space odyssey / scarlet tearz (brent x janitor x badlands)

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written and performed by brent
produced by janitor
mixed and mastered by sam maul

[lyrics]

aberrant behavior I'm barely human
i stare in the faces of barracudas
despair and ruin
fairly fluent
inhale the fumes and I take a deep breath
i deflect these demons
i reflect on weekends that we spent
just skating
i frequently feel the guilt
i can't escape it
i can't erase the regret
i'd kill to still
have the days that passed us by
the pastor tried to save me
pass the light and take me

higher and higher
higher and

a space odyssey
need to rewire
why are we so out of reach
no apology could possibly reinvent
quality time we had spent
before that sunday service
now your below the surface
flowers don't pluck out their own petals
i'm more than certain
that there's a version of you
that's enlightening me
but it's frightening to think
of a future without you
but ima keep fighting and climbing

higher and higher
higher and higher
higher and higher
higher
higher
higher

brent - space odyssey (prod. janitor)

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written and performed by brent
produced by janitor + badlands
mixed and mastered by sam maul

[lyrics]

feeling faceless
feeling frustrated
wish i knew how to escape it (x2)

i'm out of rope
my options are low
i've gotten to know
the dark parts of me
but i've gotta grow and that starts with me
i'm showing my scars 
i cry scarlet tears
i hardly hear what y'all telling me
i'm hardly here
i'm lost in my head
i feel i can't relate
i can't reclaim the past
just a passenger on my own flight
my whole life felt like a burden
ashes burned in me
immersed in the fire
emerging free as a bird
with urgency in my words
i'm working tirelessly
desire to be
something you would be proud of
recount the countless times i let you down
doubt i could have rescued you
i was drowning myself
i'm dowsed in this sweltering guilt
we can never rebuild our relationship
it makes me sick
i blaze this sycamore once more
and just breathe it in
just breathe it in
just breathe it in
just breathe it in

feeling faceless
feeling frustrated
wish i knew how to escape it (x2)