eyes wide shut

prod @pekarot_161

its 3am im wide awake
im searching just for something to say and my mind is blank
im 6 hits deep and i think its all fake
im the cog in the machine that holds you up cause it wont crank
i'll amount to nothing

dont visit my family in fear of what they'd possibly say to me
(rather it be nothing it all)
what is even the point of anything anyway
i knew everybody back in school was right about me
(right about me right about me)
hope for change and waste away, in the end id
rather cut the cord than ever move it along

ive been on the verge of giving up for months
its about time i said ive had enough
and i end up right back where i started
in the same old town i tried to depart from

it's 9am im still awake
and im still sky high cause i bought another 8th
im a good for nothing waste, just taking up space
i swear every small mistake just brings me closer to a grave
is there something u could do cause i cant find a single way

i swear the days go by faster now the
life we miss out on
i hope the grave that im laid in's nice
if my death comes early
and if life proves too much for me
just know that im sorry
i hope everyones happy when they
get just what they asked for

Broadway Rendition of a Lil Pump Song prod Pekarot

come home ✯

I think I saw you at a rooftop party
Let your hair down
Baby, you're a star
And I think I felt my heart drop, baby
When I saw you getting in your car
Through a prism I was with you
Finally it came true
Why'd you have to go so soon?
In my denim and my glasses
Motorcycle jacket
I know you'd love me too
Perfect for you

Now I'm staying in a white room, baby
With a bright blue light above my head
I'm looking stylish in a night gown
Dinner was a rice cake, apple juice, and bread
Oh, someday I will be with you
All our dreams will come true
Feed you with a golden spoon
Kids are playing in the back yard
Sending out our Christmas cards
And you love me too
I know you do

motorcycle jacket

SINCEUBEENGONE

ever the ghost - worm feast (prod. 52blu)

so why wasn't i 
enough for you?
so why was it 
all too much for you?
feels like i'm nothing 
here without you
empty
lifeless
deafening silence
and your voice 
 escapes me
and your eyes 
 look away from me
look away from me
and when the worms
feast on your bones
you will be there alone
you will be there alone

worm feast

all instruments and vocals written / recorded by me
mix master by desmo
https://twitter.com/desmoxmusic
https://www.instagram.com/desmoxmusic/

i only do this so you can feel so proud of me
you wont get much out of me 
no theres nothing more to life i see     
nothing that i gotta be
doing all these drugs everyday so obnoxiously 
do i want this more than life itself? 
well probably , well probably
are you hearing what we doing or you asleep ? 
wake up ! 
i said wake up!
i said wake up!
i said wake up!
no this shit is not a game to me
please don't try and play with me
all these tears i fuckin cried
you can take me painfully
don't reveal your secrets to no one
yeah thats the fuckin motto
good job bravo
im sorry what was that your voice was a little muffled
i got some shit i believe its so serious to me
will you take away anything im gonna say
like what the fuck
i feel so stuck
i feel like im always in a fuckin rush
i wish i could tell u to shut the fuck up
nothing that i do ever feels like enough
feel like i rinse and repeat
every day of the week
find new words to speak
nothing that i do 
ever feels like enough
it will never let up
dig another hole and fill it up
i wouldnt take a single fucking thing
back in my life
id let it be the same
let it run its course
ill embrace my name
ill embrace every part of my life that i have in me
keep it between us
just keep this between us

i only do this so you can feel proud of me
you wont get much out of me     
theres nothing that i gotta be
im doing all these drugs everyday so obnoxiouisly 
do i want this more than life itself? well probably

music video

proud of me

Lyrics:

Its GX, motherfucker

Why am i like this?
Why am i like this?
I’m a ghost
Theres a hole
And i’m bleeding out

Why am i like this?
Why am i like this?
Down to the bone
I have always been nothing 

Shove it down your throat
Abandon every hope x2

Still i could never be one of you
Most of us never had an option to choose

Frustration 
Impatience 

Eviscerate the souls of the broken
Swallow your words and leave your thoughts unspoken

Nobody’s listening
Nobody’s listening
Nobody’s listening when you scream

Why am i like this?
I’m a ghost
Theres a hole
And i’m bleeding out

Why am i like this?
Why am i like this?
Down to the bone
I have always been nothing 

Nobody’s listening
Nobody’s listening
Nobody’s listening when you scream

Poison coursing thru my veins
This world’s nothing but a stage
My heart is filled with so much hate for all of you 

Poison coursing thru my veins
This world’s nothing but a stage
I will never change
But i will never be like you

turmoil

see thru ft fat'se [prod. jolst & taurs] out now

third single off my new tape 'mud' which drops 2.16

<3 

eternal gratitude

proud of me

barren

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