bad idea ft. blackwinterwells

serialkilled (p. kuru & angelus)

alive for once. / mirage (feat. paradyne) [prod. matte roxx!]

Demo from like march I cant finish this

Let em get jealous watching us
All alone naked sparks
And when they close ill take u home
Cuz I know who u are
When we walk the line
Head on my shoulder cuz we know its hard
Couldnt change my mind
Im forever dancing in ur heart
And I get jealous watching us
All alone in the dark
Dont need to sell my soul just to know who u are
They want what we got
Ohhhh
Couldnt change my mind
Im forever dancing in your heart

In the dark (demo)

back to the start
cause I'm losing everything 
pressure in my lungs 
I got headaches in my brain

is this really love 
cause I don't feel a thing 
you just wanna talk 
can you stop calling my name 

can we just restart it yea
black out at the party yea 
I know I don't want it now 
kill myself start over yea 

fuck this life no I won't miss it
I don't really see the vision 
my brain shatter like some dishes 
fuck yo gang but I won't diss it 

leave me in this blood I'm laying 
bitch Im hurt but I won't say it
leave my name now it's forsaken
I can't do this bitch I'm shaking 

bring it back to my beggings
u been losing I stay winning 
always asking for a mention
were not in the same dimension

back to the start
cause I'm losing everything 
pressure in my lungs 
I got headaches in my brain

is this really love 
cause I don't feel a thing 
you just wanna talk 
can you stop calling my name 

I can't really trust myself
i can't even go out myself 
but if you really want me, u can hit my cell
I don't really care about nothing except my money and myself

can we just restart it yea?
black out at my party yea
I've been feeling sorry yea
but I don't care about it no

he said can I get ur digits 
I got a mans he don't fuck with you
keep on talking, give you stitches 
bitch I got money on my britches

(s/o crusey)
I got highs n lows 
I got x and os
I got triple os
I make six stacks I'm like woah

guess I wish u well
don't know what u want 
I can't even tell
I got pressure in my lungs

pain in my chest bitch I put it in a song
so i guess I wish you well 
and bitch the drugs weigh on my heart 
and if you're lying I can tell
so baby can we just restart 

back to the start
cause I'm losing everything 
pressure in my lungs 
I got headaches in my brain

is this really love 
cause I don't feel a thing 
you just wanna talk 
can you stop calling my name

restart (emogi8519 + crusey)

blood blood blood
i cant get enough its such a rush
fuck fuck fuck 
baby fuck me up i need your touch 
choke me slap me pull my hair 
you turn my brain all into mush
please just tell me im your slut 
thats all i want is that too much 

let me put you on my tongue 
il do anything you want cs baby youre my drug
look me in my eyes with your knife to my neck 
hurry up and give it to me lets have s-
make me sore then beg for more
leave a mark they know im yours 
get your camera hit record 
let me be your gore whore
nobody has to know
pull me close rip my clothes
ill be your secret cute when im bleeding 

cut me up
until im barely breathing


bloodslut

(emogi8519 + crusey + dasha)
@emogi8519 @cruseyyyy

yea I swear I hate the way I'm living 
I wake up and im blinded by my fucking vision 
no make up I won't hide the blemish 
cause I know my life is fucking ending 

baby I can't understand it all
I don't wanna call
I don't want it all
might just end it all

baby I can't feel a thing 
please don't call I'll let it ring 
didn't hear what you said to me 
baby I'm giving up everything 

and bitch I'm unimportant 
I don't gaf bruh 
if you call I forward it 
don't care about no check up
u won't get no mention 
bitch you better back up
what's with all the talkin?
please can you just shut up

got that pack on me I swear it sell itself 
Balenciaga it be paying for hotels 
got triple ice on me I swear it gonna melt
I'm like if you wanna talk to me, I guess just hit my cell

got that pack on me I swear it sell itself 
Balenciaga it be paying for hotels 
got triple ice on me I swear it gonna melt
I don't really wanna talk to you, so I guess I wish you well

you think you famous n shit 
u got no watch on ur wrist 
yuh can you tell me the time 
I got track my movement 

I'm moving faster than sound 
y'all don't be hearing this shit 
you guys just stalking my songs 
cause no one playing ur shit

yea I swear I hate the way I'm living
I wake up and im blinded by my fucking vision
no make up I won't hide the blemish
cause I know my life is fucking ending

baby I can't understand it all
I don't wanna call
I don't want it all
might just end it all

baby I can't feel a thing
please don't call I'll let it ring
didn't hear what you said to me
baby I'm giving up everything

way im living O_o (emogi8519 + crusey + dasha)

[prod. michael harrison & me]

feeling this pain inside my chest
i cannot give myself a rest
violence and agony; my love
how do we rid of it?

feel like i'm running out of time
when will i know you will be mine?
running a race i always lose
i should've paid attention to the signs

@wickalf
no matter what it is you do
i'll always bring myself to you
incapsulated by the way you love
the little things i do
i wouldn't want a soul to hurt you
the thought of it kills me
but every single time i get the chance to talk
i always shut my mouth
i come to find that i prefer the silence

rid [w/ alf]

[prod. ezra + xy1va + me]

a creation, that's been fading away

it was all faded from the start
a lucid nightmare i cannot escape
this entire existence just felt like playing a part
i don't wanna play dead, but i think that it's too late
i'm fading, from everyone that i once knew

it was all faded from the start
a lucid nightmare i cannot escape
this entire existence just felt like playing a part
i don't wanna play dead, but i think that it's too late

i'm cycling through my dreams, and trying to find you
i'm craving a way out, what will you be up to?
crying to the universe, i fucking need help
i didn't mean to hurt you, it's just all that i felt

it's all that i felt
it's all that i felt
it's all that i felt
it's all that i felt

fading away

[prod. me]

i laid my head in his lap, as i watched his skin slowly become translucent. i.. shifted my gaze upward. you're vanishing in my dreams too?

there was nothing of him by the morning, as if.. he just never existed.

i was supposed to forget.

i had a dream last night

serana on everything • osv • he/she/they • 21

:3

astrid always in the afterlyfe !!!

alive for once. / mirage (feat. paradyne) [prod. matte roxx!]

Serana (@serana.m4a)

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