ego flight

you knew him better than anyone

Well let's get that mad
That life has been 
One compromise between
The light, the sight, benighted, and then the rest

How come the sound of a motherfucker dead only fall on deaf ear
Why didn't you say you were mad
I'll try if I dare, I'll find within me
Pick apart what you left, I'll call when I'm there

With the rules set aside
I think about it all the times 
When I call out loud 
You can test me now 
But I know inside that I am foul 
I can recognize the fall

And i've been so sad 
'Cause I got no plan 
I see no one there
What you talkin about 
God's gone insane, he lacks the All
To find it search within, but look all around 
 
Oh, I've been trying philosophies because of you
My friend 
My body goes with you

'Cause I, Imma gauge both my eyes off my face
I dont wanna risk it, all the pain not in vain 
All the living beings they remind me of the pain
It's getting hard to breathe but I'm afraid to break the chain

I cannot wait until the monolith calls
I cannot wait to see what's coming with the clouds
Let them manifest as a beast, no law
Lead the many ethereal back from pieces to One

And how can I believe the truth if all i see is not from You
am i a Man? am i a dream? Within, i mean to follow you

I dont condemn them all for playing 
Those blasphemies will lead to grace
I don't understand so I create these problems
Easy to forget it's all a play

A call, all rise then
Too soon, I can't prepare
Born of flesh I stand
Fire brings me back  

Armies of the dead
Aathered all in my head
All my demons bled
Feeling my despair

'Cause I, Imma gauge both my eyes off my face
I dont wanna risk it, all the pain not in vain 
All the living beings they remind me of the pain
It's getting hard to breathe but I'm afraid to break the chain

I cannot wait until the monolith calls
I cannot wait to see what's coming with the clouds
Let them manifest as a beast, no law
Lead the many ethereal back from pieces to One

Gouge

Life, again, I'm searching for a way out but here I am
A lightning has struck, into the eyes and the faith of the dead
A leap of luck, this mountain I stand on reminds me of how I was 
Avoiding the bullets, avoiding your fate is the sign of a coward

I can't take you home
Coming of times 
Coming of times 
Come with the night 
All the ghouls arise 
Point your finger, I'll lie

It's been a soulless year since I've died
And I feel so doomed 
As I lick my wounds 
When you leavin

Make yourself at home, 'cause I'll hide in plain sight 
Need my time alone, cuz my hands are so fucking tired
And I'm so full of pride, never even seen the light 
I was lost but now I find that I was never alive

Break the bones and subdue 
But leave me no bruise
I bet and i bet and i dont let you lose 
But i keep me a noose
Good bye

Here comes the man of fire 
And he holds a honey jar
And i ask about his scar 
In his back, in his heart
Used to have wings 
Now they're hidden very far 
In a place that is so perfect
You cant see it, it's too bright

I can't take you home
Coming of times 
Coming of times 
Come with the night 
All the ghouls arise 
Point your finger, I'll lie

It's been a soulless year since I've died
And I feel so doomed 
As I lick my wounds 
When you leavin

Come With The Night

Let me tell you a story of why I came back
Got a feeling that that you need 'cuz ur morals is wack
Sword and shield, and a pill and I feel the stillness
Less obligated to impress, take the wheel, I'll shot em back

Look, believe, damn damn damn
Damned if i do and damned if i can't
Be in it, im in it alone
The city, the lights
On the right of the throne

Holy trinity to you, 
Drown the flesh, come out anew
The sinner has been the meaning of this breakthrough
Mind over the matter, but I sin like you

The wild ones, believers, come 
Trees, fire, all in a lamb
If you believe in them 
I will release you friend

I dont know who's that man, 
I look at his face and just looks back, 
A and the O on a face so sad, 
There's blood on my shirt, but no one's dead
I claim it's viral, 
A flow of signs in a spiral, 
Beggining and ending, It's vital, 
the symptoms are pain, It's desirable

Watch 'em come around with the .44
First u shoot the side then the halo
I met him in mind i dont even know
All they said was, that im mephisto

Let me hang around and I'll fix those 
I keep on crashin on the afterglow
Is this a bravado to bring hope
See heaven and hell in a kaleidoscope

You look and decide, 
Look and decide, 
Babe, oh what's that
Just a little sip, yeah I like that
Seed of mescaline, feel ya mind crack

You fail it because you're all arrogant

Callin my home as a lion's den 
Callin my friends as wise men

Well, I call on your friends and they callin me dead
All of these souls that I'm trying to catch
I couldn't handle being out of my head 
But I don't recall ever the past lives I led

I am not the fool, I'm the hanged man
Divine revelations like im Hermes
She callin for me to clean her mess
It's very amusing but I'm stressed

I'm packin and diggin a hole in your head
I'm stuck in a loop, here i go again 

Watch 'em come around with the .44
First u shoot the side then the halo
I met him in mind i dont even know
All they said was, that im mephisto

Let me hang around and I'll fix those 
I keep on crashin on the afterglow
Is this a bravado to bring hope
See heaven and hell in a kaleidoscope

Shoot The Halo

I'm so faded, a meeting with God
Recognize all it is, a scheme, a façade
If i come near it, I learn its a lie
I've been one with it, and in it I'm out

Moments in it damn, and I feel like dying
Cast out stones, yeah, but don't kill my high,
Inside of the temples there can be no crying,
for the weak all seek comfort in a heartbeat dying   
  
(I) Bring bad news from the man full of hate, 
Take your head on a plate, 
Not a bad fate,            
For a man of the faith, 
To ascend to a perfect place, son, 
No death, just elevation
 
'Cause if John was right,
Then I'm dead inside,
I need proof to fight, 
Can't compare, too frightened, ~
But I hate this life, 
And I hate all life, 
Hear him up in Sinai , 
Are you really playing dice?   

All singing, all life devoid of meaning
Hold hands, I really see no reason
Drugs, pills, we here to disappear then
Cash, fame, I'll be there in a minute

I'm so faded, a meeting with God
Recognize all it is, a scheme, a façade
If i come near it, I learn its a lie
I've been one with it, and in it I'm out

Break it down
Bunch of bitches tryna cope
Bunch of bitches moving dope
Tell those bitches im fine
I'm a connoisseur and they be getting outta line
'Cause i got some shit pot and i am feeling not divine so,

My momma always told me make your bed so
I'm screwing with some bitches with the sheets on
But always missionary thats what God said so
But God never said to me where to put it though

Yeah, don't judge me just cause you simpler
You girl be making you a major simp lord
A light on your head may tinkle
Every day exploring holes, Oscar Schindler

I'm so faded, a meeting with God
Recognize all it is, a scheme, a façade
If i come near it, I learn its a lie
I've been one with it, and in it I'm out

A Scheme, A Façade (ft. ThatMiguel)

My collab with South Bay Waves
Follow him on IG: @south_bay_waves
Artwork: @slmpscdlc

night alone | with South Bay Waves

Everything produced by me.

~~~~Lyrics~~~~

[Intro]

And it's my fault
i know it's to die for and i confess attraction
it's the night and the sky feels endless
cant get lost in thought and forget

[Verse]
 
it's a test
it sure don't feel like a test
i dont wanna leave, im blessed
look at this mess, a disaster

they mention a plan, but he gotta trust the men
you can't have two leaders, cuz in the end you gotta kill the one you offend

too fast, swallow my fear dry, 
consumated, you did that, now you will live in the past.

now you will live in the past
cut out again, change your mind now
oh
it's a disaster, no, it's a massacre, oh

i'm scared, feel like my days all dull
ooooh, pray the ghost will show but he won't
cuz i can't really describe, 
that presence in my eyes
i met him in a trip to the sky

[Hook]

cuz i dont really a new fast car
i wanna live in a Tree
in a house, in a castle, oh the breeze
in a while it would ease the disease

why would i believe, why can't you perceive
i don't really care if ur too blind to see
all i really need is to close my eyes,
i need to learn to say good bye.

[Verse] 

Yeah sire, you offer me this mail and task me to fail
oh sire, i'm a liar, you can't put all that trust on a man with nothing left, 
sheathe the sword and get that bag, following your tracks, and he comes and goes again, 
and sometimes i feel he hides the footsteps so i can't follow ahead

yeah well i think i deserve even less, 
yeah well i think i deserve even less, 
i gotta confess...


[Hook]

cuz i dont really a new fast car
i wanna live in a Tree
in a house, in a castle, oh the breeze
in a while it would ease the disease

why would i believe, why can't you perceive
i don't really care if ur too blind to see
all i really need is to close my eyes,
i need to learn to say good bye.

tree

I sat on the couch, there entered a man glorious in his visage
One bat with the staff on a sheep that he sat by the side
I think he spoke, "when ye hear them, ye keep them and walk in them"
Be not confounded, "...and who art thou?"

What One desires, all I deny is yours
But your mind is getting madder 
He lies, He knows it better
What you call that offends, I take no offense
I count my blessings over a new light

I had to hold the stumbling stones
I let silence grow
A dance at night brings the end of it entirely  
It doesn't matter

I come alive when One is scattered
In a town called Matter
A distant light call to shatter the fetters 
Two letters, Alfa Omega
Flashing colours, rising sorrow
Crashing thunders 
Of men tormented with the brightness while it lasts

Walk in vain, too good to look under their noses
A crown of thornless roses

Overcome by shadow
He showed me that all my life
I've been dreaming in his Mind
fire consumes my heart
He talks in patterns, like a mad man
Insane as he sings, a symphony for the dead

I won't come if you call from the cellar  
My eyes only gaze at the sky
I hold your hand and wont let it
My skin becomes dry
I dont realize how to get it, 
It's easier to deny
How am i gonna tell her
That I'm a sinner

I come alive when One is scattered
In a town called Matter
A distant light call to shatter the fetters 
Two letters, Alfa Omega
Flashing colours, rising sorrow
Crashing thunders 
Of men tormented with the brightness while it lasts

a.om

How lucky do you have to be to
Look away as the sand falls
Well I count the grains
In each I can see me in

While it's killing, i'll let em die 
Oh now you're worried about the guilt in your feeble mind
I guess I'm fast 
Yeah I'm in the space you leave when you're all alone 

Whats wrong with that, live and die
Yeah, I've been told many times
It's all games, it's all laughs
Then I hear them all scream in my behalf

I find it fitting
At the bottom call, let them call
Their light is spinning 
Like a formless form that was formed at the beggining
I fall, and I cant reach the one who's singing
Digging through lies and lies

I find it fitting
At the bottom call, let them call
Their light is spinning 
Like a formless form that was formed at the beggining
I fall, and I cant reach the one who's singing
I call it winning


If you see, I'll burn your eyes
Gag you with your tongue as you speak 
All these lies that come from
The beheaded announcing the war

Lost the way within
Blessed not, in sin
That's what I've been through
That's where i'll end it

Not a man of peace 
Like a masterpiece 
Like a masterpiece 
Is what I thought of me

What do you get for flying 
A hollow death
It's how I trick them into thinking that there's nothing next
But dont look back, can see it all again
It's so unlikely that a man like you would live it all again

I find it fitting
At the bottom call, let them call
Their light is spinning 
Like a formless form that was formed at the beggining
I fall, and I cant reach the one who's singing
Digging through lies and lies

I find it fitting
At the bottom call, let them call
Their light is spinning 
Like a formless form that was formed at the beggining
I fall, and I cant reach the one who's singing
I call it winning

fitting

I dont dance but for you I'd do it again 
There was something there
Then why did you call me to tell me you're moving ahead

You wanted me dead
Calling me outta the blue and painting me red
An artist and I can see that
You came and I'm glad 
I finally found the muse that will cause me to hang 
I guess I just love despair

How long do we have 'till the high comes to an end
I can't promise that 
But you can so take a chance

I'm fallin, in tears
All false, I guess im lost in a maze
This highway is an abyss

All rise, crows in the sky
I realize, they are my lies 
One dies, one brings her at last
Lying in the dust
You're in the low

Full Stop
Too many I cant help
If you don't drop, hold them back
Full Stop
One day they will catch 
Worry not and detach

I know for a fact I can't save it all 
Could see it in your eyes
You knew it was done
The bigger you get I become small
Sending me to the bottom again

I don't think I even like you if it's all gonna end
The fights that I cannot win, they calling me back
Kissin the air as if someone is even there
I fall again, she falls again 

Not that important to you, to me a dead end
I'm serious, forget the blame and the sins
Just gotta pretend and ignore it the best we can
It's all in the past

All rise, crows in the sky
I realize, they're my lies 
One dies, one brings her at last
Lying in the dust
You're in the low

Full Stop
Too many I cant help
If you don't drop, hold them back
Full Stop
One day they will catch 
Worry not and detach

full stop

I can't hold on in this hole
Can't stand all of your doubts 
And now
I can't thank God for the pride
Like they will do when I die

The angels fall apart
The angel's fall

Calling, Honor I call for rest
A lot of 'em, don't really know whats best
All morning I've been waiting for this test
Oh, He's done it again

How long, 'till the seat is occupied 
So alone, if I cant really rely
On Power, if the kingdom is nigh
Leave me behind

All judge so fast, alright then 
Come strip me down, I'm so good at that
If this is the plan, a love i will learn 
To break and transform as my own
 
I've been on this hole
But im feelin high 
Above all the whole 
Above all the lie

In the wilderness 
I prepared us for this night
Who told you to run from all the wrath
Unworthy to untie, your sandals am I
I pity that they could not recognize

Calling, Honor I call for rest
A lot of 'em, don't really know whats best
All morning I've been waiting for this test
Oh, He's done it again

How long, 'till the seat is occupied 
So alone, if I cant really rely
On Power, if the kingdom is nigh
Leave me behind

Feeling lost 
Slaves of lust
Kill a dove
All deny

Making room 
Barren womb
Not the light
But bearing fruit

For all this I give you my head
So soon you will understand
That though I will soon be dead
It doesn't matter at all

Feeling lost 
Slaves of lust
Kill a dove
All deny

leave me behind

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