If you asked me how many times that I’ve smiled in the last week I probably could remember. I guess I’d say that it hasn’t been many because lately I’m ashamed that I tried to forget her. It’s been a long time since I last gave it thought i fought to move on but should of known better, 

if all I've got when She's gone is what She taught then I better figure out that she’d hear me out if I just let her things would  probably get better There’ll come a day that I’m gonna wanna trade all I own for the sake that maybe I’ll remember. I’m not the best at getting shit up off my chest but if time is my friend I should try to get better.

If I had a single penny for every time I hide within the lines I’d probably have a Milli $. And if I had all that you can bet that inside those same lines is where that money woulda kept me. Sometimes I barely know myself But my friends know me well pocket aces in the faces life dealt me.

george matthews - get better (prod. vibey)

Lyrics

I know, you got to start living. Live for your own, and invent "home". We only get one shot here. Stop digging, pretend; we only want to know when we'll see what's washed up. Even if we can't talk about it. There's always going to be a new argument. Can we still breath on our own?

george matthews - Words are words, but that voice is yours. (Demo)

george matthews - Go the Distance (demo)

vocal ideas flooded these chords, percussion is a little off live playthrough zooted

george matthews - psychosis lullaby (experimental)

george matthews - say it's showing. (demo)

george matthews - We be. (experimental)

Lyrics:

How many times have I been wrong about us. It seems every time I sink again. Can i get this right? Will you be there for me? I'll try and try and try again. I know I let you down and I'm sorry, I'll try again. You're my safe spot and my friend. For what it's worth I know you've fallen, had your own. You always showered me to grow. I never thought I'd be so far along. An angel on the phone, I took her home, she made me her own.

You got me through, I owe it all to you, you're the angel in my armor. I am so strong because everything you've done to keep me alive. I'll never fall behind by your side.

I'm just a regular guy. I have no business with an angel. Why could this perfect soul attach to someone like me, who took so long to grow. She makes me look at everyday like a new opportunity yeah. How could anybody be happy with me?

You got me through, I owe it all to you, you're the angel in my armor. I am so strong because everything you've done to keep me alive. I'll never fall behind by your side.

george matthews - angel in my armor

song idea that has sat unfinished for years, sounds worth revisiting.

george matthews - ending of an unfinished song (demo)

george matthews - Sour Mouthful and doubtful (demo)

george matthews - River (demo)

george matthews - happy hallow

Uploaded the wrong version, another banger by 52blu.

Lyrics:

This is just my outlook, a passage in this notebook. A tale of two brothers bound by the same mother. One's the clouds and thunder, the others taking cover. Both men forced to wonder why kids watch angels plunder. A mother lost, they loved her. These two men won't recover, two cold hearts turn to one another.

It's easy to say that nothings worth it. Is it really yours, you feel you haven't earned it. Lessons come from questions if you ask you'll learn shit. If you spoke a little less you probably would've heard it.

That fucking goof that hit her, we showed him we're bigger and Way worse than he did her. The damage was her liver, all those bottles for dinner. Now we all forgive her but it's harder while we miss her. It's weight on me while we miss her

george matthews - glimmer (produced by 52blu)

just a keepsake EP recorded and mixed on my phone, which i may one day make proper. a product of my surroundings, summer 2019.

George Matthews - Wait Around (demo)

George Matthews - Coasting (demo)

Box Car Racer - Letters To God, Covered by Matt Deruelle.

just for fun, something i'm proud of, my first cover.

george matthews - letters to god (cover)

Lyrics:
   So how am i supposed to keep track of things to take back from those who think that whats mine is just something they can now have.
   and how am i supposed to ignore all this shame from feeling blamed. I keep it hidden under these haunted floor boards.
   So how am i supposed to stay strong when everything moves against the grain, I try to force it back but something always goes wrong.

I'll trade all my words for singing birds. I'd rather look up to the sky instead of finding rhymes at the bottom of bottles.

Tell me its okay. Tell me not to worry myself to sleep. Tell me it's safe here. Tell me it's been safe for a while and i can finally shut it down.
Tell me to tell you. Tell you all the things i keep trying to tell myself but I just need to hear it from someone else.

   So now i see i need time to breath, self discovery, and help discovering that the best things in life are free.
   and now i dream of falling leaves. Possibilities once flourishing until uncertainty scorched the branches that nourished me.
   So now I'll keep from sinking too deep. I've got the friends i need who see the best in me. Every year we'll cheers to our future and memories.

Tell me its okay. Tell me not to worry myself to sleep. Tell me it's safe here. Tell me it's been safe for a while and i can finally shut it down.
Tell me to tell you. Tell you all the things i keep trying to tell myself but I just need to hear it from someone else.

george matthews - tell me

acoustic broomstick, gourmet guitar pick.
half assin’ it '94 // express something

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