMBLE STINGS AND SCRAPES ON MY SKIN
AND IT'S A LONG WAY HOME FOR YOU KID

STUMBLING AND BUMBLING AT IT AGAIN
SCRIBBLING MY SIMPLE THOUGHTS ON A WHIM
NUMB TO BUMBLE STINGS AND SCRAPES ON MY SKIN
AND IT'S A LONG WAY HOME FOR YOU
KID

ORCHID (feat. bandanabloom & Infamous Swoosh)

thanks for 600 followers n stuff
prod. @louaea

lyrcs

im scrollin through my instagram n all i see is bullshit
all my friends just run away until they feelin worthless
and i don't wanna deal with them, cuz im dealin with myself

cuz people always hate on me n people always hate on them
so i'll be in the middle even tho i know that's really dumb
but i don't wanna deal with this cuz i think it's boring


get the fuck out my dms because i know you are a bitch
dealt with this before, all you gonna do is bait n switch
i don't wanna fuck around with a bitch like you
all you wanna do is use my name on youtube

drinkin aquafina cuz you know i don't got ice
twitter.com, ya my timeline full of lies
super chill, people always thing i'm fuckin high
shut the fuck up and look me in my eyes


i don't wanna fuck witchu if you don't wanna fuck with me
still gettin the green, like my name is johnny appleseed
20 percent cooler even tho this is not mlp
call of duty quickscope, like we on that mlg

but i don't wanna fuck witchu if you don't wanna fuck with me
still gettin the green, like my name is johnny appleseed
20 percent cooler even tho this is not mlp
call of duty quickscope, like we on that mlg


yayaya, shut the fuck up, imma be that
ignorin all yo comments sayin that my autotune is wack
im writin every song from the comfort of my bed
i just wanna do this shit until i'm fuckin dead

but all ya mothafuckas seem to never believe me
i'll prove you all wrong and you'll get down on your knees
n fuck a joke song, i'm not tryna be funny
don't care about a title but i feel like a cyberqueen

cuz people always mad at me and i don't even know why
twiddling my fingers in my head because i am shy
people just assume im cis but i am not a guy
you bitches make me wanna die

but as i was just sayin i don't feel like i'm the best
i'm still usin audacity cuz FL is a pest
like sure i can produce, but i feel misunderstood
shoutout to louise, cuz she made this shit sound good


i don't wanna fuck witchu if you don't wanna fuck with me
still gettin the green, like my name is johnny appleseed
20 percent cooler even tho this is not mlp
call of duty quickscope, like we on that mlg

20%COOLERTHANU (prod. louise)

made an over-dramatic song about several bad situations i've had to deal with in the past year.

produced by me.

lyrics: 

i go offline and all these people want to talk to me
i let them down all the time by not responding
and if they're stressed they just wanna take it out on me
and this time, i won't be sorry

i never got your obsession
remember when you faked depression
i remember it vividly
you said you don't wanna talk to me

i don't get it what the fuck do you mean
fuck with my friends you a fiend
you just used their name for some clout
said "go slit your wrists and bleed out"


i don't understand the drama
i don't even think it's worth it
i just think we all should drop it
if you don't like it you should block it

i understand every bit of anger
but i don't think that we should slander
that would make everything worse
but you should go get stomped in the dirt

you just harass all their friends
you wanna make them meet their end
i hope you know they wont forgive you
if anything they'll just forget you

i know that a lot of us have our regrets
i want you to know that you are one of them
you spread lots of lies on the internet
you talked all your shit what do you get

you lost lots of followers, that was the cost
a taste of your medicine put on the spot
i'm tired of people like you taking off
i hope that you end up getting stomped


i'm not sorry for my actions
you just wanted a reaction

well i guess that you can have this
i hope that you enjoy it
i know that you'll rejoice it
even if you wont admit

that you like lying about all your friends
n giving turst issues to all of them
are you a good person it doesn't depend
exist just to find people to offend

i'm tired of this and i'm tired of you
i did what i felt like i needed to do
you don't got friends you got allies
now get the fuck out of our lives

offline

meant to release this ages ago but uh, here's a remake of one of my really old songs. thanks for 1k, i have something really big planned to celebrate, but thank you for getting me to this point. i didn't expect to live past april of 2019, but here i am in september of 2020 living out one of my childhood dreams, being a musician. thanks for everything, i love you all so much.

i don't wanna talk to people if all they do is fight.

social media sucks [2020]

conversations [p. kazuyo]

Kevin Abstract - Empty (Cover Version 2)

by myself and some lonesome searching. 2nd single.
ft @squiblers, prod. zach sutton & mixed by @nbmusic098

[chorus: wolficide]
i'm alone in this world, is it worth it? (yeah)
by myself, and some lonesome searchin
is it cool if i ask for some me time
i'll be fine, i'll be home by daylight (yeah)

i'm alone in this world, is it worth it? (yeah)
by myself, and some lonesome searchin
is it cool if i ask for some me time (yeah)
i'll be fine, i'll be home by daylight

[verse 1: wolficide]
with my friends and the one in the deepend
i'll be fine, i'll just fake it, i'll pretend
we're so dumb that we're stuck in the past tense
take me back to the times i could read them

[verse 2: naku]
i don't know, i don't know what they want though
all my friends, enemies, and my own home
got some shit in my head, but that's unknown
i don't know where i'm supposed to go

imma do what i love, you can't fight that
i don't give a fuck, but i wanna know who asked
i don't remember what he taught me
it's the end of the road for me

[chorus: naku]
i'm alone in this world, is it worth it?
by myself, and some lonesome searchin
is it cool if i ask for some me time
i'll be fine, i'll be home by daylight

[verse 3: wolficide]
you'll be fine, i'll just live in the moment
type of shit where our dreams go unnoticed
it's okay, it's okay, i'm just growin
hey, who knows, well my future's chosen
i'm alone in this world and i'm frozen
thinking back to the days where i was broken
say hello to the ones that i trusted (okay)
and all love to the ones that i once did

[chorus: wolficide + naku]
i'm alone in this world, is it worth it?
by myself, and some lonesome searchin
is it cool if i ask for some me time
i'll be fine, i'll be home by daylight

Heart After Dark

lonesome searching (w/ naku)

pieces (w/ mason infinity)

petals, petals, falling down. remade with love & care
produced & mixed by @nbmusic098, ft @kaydenneal

[Chorus]
Petals petals falling down
Don't feel great you'll hear the sound
Of my heart it's beating loud
Petals petals falling down
Down feel great you'll hear the sound
Of my heart it's beating loud, loud

[Verse 1: Kayden Neal]
Spent my life looking for something else
Each wave crashed against my shell
And I was lost in the abyss
Overall a weathered kiss
It pulled me in, pulled me in
Made me feel alive again
These cards they fell
Like a petal in a well

[Chorus]
Petals petals falling down
Don't feel great you'll hear the sound
Of my heart it's beating loud
Petals petals falling down
Down feel great you'll hear the sound
Of my heart it's beating loud, loud

[Verse 2: Wolficide]
Spent my life for some fortune & fame
Got a lot of a time for one sick game
Wasn't too much, baby
Trust for my self 
Walkin by the beach like I live in 012
Wasn't a lot, I wasn't myself
Had to discover some fortune for change
Always my best, I'm lovin your name
Mirror in a woods like a worn out flame
But it's okay 
Maybe I'm fine
Flippin my life like the head of a dime
Oh I'll be fine, can't think of a time 

[Chorus]
Petals petals falling down
Don't feel great you'll hear the sound
Of my heart it's beating loud
Petals petals falling down
Down feel great you'll hear the sound
Of my heart it's beating loud, loud

[Outro: Wolficide & Kayden Neal]
Petals
In the wind
Petals
In the wind

pieces (w/ mason infinity)

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