Damn this is the song i needed i remember the fire previews for this 🤘🏻

my disease (feat. yungjzaisdead) [prod. foxwedding]

Prod by Pinknokia x Adharmasatru
#ColdWorldGang

Lyrics

The stars are so appealing aye aye/
These stars scar my ceiling aye/
Discard my feelings/
The stars are so appealing/ 
These stars leave a scar on my ceiling/ 
Discard all my feelings/

Adharmasatru:
These stars they are so appealing/
It don't matter what language your speaking/
Im Looking to the stars just to try to find some meaning/ 
But you know im still plotting n im scheming/ 
I'm always failing but I'm you know im trying so hard/
To find a piece of me that is long lost/
Easier to trace the constellation beauty marks/
When all your brightest features aren't used to life outside the dark/
We built these walls to keep the sun from seeping in/
Now I'm stuck in the bed that I'm sleeping in/
All these fucking times that the truth is left so bent/
Im on a downward spiral riding that shit til the very end/
I do not need to be wasting your time yuh/
All the time, I'm snapping on you on the drop of a dime yuh/
Tell me your lies/
Like it is alright/ 
And that we will learn in due time yuh/
We will learn in due time/

Teen Pregnancy:
Baby look up at the stars in the dark sky/
I just wanna know you'll be alright /
please just let me lay right here with you tonight / 
constellations in your eyes wish you were all mine / 
you were something that I never had / 
something I wanted bad / 
I can't change my ways you're all I ever had / 
I'll scratch your name in my ceiling / 
please just hold me close baby I'm bleeding / 
try to change myself I don't know who am I / 
I tried to win you back at the wrong time / 
you say you hate me baby but its alright / 
thought we were exclusive but I know that you weren't all mine / 
its like this voice in the back of my head keeps screaming / 
whenever I'm with you I think I'm dreaming / 
its over now I don't want you to come back / 
everything just falls apart its something I don't want back / 
these scars / won't start healing / 
all this time I've been bleeding / 
baby please just tell me how you're feeling

s/o no bird sing
s/o say anything
s/o hazel english

Adharmasatru - Constellations ft Teen Pregnancy (Prod by Pinknokia)

I Dont Mind Staying Inside [prod. DeliverTheCrush]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AGaqsG4iolA
https://soundcloud.com/grimeygoyard
vocals mixed by soundcloud.com/iamrellim

first step
recollect 
whipe your brow
of all the sweat 
rub my eyes 
yawn awake 
aint nobody here
to stay

step two
take a look
city lights
above the nook
flying home
to get back in
the same routine
I’ve been sticking
to
fuckin up the whole damn place
when i step foot in the stu
flashbacks overcoming
all i think about
is you
fueling up the fire
running checks up
bitch its nothing new

step three
lets run away
high up in the mountains
there to stay 
i think about it
everyday 
off the grid
resuscitate 
the dreams of dying out
inside your brain 
its been here to stay
long before you had a say
in a god damn thing
no ones got time
for your shit
lets do this
pull the trigger
let loose bitch
fingers slippin
through the void
disconnect
and re align
making lies
forging time
to plottin the next move
but flaking out like
its nothin
live my whole life bumming 
skate it off and smoke 
a bowl
a blunt or two
won’t last you long
back for more
like a fiend 
who needs a fix 
hold you over
music rushing through 
my veins
only thing to end my pain
entirely 
for a few minutes 
till its back 
to
waking up at 2 pm
pace up and down the
floor again

jealous 
of the success
not coming your
way
just fucking wait
it’ll come 
one day
you just gotta believe
in yourself
and what you
see in it

disconnect / realign (prod grimey) (video in description)

https://soundcloud.com/feelingfatigue

never been the one
to get any work done
on time
oh my 
thats why
you’ll never have a
respectable work ethic
check this
irresponsible habits 
have wrecked it
every chance
you get to succeed
you neglect it 
put shit off for another day
you got none left
do you have a word to say

spitting image
of no other
fuck comparisons
did i stutter
counting cracks
in the dirt
as i mutter
inconsistencies 
abnormalities 
fucking overthink
always underachieve
i could tell you 
100 fucking things
that are wrong with me

not taking chances
not taking stands when
times are tough
i fade to black 
and
write  
all about it
curse me over 
a shrouded darkness
i love and  hate
the words im typing 
my presence alone
is uninviting 

theres a million 
other things i could be
doing with my time
than sitting here
wondering 
when im gonna 
get mine
fuck your ideology 
get away from me
i want to be alone
for the rest of this
shit they call a life
working for a price
back and forth i go
with giving up
this fight  
its the easy way out
of a problem i
didn’t even ask for
never asking but wanting
more
the phones ringing
but ill never pick up 
staring at these
yellow walls
with the lights all the way up

spitting image
of no other
fuck comparisons
did i stutter
counting cracks
in the dirt
as i mutter
inconsistencies 
abnormalities 
fucking overthink
always underachieve
i could tell you 
100 fucking things
that are wrong with me

ive seen love die (prod fatigue)

theres still something in the way
when you fucked up so bad
you hadn’t even known it
theres still blame to give to the man
who lit the fuse and blew this bitch open
that man can’t even own it
if you press your ear up to his door
you can still hear him fucking groaning 
this right heres my moment
so open up the hatch
let me out this cave
why u trynna let me go
you know i can’t behave
the happy thoughts are drowning
from the sadness thats flowing in waves 
i can’t take another talentless fake
who calls themselves a fucking artist
just to get some plays

yeah you fucked up and you know it
the day you chose to make a shitty ass copy
of what im doing then decided to post it
i fucked up and i know it
the day i opened my mouth and made the shit im doing
then dropping it online just to expose it
yeah you think i wouldn’t notice
i hear what u doing
and it sound just like what im doing
but with half the focus 

i got no one who can focus 
driving thru these mountains 
hours turning into moments
wish id taken more pictures 
when we were on the road
wish we hadn’t fought as much 
but what can you do
the scuffles were no match
for the memories we made
in the all white caravan
smelling like that weed
we shouldn’t have been smoking
but i said fuck the fee
motel 6 in arizona
blunts up in the room
head to toe tattooed 
man said lock our doors
or we’re doomed
yeah we didn’t stay there long
we got out that bitch real soon
when we fucking pulled up yeah
we really saw this dude
nodding out at 7 am man 
what can you do

this shit is so fucked up
its so fucked up and you know it
man im just sitting in this basement
steady growing
im just waiting for my friends to hit up my phone
i could sit here all night long i love being alone
but i know that aint
the healthiest of choices that i make
when i die 
just leave my soul to take

what can you do (prod. cxld blxxd)

i came out the womb wanting a lot
when i made my first song 
it was not hot 
but i did not stop
i had so much to learn
before i gave it up
5th grade i went and bought
my first guitar
shooting for stars
i know ppl gone doubt me with how far
im willing to take it
theres a difference bitch
bitch i do not fake it
 
i been going insane for you
go and change the whole game for you
killing all the cells in my brain for you
draining the money in my bank for you
yeah yeah yeah
baby its all i do
baby i aint got a clue
neither do you

i never wanted to know that
what the fuck be really going on
when i come thru wit the raps
never wanted to know that
i can’t be one to go back
i drop what i make
keep it moving 
onto the next track
i heard u didn’t like that 
got 100 more songs 
you can rifle thru
and try to listen to em all
try to get back
this year im trynna put u on the map
give you all you give to me
and try to double that

spent the new year in the city
blown dope wit erin and richie
got this half ounce wit me
these walls got me so fucked up
the new decade hasn’t settled oh what
luck 

yeah yeah yeah yeah
i been going insane for you
go and change the whole game for you
killing all the cells in my brain for you
draining the money in my bank for you
yeah yeah yeah
baby its all i do
baby i aint got a clue
neither do you

theres that something that you do
that i can’t take the switch
something bout the way
you try to take me
i aint taking it bitch 
i see that look in your eye
its got the craziest
look of greed but tenderness
its such a strange fucking mix
i can’t tell how fucking 
fake this is
take it for the strain it fixed    
take it for the train i missed 
i think you could be a hit

music video

for you (prod jetskiii) (+music video)

closed book im shut
can’t spare a buck so what 
you got it the furthest from being tough
one of these days im gone have enough
seems like you got meright where you want
why so abrupt ?
i dream every night that we blow up
i practice every day no this aint no luck
stalling on the trip every 5 minutes
i dont love
rocking the lazy fits its all i have
i just quit my job i dont want it back
im gone be broke as fuck in a couple months
spending all my money on rolling blunts
coughing out my lungs
someone fucking stop me imma die at once
never too forward im reserved at the jump
talking to some girls but none of em the one

the way you take over a room
with a single glance
the same way i dont stand a god damn chance
when you overpower us all
with a single stance
i know i would like to have you for a dance
my body is moving in circles
this road is eternal 
hope you packed up well
we gone be here a while
at least crack a smile
or be trapped in your cell 
frozen in motion
dont need no commotion 
im begging my elders to die off already
in the nicest of ways
i gotta keep that energy steady

why you always afraid 
yeah im talking to you
the one with the glasses 
who’s posture aint straight

why the fuck you always trynna get in my way
why u always trynna steal the sauce every day
i know what u cookin smells exactly like what i made

closed book (prod 4evr)

why dont you cheer up
aint trynna hear it
when u gone get in the spirit
take a look in da mirror
when i wake up
yeah imma feel it 
the man in my dreams 
telling me i dont need to reel in
why are they so vivid
not a single fucking soul gone be 
telling me how the fuck im living
losing my mind
in the alleys right between these buildings
bussin in jersey 
no need to hurry 
just another fucking state 
for every girl to curve me 
debating on wether or not
to step outside 
come to the spot 
we can smoke here all night 
we’re five miles from the drop off
our homie coming thru just to haul us 
back to the crib so we can call up 
not a single fucking soul u can’t watch us
been going longer than usual 
with the daily use of a physical
crutch that keeps me so cynical

i take i break 
i don’t match what’s at stake 
i wade i fade 
to the background where i’m safe 
i fight 
with my 
urge to end it now 
at least i make my parents proud
to make up for the college i did not attend 
sitting in one room for hours on end 
hoping my body will at least comprehend 
i shouldn’t be doing this please take care of me friend
i call to be greeted by a voicemail
hang up before i embarrass myself
last time to see me before it all goes
can i please tell you something nobody fuckin knows 
i’ll let you in on it 
if you promise to keep your mouth closed
i could go bag me a couple hoes
yeah thats what you know
would you assume that i dont get none
not even fuckin one
i can barely leave my street
to get gas for the whip
the most ill ever seem to do 
is that 20 minute trip
to pick up the drugs i 
need to get by
oh baby dont you ever wonder why
i dont have to know what makes you cry
imma blow up one day
to pay the bills for my parents
no bitch i was not the type to inherit
money to fall back on
i fall back on my backbone
thats so broken in many places
i put on one of my many faces

take a look in the mirror (prod taylor morgan)

while u all in my face
she all on my waist 
i figure u know the difference 
they ignoring my state 
i’m packing one up 
are u finna hit this 
ay ay
i’m doing the very best that i can
with what i’m given
what the fuck are you hinting ?
if i sound like so and so 
na bitch i’m differentt

while y’all on my dick ?
don’t think u slick 
i know a bitch when i see em 
when i come to the crib
i take care of shit
she begging me to release em
all the unreleased hits 
i’m fuckin her to 
she in the mood
to go for round 2 
ooo
baby got me feelin 
like that dude 

why u all in my face ?
she just want a taste 
you can wait a minute 
get the fuck out my face 
i cannot wait 
to end the life i’m living 
washed 
yeah that’s the fucking cost
i’m so washed 
from trynna make it something i can live off
do i gotta tell ya how much i lost 
i don’t make a fucking dime 
yeah what’s the cost ?

shoes i got bout 60 
with the forty dollar hoodie
20 dollar pants to draw in the fit
it’s the life i’m fucking destined to always live 
don’t need no fancy shit 
just a big ass crib
to fit all the homies in
i can never win 
no i can never win
make the time last a bit longer 
cause i can see my death 
it’s creeping up fast 
i have a good feeling 
i’m not gonna last 
man im only 22 
but i feel like im about to die soon
yeah i know what i do 
man the shit that i do
you just wish that u could 2


running away 
so far away 
i’ll hit you back at some point today
get the fuck out my face 
i’m done with the wait 
i’m so done with the hate

while u all in my face 
she all on my waist 
i figure u know the difference 
they ignoring my state 
i’m packing one up 
are u finna hit this 
ay ay
i’m doing the very best that i can
with what i’m given
what the fuck are you hinting 
if i sound like so and so 
na bitch i’m different
im different 
i hope i left an imprint
man i could tell u 
i been wanting to do this
since i was an infant
yeah i was born in 97
and i know this shit is heaven
but what u gotta understand 
is that no ones in my mentions
i mentioned
that you dont get a mention

know the difference (prod jetskiii)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hRsh3vcXDLQ

so many people trynna play me
i would like to thank them
lotta people miss the old me
i still don’t know what to say man
lotta people fake it
buy streams until you make it
im still living with my parents 
cooped up in the basement 
go back to your old ways
never try to move on
you were better in ya old days
say that again imma go off

how i make so many songs
talking bout nothing
how many different styles
can i get to this fussing 
nobody wanna love me
i know i get ugly 
weed clouding the process
the climate got me gunning 
this no friendly competition 
i think we need an intermission 
the stakes are growing larger
by the minute 
im in it to win it
all of it
the cars and the women
the fame and the fortune
i dont need none of that
i would just like to know
my friends and family 
gone always have my back

your favorite artists hate me 
i dont really blame them
years ago they loved me
all up in my dms
soon as they start popping 
i no longer exist now 
im glad for their success 
but i still never get how
maybe if i shut up 
my time will come sooner
maybe if i grow some
ill squeeze up on the trigger

so many people love to hate me
i cant even blame them
i just wanna go home
bang up in the basement 

so many people trynna play me
i would like to thank them
lotta people miss the old me
i still don’t know what to say man
lotta people fake it
buy streams until you make it
im still living with my parents 
cooped up in the basement 
go back to your old ways
never try to move on
you were better in ya old days
say that again imma go off

closed book (prod 4evr)

barren

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