why didn't you want me? 
a sense of despair, hate, anger. /we're not each other anymore.
I won't come back for you. 'or will I >
A portal to the underground world.

3QO: PORT x DEMO

‘Their Flesh’



1:
Between two eyebrows; 	                                    
Between two brows.
Hands,
Legs, 
Knees. 
Hair on the right arm,
Hair on the left arm. 
Underarms. 
Hair on the chest, 
On the forehead, and shoulders, 
On the back , 
The Scapula, 
Kness, 
Thighs, 
On the flanks. 
The right ventricular wall,
The left ventricular wall. 
The left ear, 
The right ear, 
The middle ear.












2:
The abdomen, 
The flanks.
Hair on the head, 
Hair on the body, 
Hair on the arms and the legs and the face. 
Hair on the upper lip, 
On the forehead, 
Underarms.
Back hair, 
Abdomen hair.
Hair, 
Hair on the arms, 
Hair. 
Hair on the legs, 
Hair on the whole body.
My hair,
Your hair, 
Our hair. 
The skin of a corpus, 
The skin of a body. 
My skin, 
Your skin.

2MP: BADAN I body x DEMO

Dreams. Memories. 
It’s hard to say which is which sometimes. 
There’s a blurriness in both. 
Distinction. 
Is this real or has my brain filled the void between these memories with artificial nostalgic details? 
A path. 
A road for a traveler. 
Growing up, or growing down? 
I was lost when I came to this world. 
I found friends, my mom and dad. 
I fell and I rose up again. 
Then I moved and forgot everything, and I disappeared from all those memories, and all those people’s hearts. 
Now I see them in my dreams only, and I ask them how they are. 
I looked at this path carefully before coming to this world. 
I chose it and then forgot everything. 
The seeds that fell from my pocket on the way here are growing now, and covering the road. It’s hard to find it again. 
Almost impossible. 
I’ll see you in my dream traveler. 
You celebrated me on my birthdays. 
I grieved for you when you died. 
See you on the other side.

recorded live.
performers: Baran Ehsaei - Simone Maura

1XJ: SHALLOW x DEMO

Iranian experimental composer of sound and image, based in Los Angeles.
director of film and theater, performance artist. 
BFA candidate in performer/composer at California Institute of the Arts.

Baran Ehsaei

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