I got.a tight grip on the things i should let slip

falling down
reaching for something to pull me right back out
im falling out
falling down
i try to keep atleast on common ground
theres not much left around
to make a sound
you saw me now
new part of me hopes for some sort of falling out
im calling down
can you hear me 
im crawling now
im on my knees
begging for a better sound
im calling out
i asked for you 
i guess you just werent around
you werent around
i guess you just werent there to be found

im falling now
can you find it in your heart to keep me around
i wont make a sound


reaching for something

drive home
with lights too bright to see the road
drive slow
last exit before the toll
i know
the tires turn but on their own 
another change of pace
another brand new face
and you cant say 
these things will change 
too far gone
sorry never helped
cant make up for the time
for never making up my mind
change comes and goes
so easily
everything i felt
never ment 
a fucking thing 

ill make the same mistake 
every fucking day
of waking up again 
im doing fine just great
im ok


drive home

king christian - as your skin turns cold (prod. frander)

the mother fucking suns coming up 
picturing it all again
laptops burning my lap 
and my face feels hot from the glass
looking for the words too fast
this needs to last
keep pushing for too much 
don’t let the things i think be said
too busy trynna make things seem not rushed

never ready
stalling too much 
keeping up the pace
can’t trust 
somethin bout the things we touch 
as if we mean it
but have never seen it
believe me
and make this easy 
but either way 
I’m throwing in 
the rest of this
what ever you said it is
nothingness

still stay fucking up
never letting things go 
I’m always fucked up

i got a tight grip 
on the things i should let slip
my head is full of hate 
but my hearts in a better place

picturing it all again (prod ʎpoqou)

mixed by @wrcktngl

I don't think that you
remember what 
You said
it's fine,
I don't care
I just wanna
hold u again
x2

When I heard your lyrics
it fucking killed me inside
I want to be your everything
I don't want us to hide
from all our problems
I don't want us to fight
about all the bullshit
that we do to cope with life

If I can't make you happy
how the fuck did this all start?
If everything's so lonely
why'd you stab me in the heart?
If I can't hold you down
then I'm pissing in the wind
If I can't be something
that will make you whole again

I don't think that you
remember what 
You said
it's fine,
I don't care
I just wanna
hold u again
x2

make u whole again w/ wrcktngl

will i ever feel alive again
been suffering in the same skin
sitting in the same place again
with this list of empty dreams
that need filling in
passing all the time
where theres nothing to be done
dreaming of a new place
where all these fucking feelings
take a seat
and let me do things
on my own
with so many by my side
my patience seems to stagnate 
can never seem to find
the phrasing 
in which the words come out
and make it seem that i 
know exactly what I’m doing
and not just fucking up my life 

maybe if you look you’ll find
someone better in your eyes
you won’t notice 
me today

will i feel anything (prod ʎpoqou)

it wasnt worth it
prod by killedmyself
vocals m/m prohibeo

lyrics
letting it go
im letting it go
my fingers break off
of the hate I’m latched on to
my mind is racing
at the thought of you
i enjoy every second of time spent
i mean that sincere
even in hardship
my love for you is endless
you make me fucking breathless
we fight sometimes
its reckless
but its all so fucking worth it
for the end of the day  
i fall asleep
next to you 
so perfect
i hope you think its worth it

you are not alone (prod killedmyself)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gWwSfQe_zV4&t=66s
last single from the album
thank you for the continued support
vocal mix by prohibeo 

a relaxing silence
amongst us now
the drive is long
but i have time to kill
anxious in my
being alive 
keep my hands
from slipping off right
i could see the headlights
blinding my eyes
it felt so right
i can’t thank you enough
for lending me your time
it makes everything up till now
seem so fine
things don’t seem like
it could be so perfect
but in what is bad now
will build right back up

i hate the silence 
i feel like dying
fuck the writing
I’m going by things
the way i want to
no more deciding

its a long way (prod GREAF) (video in description)

vocals mixed by https://soundcloud.com/prohibeo
<3

its everywhere you don’t want it to be
in your mind and on the screens you see
the words we get poured into our head
don’t mean a fucking thing
can we move away
to a safer place
a heaven of sorts
where we can be free
from all the harsh reality 
of the ignorant minds
the truth only blinds
whats wrong with their lies     
it helps it come forward to shine
your light starts to dim
as you voice opinions
which won’t match your description
of what you think fits in
good riddance 
disease rotten
to the core of your existence 
reminiscing 
to the great times
of no worries 
of no reason

i don’t know how i can decide
on the things i promised id
never fucking sacrifice
for instance
try to hear me
but with the distance
i don’t expect
you to listen

riverman (prod killedmyself)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kquAUAmBrVk
soundcloud.com/anobodyreally
vocal mix by soundcloud.com/iamrellim

someone go get him
he’s losing it
again
you not the only one
moving on
slowly from
a once in love
but now fucked up
bond as one
i don’t believe in love
after all I’ve done
i belive in trust
thats first things first
i don’t put past
a lot more loss
dragging from the back
of my cars old trunk

I’m alone 
I’m alone
i refuse to pick 
up the phone
i won’t check a
text or call
leave me be 
let me go
I’m alone 
I’m alone
drive the car till it won’t go
cut the breaks 
drive right off the road

don’t take
another turn
don’t make this
pain worse
hour after 7
times 
only beginning 
a sort of kind
of religion
with what I’m bout
to get in
you don’t want to know who 
I’ve become
stuffing down
the mess 
I’m working to repress
burning up
the last chance 
of blissfulness
ill ever have to get
oh great another text 
from a number I’ve 
never seen
asking if its me
what the fuck do you think?
i wonder who
it could be 
do i have to 
be any more subtle
don’t need
another rebuttal
please shut the fuck up
please just 
don’t talk

I’m alone 
I’m alone
i refuse to pick 
up the phone
i won’t check a
text or call
leave me be 
let me go
I’m alone 
I’m alone
drive the car till it won’t go
cut the breaks 
drive right off the road

leave me be (prod ʎpoqou) (video in description)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oaUug6k5pb0

soundcloud.com/anobodyreally 
vocals mixed by soundcloud.com/iamrellim

scraping up the pennies
so i can buy myself another line
staring at the clock thinking it’ll
go and speed up time 
look alive
9 to 5
suit and tie
its do or die
such a joke
the same old flows
you basic artists fuck the whole
operation
make shit basic
no exaggeration 
so much 
shit
a literal sense
flooding the scene 
its way too dense
I’m always so damn tense 

4:14
in the morning
my stomachs churning
the joint is burning
slowly learning
to bite my tongue 
cause its not worth it
got these bitches 
swerving
you’d think that its on purpose
my talent may be slept on
but its so perfect
i make shit for myself
and i say that with a heavy heart
for the people  
there listening who
don’t want me to ever stop
as much as its for you
i can’t see myself
going on
if what I’m doing
can’t sustain 
the happy thoughts 
i go and 
tell myself
that it’ll all be done
and finally stop
you been waiting for the
moment i finally drop
dead 
its all inside your head
these fucking thoughts you got
about me they’ve been
implanted 
  
scraping up the pennies
so i can buy myself another line
staring at the clock thinking it’ll
go and speed up time 
look alive
9 to 5
suit and tie
its do or die
such a joke
the same old flows
you basic artists fuck the whole
operation
make shit basic
no exaggeration 
so much 
shit
a literal sense
flooding the scene 
its way too dense
I’m always so damn tense

picturing it all again (prod ʎpoqou)

barren

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