L is dead Light is dead just like that we blossom then die

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no where to go (feat. ʎpoqou & omenxiii)

falling down
reaching for something to pull me right back out
im falling out
falling down
i try to keep atleast on common ground
theres not much left around
to make a sound
you saw me now
new part of me hopes for some sort of falling out
im calling down
can you hear me 
im crawling now
im on my knees
begging for a better sound
im calling out
i asked for you 
i guess you just werent around
you werent around
i guess you just werent there to be found

im falling now
can you find it in your heart to keep me around
i wont make a sound


reaching for something

trying to stay clear
of anything
from ruining
whats in my brain

fighting off the words
i cannot speak
for you and me
please cant you see

when you asked if
i was the same   
i looked at you
from my point of view

sunk down low
i mustve shown 
in subtle tones
im overgrown

if you only want
whats best for me
go away 
very far away 
and fucking stay

dead weight
dragging me
from my feet
pulled underneath

if i got
what i wanted
you wouldnt want me
at all


with no luck (prod omenXIII)

prod killedmyself
vocals recorded at bridge east studios

we always say 
things we don’t mean

we try our best 
to be at rest
with mutual understanding

we care for each other 
and we show it in our love
and I’m falling to a place 
where i can’t get back up

if you open up your arms
and hold them out i might be fine
as long as you hold on tight

will i ever come back

MUSIC VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p9izMWNu2kM

prod w/: @cocainechrist

I got Tears and they on my neck,
I got Drop Dead and it's on my back.
New studded belt hangin off my waist,
Black high tops and they got the straps.

I got three blades, I ain't got no straps.
Almost 2 million plays, 200 tracks.
And If you want a feature that's at least a band,
But I'm still broke I ain't tryna flex.

If you hit my line you better have the check,
I been sippin wine, I don't fuck with tek.
You are at a nine, I've been at a ten.
I don't even try, I don't even care.

I don't even care.

MUSIC VIDEO

Tears (Prod. OmenXIII & COCAINEJESUS) [MUSIC VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION]

ǝɹǝɥʇ sᴉ oɥʍ ǝɯ llǝʇ (ft. OmenXIII)

thank you so much for all your support. i am forever grateful to you. all of you.

llɐ ʇᴉ sʎɐs ǝɔuǝlᴉs ɹnoʎ

ƃuᴉɥʇʎuɐ ɹoɟ dn ǝɹǝʍ noʎ uǝɥʍ ssᴉɯ ᴉ (ft. Barren)

check out the homie https://soundcloud.com/gizmogwai
vocals mixed and mastered by soundcloud.com/omenxiii

MERRY CHRISTMAS <3 <3

(barren)
and day by day
you say that we
are in the wrong
where should we be?
i can’t think 
my minds gone
what has all 
this time done
got these cracks all in my skull
im pulling bits of tattered love
into the pits of all i hope
will slowly perish in the fall
the light outside
is way too bright
when was the last time
i thought that  i
would be alright

(gizmo)
Break down the seconds of my days, I'm always tempted to say, I feel demented in a way, like I jus can't operate, 

I'm deep inside the snow, I feel deprived and cold, the things that I don't know, might be the reason that I never show, 
Where the lights don't go, where I feel unknooown, inside my skin and bones, where I can just lay loww, 

I wish I'd melt with the snoww 

I miss the time that I lost, and the fuel from my exhaust,

Left my heart stomped and tossed, you left my life and I'm not alright, no I'm not alright...

when was the last time ft. gizmo (prod trxpicvl)

MISS U SPENCE <3
FT https://soundcloud.com/barrenwaste
PROD @GREAF
mixed by @prohibeo

gizmo

Shitt, I still miss my fam and my friends but I swear that most of all I miss my bro lil spence, whip tha Acura out Tha pad smokin Newport cigarettes, I still think think about those times, little stress it was the best, but,

Now I gotta grow up, but I'm still wastin my money on green stuff ta roll up, you can eat my dick, if, ya don't know us, and I still ain't shit but I ain't gunna slow up now


Codiene, high - c, back woods fulla terps, Im without a place to be,

Feels like I'm living in a deam, but I'm missin the feelin of when I had you next to me girl

Naw wait, fuck every stupid bitch that twisted ripped my life ta shits,

that's a pain that Ill never forget,

I'm great, I could lie until I'm rich, if you granted me wish, I wouldn't take that shit cuz

I never fucked with my life, and there aiint a single thing, that could make it all right,

Everyday I'm up all night, with the music in my head, it's the only thing I like,

It's so hard to love me you don't wanna look at me I'm fuckin ugly

Fuck me let me disintegrate,

deep into the soil and deteriorate

barren

before i say a word
please listen close this time
i said this all before 
but Ive really lost my mind
i know you're always worried
my fingers looks so blurry
crossing over to a new world
i love the way you look so lovely 
my self worth is so ugly
i am absolutely nothing

contradicting thoughts
read back on the screen
makes no sense to me
its all a dream
i can’t be thinking these
dreadful thoughts about
you and me

I’m living in a void now
just testing all my patience 
with no one to try and say shit
its just a statement
that I’m making
please no mistaking

deteriorating ft barren (prod. GREAF)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5pEdP80j8To
thank you <3

vocals mixed/mastered soundcloud.com/omenxiii

lyrics
lets raise the stakes 
you must have a lot of faith
dying breaths
and lonely days
falling leaves 
off of the trees
help me through
the growing pains
you ever think that
as a kid
you’d be this fucked up 
inside your brain
you’d think by now 
we understand
how many times 
do i have to say
I’m just great
im full of shit
but thats ok 
its times like this
i dont know what to think
just help me
get through this please

you ever think (prod ʎpoqou) (video in description)

produced by nofeeling
@killstation
my vocals m/m by @prohibeo

with no luck (prod omenXIII)

barren

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