It’s been like 10 years and this song still hits the same

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lsd (prod. artifacts)

stush (Prod.PluggYXG) [sped up]

drive home
with lights too bright to see the road
drive slow
last exit before the toll
i know
the tires turn but on their own 
another change of pace
another brand new face
and you cant say 
these things will change 
too far gone
sorry never helped
cant make up for the time
for never making up my mind
change comes and goes
so easily
everything i felt
never ment 
a fucking thing 

ill make the same mistake 
every fucking day
of waking up again 
im doing fine just great
im ok


drive home

nadiak - For You

Sample: Fly Leaf - All Around Me

Photo By: elyssa-obscura
http://elyssa-obscura.deviantart.com/

For You

5 NIGHTS

prod. https://soundcloud.com/deadtreesnolongerbreathe

[lyrics] 

I think that I been gettin fucked up for too long
Fucked up for too long…

I wanna say sorry to my family
To the people who always helped me
Even though I was living so selfishly 
I just wish they could see the things that I have seen
I wanna learn how to not harm me
Cause late at night my thoughts are fuckin haunting
I got this pain so deep inside
It drives me insane but it keeps me alive

I don’t see a reason, never had a reason
To keep on breathing, with nothing to believe in
I don’t see a reason, I never had a reason
To keep on breathing, with nothing to believe in

I was just a tweaked out kid
Didn’t know I’d end up like this
Thought that sadness was just a phase
Now I’m paying to phase out everyday
I aint never had no direction
Used to look in glass pipes for reflections
Never meant to put yall thru this
I just can’t grasp why I fucking exist

I don’t see a reason, never had a reason
To keep on breathing, with nothing to believe in
I don’t see a reason, I never had a reason
To keep on breathing, with nothing to believe in

No Reason (prod. DeadForest)

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CUatwmfJBrg

Drums by: OmenXIII

Greaf Album, Soon.

There's always so much going on, I can't go on like this.
I can't stay strong like this. Sometimes I'm wrong, like you. 
Sometimes I'm right, nothings new. 

Nothing new to me, 

I just go to sleep then lucid dream and I wake up again
 
I could work, get everything, but when I die I'll lose it all
I'm nobody special, but to me that really means a lot,
I've been copin' with my demons secretly I know a lot.
I don't see the point of life, so I'm a dissapointment, yeah.

I just wanna go to sleep and meet the thing that sent me here.

And now I'm runnin again,

VIDEO

There's Always So Much Going On (Prod. GREAF) [MUSIC VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION]

prod killedmyself
vocals recorded at bridge east studios

swallow your pride 
for just a while 
and lemme see 
how things would play out 
not allowed to understand yet 
so ill just sit here and wait now 
just smoking all my problems down 
circling myself around 
trying my best to drown my concious out 
the only time to write is when im 
smoking now 

looking for a place 
to hang my head down 
for the good of everyone around 
no end in mind 
will give me time to think of 
how ill let you down 
circling right back around 

nothings changed 
feeling strange 
when will you 
talk to me 
and tell me whats 
behind the things you say

nothing ever changed, only you

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=khUV37yUumQ


dont tell me fucking shit
stop pulling on my strings
tried telling you before
but you just wont seem to quit
im not throwin in 

im making myself known
and im ignoring inside tones
the race just started here we go
im not stopping till we dead
im fucking in

start (prod OmenXIII) (VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION)

MISS U SPENCE <3
FT https://soundcloud.com/barrenwaste
PROD @GREAF
mixed by @prohibeo

gizmo

Shitt, I still miss my fam and my friends but I swear that most of all I miss my bro lil spence, whip tha Acura out Tha pad smokin Newport cigarettes, I still think think about those times, little stress it was the best, but,

Now I gotta grow up, but I'm still wastin my money on green stuff ta roll up, you can eat my dick, if, ya don't know us, and I still ain't shit but I ain't gunna slow up now


Codiene, high - c, back woods fulla terps, Im without a place to be,

Feels like I'm living in a deam, but I'm missin the feelin of when I had you next to me girl

Naw wait, fuck every stupid bitch that twisted ripped my life ta shits,

that's a pain that Ill never forget,

I'm great, I could lie until I'm rich, if you granted me wish, I wouldn't take that shit cuz

I never fucked with my life, and there aiint a single thing, that could make it all right,

Everyday I'm up all night, with the music in my head, it's the only thing I like,

It's so hard to love me you don't wanna look at me I'm fuckin ugly

Fuck me let me disintegrate,

deep into the soil and deteriorate

barren

before i say a word
please listen close this time
i said this all before 
but Ive really lost my mind
i know you're always worried
my fingers looks so blurry
crossing over to a new world
i love the way you look so lovely 
my self worth is so ugly
i am absolutely nothing

contradicting thoughts
read back on the screen
makes no sense to me
its all a dream
i can’t be thinking these
dreadful thoughts about
you and me

I’m living in a void now
just testing all my patience 
with no one to try and say shit
its just a statement
that I’m making
please no mistaking

deteriorating ft barren (prod. GREAF)

my friend @barrenwaste

thank you all for listening

[lyrics]
i write all these songs about you 
and i know you dont give a shit
on my knees i pray again
take these words and comprehend 
the fucked up ways you would not intend 
i thought to myself 
i was wrong again 
too fucking scared to know 
 i let it grow 
the curiosity 
of always coming close 
i shouldve known
that id be stuck in the same hole
that i dug myself into
smell like smoke
just leave now please
till we say what we really think
we say goodbyes and slowly sink
born to be
nothing more
i tell myself
as i ignore
and it doesnt matter what they say
unless you're dead
just fucking play 
and can we please turn back time
so i can find new peace of mind

ǝɔɐld ǝɥʇ ɥʇᴉʍ ǝuop ǝʌ,noʎ ʇɐɥʍ ǝʌol (ft. Barren)

produced by nofeeling
@killstation
my vocals m/m by @prohibeo

nothing left to say ft killstation (prod dysphora)

ruin my life </3 

(emo fruits)
.
all i want you to do
all i want you to do is ruin my life
ruin my life yeah
ruin my life
ruin my life yeah
ruin my
all i want you to do
all i want you to do is ruin my life
ruin my life yeah
ruin my life
ruin my life yeah
ruin my

i just wanna talk to you
i just popped a bean or two
feel good inside
but im dead inside with you on my mind
we can fuck and get high
we can call it a night
u dont really like em like me
u cant really find em like me
yeah
u cant really find em like me
.
(jaseeeen)

i just wanna be with u
walk around the park with u
feels good inside
feels safe inside
yeah lets go for a ride
we can watch anime
cuddle all damn night
u truly are special to me
u really mean the world to me
shawty ruin my life
yeah
.
(john solo) 

i know 
just how it go
i cant lay low
ur all in my phone
i cant stop these feelings inside
i cant wait girl
ruin my life
yeah
u can just slide
yeah
we can get high
yeah
what am i supposed to do
what am i supposed to say
baby just ruin my life 
.
.
.
</////3

emo fruits, jaseeeen, & john solo - ruin my life (prod. H0llY BEATS)

I found myself when I wasn’t looking 
I fell in love with simply being
Being alive and being present 
I found god I felt heaven 
It was a beautiful accident
The way I came alive 
It was beautiful accident 
How I left my past behind 
It was a beautiful accident 
I was so lost and now I’m found 
Plant my feet on the ground 
I move forward I don’t look back 
Theres nothing for me in my past 
It was a beautiful accident
The way I came alive 
It was beautiful accident 
How I left my past behind 
It was a beautiful accident

drive home

barren

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