sentimental

그 밤 / The Night (Original)

Cat"a*clasm\ N. A breaking asunder; a violent disruption.

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Watch the mini documentary: bit.ly/MakingOfCataclasm
Photography by Dustin Hollywood

And I Can See Your Blood Flow.

I'm not sure when it started, but for a long time now I've had this reoccurring daydream where I walk outside my house, look upwards, and start to slowly float towards the sky. Suspended in the air, rising up, the people and buildings on the ground getting smaller and smaller... It has always given me this very unique feeling that I can't pin down; Almost like a nostalgia for something that hasn't happened yet. It's poetic. Profound. My pulse quickens, I get this invigorating feeling of moving on to another world. It's almost a sort of "L'appel Du Vide." Suddenly nothing else matters. I close my eyes and feel absolute peace.

Where am I going? What am I escaping? What awaits me?

I'm not sure where this single came from inside of me, but I know it has to do with that image. The entire time I was writing, recording and producing this, I felt it. It doesn't have specified verses and choruses, it floats from movement to movement, slowly evolving and growing. I wanted it to be a journey. Every time I listen to it, even now, I feel I'm getting a glimpse into that other world. The clouds are parting, I'm venturing into the void. I hope that, in some small way, it can make you feel the same way.

Cataclasm

Rising, Rising

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wooden home

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xtcvwHXJipg

opposite ends of the room, love is there but there's a distance i can't undo.
i built it all up in my head, felt the same but somehow differently or unsaid.

a fire so red could last until we're both dead, but i've been burned before, it's a cliche but my scars are still sore.

i want to take back everything i told you and remember all the times i would hold you. maybe you don't know who i am, maybe i was scared and ran. 
goodbye is hard to do, especially without "i love you."

opposite ends of the state, happiness once was enough to know what i pushed away. but that is SO fucking cheap. you deserve better than that, you deserve better than me.


i want to take back everything i told you and remember all the times i would hold you. maybe you don't know who i am, maybe i was scared and ran. 
goodbyes are hard to do, especially without "i love you."

opposites *NOW ON SPOTIFY<3* (video link in description)

my fire (Prod. Depression)

written and recorded by Noah Stewart
prod. old Major
mixed - Cam Lj. / old Major

Lyrics:

you say that you carried the weight
and that you are starting to ache
sand castles wash away with the waves
but i'm buried, i'm buried

now you've only got yourself to blame
all your scapegoats ran away
i've suffocated in shades of grey
but i see color in the world today

and if i were to obtain a soul
i'd have it travel this world alone
til my body meets it's demise
and your soul finds another disguise 

now you've only got yourself to blame
all your scapegoats ran away
i've suffocated in shades of grey
but i see color in the world today

I See Color

some time (ft. ¥ake)

composition by noah stewart
mixed/engineered/whatever by Cam Lj. & old Major

LYRICS ,,,

people come and go,
like you they just want to find a home.

i don't think that you could find a way
to make them want to stay.

so take what you can,
all of this could have been never.
cherish what you have at hand, and
don't forget what doesn't last forever.

come and go

lil acoustic cover of how does it feel by citizen 
hope yall like it <3

free dl

how does it feel

somethin different, hope yall dig it regardless <3

disappear from everyone
i hold so close to me 
fade away into the night 
and hope it takes away the pain
if i fall asleep forever
for better or for worse
at least i won't be awake
to feel the guilt and regret
i always knew

i can't even cry 
if i wanted to
and i'm sorry that i lie
when i talk to you

i don't remember 
the last time i smiled
and meant it
i can't remember
the last time 
i felt something real

disappear

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hope you enjoy this little tune <3

original sample: novo amor - weather

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lyrics: 
i'll drop and speak a charm
take the weather from your heart
and the weight from on your toes
and there's nothing to your side
for you to recognize
it tarnished long ago

take the weather from your heart.

Seventeen

IDontWannaWakeUp

fear

prod. @antongxldn & @produnown

Today I turned 19 and I'm still lost af tbh.

P.S. You're Dead To Me

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ItWillEndInTears

My new album, “widow [OBLIVIØN Pt. I]” is coming out March 22nd, along with a US Tour of my new OBLIVIØN Live Show 

Pre-order the album and receive FAWN as well as the previously released songs as instant grat tracks: https://ffm.to/widow 

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FAWN

Buy/stream 'widow [OBLIVIØN Pt. I]': https://ffm.to/widow

This album is my dive into my unconscious self. A narrow-beamed flashlight illuminating creatures on the sea floor... a strange mixture of dread and familiarity. 

I shed a fair share of blood, sweat, and tears over the two years it took to make this thing... and I also shed parts of myself. To be honest, I barely recognize the fragmented figure that widow represents. The first half of the OBLIVIØN series is the only relic I have to remember him by. Mangled, but poignant. A sort of exuvium; left behind to remind me where I came from, and provide a blueprint for what lays ahead. 

I sincerely believe it is my most honest work yet. 

I’m not trying to be pretty. 
I want you to see me. 
I want you to understand. 

-j
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