Hope you feel the conflict beneath the surface , and know the agony of losing someone you really cared about , for nothing..

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Lyrics :
Hey , it's a-
It's me
I just wanted to say that i miss you
Got to thinking yesterday
And i almost tried to call
But obviously
I didn't
And I'm still full of questions
And I'm not really quite sure
If I'll have enough time to ask  them
But
Do you ever wonder about me ?
Like the way i wonder about you.
I wonder if you're alright
Cause the last time we spoke
You didn't seem alright
But that's not my place anymore , so..
And that's probably makes me sound really crazy because
I should just let you go , right ?
*Drops*
Do you even think about what happened and wonder
Where would we be if it didn't?
I do , i should just drop everything i know about you 
And pretend that we never even happen?
Pretend i didn't approach you
And tried to build a bond , that i know i messed up
I'm not blaming you tho.
And of course like every other voicemail i practice in my head , this isn't coming out the way that i wanted it to be 
But i just wanna know
Did you actually care about me , or was it really just a game ?
And you decided that you don't need me anymore.
You needed a reason to hate me , so you can shut me out
Then I wouldn't be tryin' to call you , right ?
That's what it was , right ?
Because i meant literally nothing to you.
*Builds up*
*Drops*
Cause something like what we had
doesn't just crash and burn after somebody's mistake
And you're afraid to let that show , are you ?
You're afraid for everyone to know that you were the bad one.
It wasn't just me
But it's okay 
Because one day 
They'll know.
And after a month and half
I found myself calling you a memory
And i never wanted that
Cause i wanted us to last , you know ?
I wanted our future
And you just didn't want that anymore
But i guess i understand
And you can call me back if you want
The number should pop up in you missed call log
Bye.

Barry Alex

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