patiently waiting for barren to rlly blow up

your new music got me through this horrible week. been drunk all pretty much constantly, but holy fuck this song is good. 

absolutely fantastic, brother. beautiful work.

YALL MY BOY HELP MAKE THIS,THIS SHIT FIRE

always find myself coming back to this one

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x8N3y_-qWI0

drive home

mixed by @wrcktngl

I don't think that you
remember what 
You said
it's fine,
I don't care
I just wanna
hold u again
x2

When I heard your lyrics
it fucking killed me inside
I want to be your everything
I don't want us to hide
from all our problems
I don't want us to fight
about all the bullshit
that we do to cope with life

If I can't make you happy
how the fuck did this all start?
If everything's so lonely
why'd you stab me in the heart?
If I can't hold you down
then I'm pissing in the wind
If I can't be something
that will make you whole again

I don't think that you
remember what 
You said
it's fine,
I don't care
I just wanna
hold u again
x2

make u whole again w/ wrcktngl

https://soundcloud.com/93feetofsmoke
vocals mixed and mastered by https://soundcloud.com/omenxiii
thank you so much

lyrics:
oh why
i let my guard down
for the last time
nothings alright
im so uptight
every tiny inconvenience 
and i feel the blight
of my own insecurity 
falling heavily on my head
smoke a little more 
wishing that i was dead

but i don’t even know you 
get the fuck out of my face
you would be disappointed
if you really knew me too

i dont even know you (prod. 93FEETOFSMOKE)

MUSIC VIDEO HERE : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2dpiP7EyGcs


I DONT THINK A ROPE WAS EVER MADE TO BE A NOOSE
IT JUST GOT TIED THAT WAY
SOMEONE FOUND THE KNOTS AND WOVE A PATTERN
JUST TO FLY AWAY 
WORDS WERE NEVER MEANT TO BE SO EMPTY 
THEY JUST DRAINED ONE DAY
THE COLORS TURNED TO BLACK AND WHITE
AND MIXED TO MAKE THIS UGLY GRAY
TIGHT ROPE, WALKIN ON A RAZOR 
UNDER LIGHT POLES 
LIT UP FOR THE WORLD TO LAUGH AND GIGGLE
AT YOUR TYPOS
LIGHT BULBS FLICKER AS YOU FOCUS WITH YOUR EYEHOLES
SLIGHT COLD SHIVER AS YOU GAMBLE WITH THE DICE ROLLS 
TAKE A CHANCE, KNOW THE UNKNOWN
HOLD THE DEVILS HAND WHILE YOU DANCE
AND THEN LET HIM TAKE YOU HOME

÷☥X♵♹♳♵X☥÷ - FAILURE

produced @prodreaper 

lyrics:
(scum)
mistakes that we made 
can never be erased 
but we can try and try again 
cause i, i'm falling deeper than i did before 
i kiss the ground
i'm falling down 
i kiss the ground 
i'm falling now
i'm lost, i'm lost
i'm still lost 
find me, find me, find me, find me 

(VELVETEARS)
im lost
and i don’t think that I’m worth finding
i stay inside 
cuz the truth in the sun is too blinding
ya i wanna die
tell me something that i aint heard a million times
I’m not a pretty image u can paint in the sky
i hate to say hello because i hate to say goodbye
i swear ill cut a throat if i hear another lie
i swear ill cut my throat if i waste anymore time
i hate to say goodbye

hate to say goodbye w/ VELVETEARS (prod. reaper)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bgyTlRjmxYQ

(lyrics)

Cause im right here and your right there your far away, ya
Your one away your one awayy
Cause im right here and your right there your one away, ya
Your far away your one awayy

Gassed up shawty
In the whip im ridin dirty
And my bitch is so bad
Got the coke  all in her pussy
I dont wanna go to heaven
But im dyin to go to hell
If they lock me in a prison would u visit me in jail
If they lock me in a cell and they throw away the key
Would u travel 1000 miles just to come and sit with me
Would u put in the past just to kiss me through the glass
If im speedin in this rap
Can u save me before i crash

I went unleaded to premium 
These pussy boi im not feelin em
I make a killin im realin' em hey
Cause bitch imma starrr 🔂

one call (+ nedarb) *video in description*

One Call (+ nedarb)

https://soundcloud.com/dysphora
vocals mixed by https://soundcloud.com/prohibeo

starting off the day
in any other way
sit all alone
and smoke anything
i have to say away

another one packed 
another screen cracked
another line wrote down
to help mask up this act
you got me crazy
you got me hazy
every night this week
I’ve had the same dreams baby
will i get your fucking face
out of my mind
been feeling like this lately 
tell every one
all is fine
that I’m okay
and its alright

i dont know how to get you out (prod dysphora)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kquAUAmBrVk
soundcloud.com/anobodyreally
vocal mix by soundcloud.com/iamrellim

someone go get him
he’s losing it
again
you not the only one
moving on
slowly from
a once in love
but now fucked up
bond as one
i don’t believe in love
after all I’ve done
i belive in trust
thats first things first
i don’t put past
a lot more loss
dragging from the back
of my cars old trunk

I’m alone 
I’m alone
i refuse to pick 
up the phone
i won’t check a
text or call
leave me be 
let me go
I’m alone 
I’m alone
drive the car till it won’t go
cut the breaks 
drive right off the road

don’t take
another turn
don’t make this
pain worse
hour after 7
times 
only beginning 
a sort of kind
of religion
with what I’m bout
to get in
you don’t want to know who 
I’ve become
stuffing down
the mess 
I’m working to repress
burning up
the last chance 
of blissfulness
ill ever have to get
oh great another text 
from a number I’ve 
never seen
asking if its me
what the fuck do you think?
i wonder who
it could be 
do i have to 
be any more subtle
don’t need
another rebuttal
please shut the fuck up
please just 
don’t talk

I’m alone 
I’m alone
i refuse to pick 
up the phone
i won’t check a
text or call
leave me be 
let me go
I’m alone 
I’m alone
drive the car till it won’t go
cut the breaks 
drive right off the road

leave me be (prod ʎpoqou) (video in description)

https://soundcloud.com/prodreaper
vocals and live guitars written and performed by barren
live drums written and performed by alec doyle
produced by john dello at bridge east studios


been tossing and turing
since 
this morning
the same interruption
of my sleep
force my eyes 
to empty bed sheets 
open the drawer 
to get myself ready
steady

pacing back and forth
but I’ve already

been up for two days
i can’t keep my legs
straight
recurring dreams   
of dying slow
and all alone
inside this room
where i tell no 
one i go
im all alone
i drown myself
in thoughts of you
and i can’t never fucking
move
im paralyzed in shame
and regret 
and pitiful
apologizes 
I’m not sorry
i tried to be 
every fucking
thing i should have
never seen
its over we
can never be
anything
wasting life
wasting time
caught inside 
my own demise 
I’m just passing 20 
and death seems
to haunt me
i can feel it in my head
every second 
it tries to taunt me

tossing and turning (prod reaper x barren)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2yj-rNAeROs

wakin 
shakin
ready
just to get fucked up
nother 8th into
this blunt
rolling 
rocking
smoke this dub
window shopping
light this L
I’m holding up
a couple bucks 
to buy some lunch
i just lately
never give a fuck
i could give a shit less
about the little stuff
not making enough
to get by
i dont wanna ever 
have to step outside
its the way i get by
lurking deep down below
couple people by my side
who i can trust
with every thought
that might
combust
if i don’t got a 
way to let it out
they full of doubt
the people hating
don’t say a word
they’ll let it out
their cruel intentions
inner thoughts that
get them by
on a day to day
i don’t know why
these people even
have a chance
to take a breath
theres nothing left
that will 
stop me
from ending their lives
in every fucking
possible
way that i strive 


hop inside
my fuckin ride
baby girl ill 
let it glide
take the wheel
so that i
can pray 
that I’m fine
hope to something
ill get by
hope to something
ill stay alive
long enough
to see myself
go so far
for it all to fail

take this mic
so that theres no more
complaining about 
you and i
im sure theres so many
people out there
who wanna see me 
go away
and never come back
and have my say
on anything

hop inside
my fuckin ride
baby girl ill 
let it glide
take the wheel
so that i
can pray 
that I’m fine
hope to something
ill get by
hope to something
ill stay alive

long enough
to see me go far
to get everything i want
have it all snatched 
right back up

tossing and turning (prod reaper x barren)

barren

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