you were young (n,n. x ʎpoqou)

I like a story I can see right through - and I know you do that cause I do that too
The feelings best when its fleeting - the memory is best when it's leaving
What was it like when you lived back then?
I wanna hear about some people that you never met
I wanna stare up at the sun until i'm blind again, wake up in your arms again.
I can't get ahold, thats why you see me, I'm so shook up
God might forgive you but I don't, this is something you know.

Black ice, Got a suicide fever, think about the past i put weight on the trigger
When you get this old you really start to figure.
Black Ice, Got a suicide fever, cast stones in the past i put weight on the trigger
When you get this old you really start to figure.
I feel so small, what could I be doing wrong?

never met

prod ʎpoqou
vocals recorded at bridge east studios by john dello lacono 
the love means so much, thank you <3

sitting in silence
with nothing between
but the air we breath 
and the words we don’t speak 
blue eyes 
just holding tight 
i see you smile 
fingers can’t seem to type
just taking time 
never knew much of it 
but i didn’t mind 
we become more alined
just you on my mind
and holding on to the wrong things
at times 
just know that i try
to make you as happy
with each calling of mine
no poetic nature
just me and myself and i
blue seems so fitting
to match a purple hairline

blue seems so fitting
to make up for the things 
we can’t seem to get together

it all seemed to fit so nicely (prod ʎpoqou)

prod killedmyself
vocals recorded at bridge east studios

swallow your pride 
for just a while 
and lemme see 
how things would play out 
not allowed to understand yet 
so ill just sit here and wait now 
just smoking all my problems down 
circling myself around 
trying my best to drown my concious out 
the only time to write is when im 
smoking now 

looking for a place 
to hang my head down 
for the good of everyone around 
no end in mind 
will give me time to think of 
how ill let you down 
circling right back around 

nothings changed 
feeling strange 
when will you 
talk to me 
and tell me whats 
behind the things you say

nothing ever changed, only you

thank you so much for all your support. i am forever grateful to you. all of you.

llɐ ʇᴉ sʎɐs ǝɔuǝlᴉs ɹnoʎ

ƃuᴉɥʇʎuɐ ɹoɟ dn ǝɹǝʍ noʎ uǝɥʍ ssᴉɯ ᴉ (ft. Barren)

https://soundcloud.com/tothegood
vocals produced john dello

im trying to behave
but i just cant sit still
and im dying to see myself
as you do
but im dying inside
if you just knew
i care and i swear ill take you
and im found in myself
just trying to buy time
filling up my lubgs
smoke leaves my breath white 
and as if sleeping in everyday till the sun goes down
brings no shame
and i play my part
in whatever game
this is to you
so end it please
save myself from
the breathing leaves
my eyes see your name
but the lights not in frame
blinded by the little things

for now (prod tothegood)

my friend @barrenwaste

thank you all for listening

[lyrics]
i write all these songs about you 
and i know you dont give a shit
on my knees i pray again
take these words and comprehend 
the fucked up ways you would not intend 
i thought to myself 
i was wrong again 
too fucking scared to know 
 i let it grow 
the curiosity 
of always coming close 
i shouldve known
that id be stuck in the same hole
that i dug myself into
smell like smoke
just leave now please
till we say what we really think
we say goodbyes and slowly sink
born to be
nothing more
i tell myself
as i ignore
and it doesnt matter what they say
unless you're dead
just fucking play 
and can we please turn back time
so i can find new peace of mind

ǝɔɐld ǝɥʇ ɥʇᴉʍ ǝuop ǝʌ,noʎ ʇɐɥʍ ǝʌol (ft. Barren)

produced by nofeeling
@killstation
my vocals m/m by @prohibeo

nothing left to say ft killstation (prod dysphora)

thank you
https://soundcloud.com/666grimey
vocals mixed by soundcloud.com/prohibeo

im falling to the background
im letting things just happen now
im not giving my two cents 
for what its worth how
and i dont know where im going
and i think its finally starting 
to show and im showing
signs of regret for every 
fucking thing i did
in the past 11 months
i cant fucking suck it up
i cant do a fucking thing
i cant let myself go and be 
happy

got this blood rushing to my head
but id rather 
run it round my fucking neck
and throw it up 
and come an inch
from deaths fucking grip
but let it go
at the last second

let it go (prod grimey)

nadiak - I Dare You

Original Song: Moments - Keepsake

Thank you for your support

I Dare You

////////////Lyrics//////////////

//////////V1/////////////////
Been some time since the sunshine
many times id rewind
wake up like a joke
and i fall asleep a punchline
look what im reduced to
fuck it i refuse to 
play a leading role 
in the shit i know youre used to.
-
and those toys used to comfort me
or cartoons playing on TV
but its now its empty bottles at the bottom of my bed sheet.
and the fear i faced in high school
never even liked school
fall asleep behind the bleachers, never even tried school
//////////////////////////////

//////Hook//////////
i just wanna lay my fears down
i just wanna let these tears drown
i aint caring if you think of me
just promise it aint broken dreams
just know ive always tried and how ive tried so fucking desprately
-
to hope you know the best of me
cause i dont know the rest of me
rest of me, rest of me
///////////////////

//////////V3///////////
and you think you made a blueprint of my brain
talking bout me like im so easily explained
i would kil myself before i hit your worlds fame
but ill fuck you in half and leave you dripping in my shame.
-
Been some time since the sunshine
many times id rewind
wake up like a joke
and i fall asleep a punchline
look what im reduced to
fuck it i refuse to 
play a leading role 
in the shit i know youre used to.

nothing ever changed, only you

barren

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