I love this music makes me feel like I'm not alone so thank you so very much gives me something to hold on to when I got nothing else

I always find myself falling in love with your music 💕

🖤💜🖤💜🖤💤💢💤💢💤💢💤

I listen to you everyday besideds a small group of very under appreciated Individuals.  I love your music and i want to share your music but i find it so personal to me, im scared that they will make it something its not. This keeps me going every night into the morning. 
 -Love Neptune 

i appreciate all the love guys.
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don't be like me (prod. drip - 133 & falls)

SINGLE OFF THE ALBUM
'BITTER BLUE'

prod: https://soundcloud.com/nothingnowheremusic

MERCH: http://lilxlotus.storenvy.com/products/18507607-lil-lotus-noose-longsleeve

And for the first time
Im feeling closer to closure
I Feel the storm blowing over,
like i can close my eyes tonight

And i can see it in your eyes
(Let go)
A whisper in the night
(Run home)
Run home, Run home

And thought i was right for too long
Now its time to face it
I can feel it inside of my bones
And its so hard to shake it
And for the first time
Im feeling closer to closure
I Feel the storm blowing over,
like i can close my eyes tonight

And i can see it in your eyes
(Let go)
A whisper in the night
(Run home)
Run home, Run home

Run Home (Prod. nothing,nowhere.)

deadbeatteen - When you're around

limited edition hoodies - bit.ly/2CIKS2v

co-wrote by @lilxlotus

Life just leads me to the bottle
Guess im tryina drown my sorrows
Conversations getting hollow
Can we just talk tomorrow 

Never knowing why I feel like that
Guess I'm better in a body bag 
Rigor mortis were just stuck like that 
With your words constricting round my neck

And I know.. I'm not worth saving.. but I'm waiting 
And I know.. I'm not worth saving.. but I'm waiting 

And I'm just trying to sober up
And I hope you feel I do enough 
I'm loving you that's all I ever do
Just fighting everything in solitude 
x2

*theres a hole in my chest
Bleeding veins from my wrist
Just tell me what you need
And I can be that*

And I know.. I'm not worth saving.. but I'm waiting 
And I know.. I'm not worth saving.. but I'm waiting 

Life just leads me to the bottle
Guess im tryina drown my sorrow
Conversations getting hollow
Can we just talk tomorrow 

Never knowing why I feel like that
Guess I'm better in a body bag 
Rigor mortis were just stuck like that 
With your words constricting round my neck

life just leads me to the bottle

Prod: https://soundcloud.com/tothegood

Gif Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r23pQ9NojZY&feature=youtu.be

Lil Lotus x GrxyIce - Just Me (prod. tothegood)

its been a while so i'd thought id share this. new project soon. hopefully some videos 

produced by reaper - https://soundcloud.com/prodreaper
picture - https://soundcloud.com/nova1599

Lyrics:
Vices got me falling
My plugs' calling
We're sad but balling

These days i wake with an attitude
She's like why you mad at me?
Baby I'm not mad at you
I just hate the world and all the things that I've had to do
Bad decisions with some bad intentions 
Oh baby I'm bad for you
But you're good for me
Fuck it we'll call that chemistry
You want us to grow old together like an oak tree
But baby I'm growing tired and I'm only twenty three 

Vices got me falling
My plugs' calling 
Orange  bottles full we're sad but balling
Young dumb boys making money thats appalling
If we grow old we'll have trouble recalling

I'm living in the now why the fuck you stalling?
Been making money ever since star shopping
I got smile but inside I'm sobbing
You can hate on me but the money keeps coming

Vices got me falling
My plugs' calling 
Orange  bottles full we're sad but balling
Young dumb boys making money thats appalling
If we grow old we'll have trouble recalling

vices got me falling (prod. reaper)

lyrics:
sometimes i just don't wanna wake up
other days i just wanna get my bread up
sometimes i just wanna make music 
other days i just wanna drink and lose it
i don't know, i don't know, i don't know man
i've been wasting time feeling like an old man
and i don't really wanna fucking go do shit
and i don't really care about what's popping
rather stay inside my head always throbbing 
rather stay inside and pet on my dog man
it's the only thing i ever fucking trusted
everything else always let me down 
but that's okay cause i let me down too
but that's okay cause i let me down too 

i'll let you down
i'll let you down 
i'll let you down
i'll let you down

sometimes i just wanna wake up 
look up in the mirror and not feel hated
not the best but i feel underrated
i've been down but i know imma flex up
me and gang some angels, yeah we next up
feeling cursed like damn baby i'm hexed up

sometimes i just don't wanna wake up
other days i just wanna get my bread up
sometimes i just wanna make music 
other days i just wanna drink and lose it
i don't know, i don't know, i don't know man
i've been wasting time feeling like an old man

sometimes (prod. flwrs)

TOSSING AND TURNING ALBUM OUT 2/28/18
prod https://soundcloud.com/taylor
vocals mixed by https://soundcloud.com/iamrellim

when I’m fucking dead
don’t take the time 
to bury me
just throw me off a bridge
or toss me on the side of 
the median
decompose 
into the earth
to make up for my sins
i don’t believe in god
but a hell surely does exist
what do you make of this
this fucking idiot 
following his passion
what the fuck is wrong with you
shouldn’t you be over this?
every stupid 
inconvenience 
eating at your
sole existence 
40 minutes
till you quit it
close me up
back to wasting
at the same 
dead end 
place that
holds me back
in more ways than 
one

please just
let me be done
im so fed up
living life
going through the motions
living life
just hoping
every action taken
is working
everything I’m
hoping for
comes true today

imma do the one thing
you dont wanna see
thats me succeeding 
the one thing i dreamed of
thats making music 
for the rest of my life
you cant change the facts
i made up my mind

cheer up (prod taylor morgan)

Spotify

Is This What They Call Love? [prod mistyh]

rewind ft. guccihighwaters

Mixed by IOF & Bangss
Mastered by Bangss

bangss:

In my bed i feel you wide awake
In my head i hear you everyday
But i cant wait till it all fades away
And i cant make out what your trying to say

I see monsters in my room at night
I put my mattress on floor so theres nowhere to hide
I keep my closet doors open with a light inside
The thing about all of these monsters is we look alike

Are you the one who sits behind my eyes at night rewatching all my memories like my heads a big movie screen inside
Are you the one who likes to take their precious time devising every line i write and speak
Are you the one who makes assumptions about other people and how they lead their lives. 
Are you the one who keeps me bothered
Ill wake up and check my phone screen one more time x3

Are you the one who takes my hand so frequently and tells me how its easily avoidable being beat up and used again
Are you the one who says that im your everything and nothing with a sudden change breath. 
Are you the one whos so self conscious lets be honest with ourselves for just one time
Are you the one whos so hypnotic make me forget all the trouble in my life, in my life, end my life

cheer up (prod taylor morgan)

barren

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