2023 shuffle 2

A purposeful fate lurks on your path.

This song was all thanks to one of my best friends, Remilia
He has helped me get into prod. and actually trying for music, something I've wanted to do for a long time.
Thanks much to Noya for hopping on it and giving me a first song that I like.
It is a personal song that has some good sounds.

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[HOOK - Remilia]
i dont care about the end
cause i know that i cant change it
save your tears, i dont really wanna face it
you're not a hinderance not a problem
please accept it
you caught a look the other way 
and then you chased it

falling like the snow, 
melt one day, where did you go?
weather's cleared
see you walking down this endless road
face your fears, dont think too hard
and please dont let it go
the time is fast
so lets get through it, please just take it slow

[Verse 1 - Noya]
I don't wanna see u cry again
U keep my heart, i feel so warm, I don't want this to end
Don't feel alone, im here, just hold my hand
So let's go through this together, I know that we can

Uhhhh
Boy u know i want u
Hope u know that i luv u
Uhhhh
Keep it, don't let it go
All the Times we know

There's another way
I just want u to stay
There's feeling in my heart
I Will never let you go

We have another chance
Don't want u to stay away

[Verse 2 - Tsundere.]
picked me up off the ground
when I needed it
now that I can stand
I make amends, my ego feeding it
every friend a champ 
and we are definitely seeing it
seeing eye to eye
our mind's an eye we are believing it

yeah I saw the light
all these motherfuckers, lookin to fight
now im making it right
I had faced my fears
and now I set them aside

[END - Remilia]
it's the last time i can ever try to face it
things just turn for the worst and i cant take it
no, you take another chance and,
go, to find another way
go, just take another way we,
roll, and i dont ever wanna waste anymore time
to waste another life without you

@remiliaxd
@noyaclarissa

For You w/ Remilia, Noya Clarissa (Remilia)

yea maybe we can talk 
it out
but we cant bc u gave up
ya u drag me down 
these tears dont make a sound
u never cared at all
and u said i love you so
i feel warm then i lose 
control
so why are you
always u always lie
you make it hard to say 
goodbye
to let go and 
put those memories 
to the side

@222bino
eramos todo
quedo en nada
me duele el corazon 
por tu falta
tus mentiras dejaron llagas
los recuerdos me matan
quiero saber como olvidarte 
dijiste "te amo, no te apartes"
juegas conmigo y eso parte
mi corazon

translate: 
we were everything
I come to nothing
my heart hurts
for your lack
your lies left sores
the memories kill me
I want to know how to forget you
You said "I love you, don't turn away"
you play with me and that part
my heart

love you so w/ vin0 (audiodiary + recyclebin)

@owtiss, @domerrz
prod @yashio20k, @neohnq

@owtiss
if i had a wish i would make things right
wait with bated breath till the day i die
i dont wna see if i see u cry
hope that i can make u mine this time
if i had a wish i would make things right
wait with bated breath till the day i die
i dont wna see if i see u cry
hope that i can make u mine this time

@dommerz
you take away my pain and give me all the blame 
but i cant be the one (i cant stay Q_Q)
its driving me insane
cause i cant be the only one that cares these things they never change
 I wanna make things right 
I may never win but at least i try 
shed another tear out these tear-stained eyes 
wish there was a way to do it right

(cause maybe im too scared to fade off and fall 
cant bring myself to pickup ur calls
Im too scared to shatter it all
if i just had a wish yea)

wish w/ dom (yashio, neohn)

prod @ripwarheart @prodkirian @wherearethepercs

SPOTIFY:
https://open.spotify.com/track/68wh8s67OF418QT6kvr0pM?si=04a84659a03b46d9

LYRICS:

(@prkrblu)
all these paparazzi cameras making me go crazy
all I really wanna do is fuckin see u baby
getting all this money but it ain't phase me
I just ran up on this bih but he really thinks Im crazy

getting this shit in my head
thinking that u were the best
I'm counting racks in my bed
won't even lie think I'm dead
how do u live wit urself
u don't know how I felt
spent a whole k on a belt
I don't even know myself

getting this shit in my head
hoping these demons have fled
I'm counting racks in my bed 
holding my 20 instead
how do u live wit urself
u don't know how I felt
spent a whole k on a belt
u don't even know urself

fuck bout a car yea I hop out a plane
tough talk u a goddamn snake
I got 100 reasons why u fake
y u putting me thru all this pain

yea u talking but nothing is coming out
I might just give up and blow my fuckin *I can't say that*

and u think that I am over
well I guess I'm not 
u think this was gon blow over
can u please just stop
really thought I told ya
maybe not
really thought I told ya
GOT A WATCHIN EYE

getting this shit in my head
hoping these demons have fled
I'm counting racks in my bed 
holding my 20 instead
how do u live wit urself
u don't know how I felt
spent a whole k on a belt
u don't even know urself

6/9/2023

INMYHEADD (KIRIAN X WARHEART X RXI)

prod me
vocals by han and dom

 
@han2k15 
girl im thinkin bout the times we had
and it dont feel the same cause its in the past
and girl i feel insane tryna get u back
girl i know..
that u moved on now
but im still stuck up in same place now
im still stuck up in my same ways
u left me w/o a trace
all i can do is cry out 

@domerrz
i cannot reset
its getting to my head, got a heart full of regret
Im tryin my best, but it always goes to mess
tryna find a reason to get out my head

girl you got my heart beating out my chest
these open wounds from when you left
howd u leave me with a shattered heart?
I fall apart
I feel like nothings left

Idk why i feel this way 
(i feel like nothings left)
another month goes by but nothings changed

stuck w han + dom (decago)

rain song prod.ID

produced by @otaku_u

ay im thinkin ima hit u up
hit the store, what u want?
hit the club, fuk it up
hit my phone, yea wassup?
i got bands, its not enough
order up anotha one

if u know me
like u say u do
thats the old me
tryna get to u
could u call me?
when ur comfortable
cuz u got me
where u want me..

wherever u got me
whatever u wanted
thats not important
u know that ill solve it
stuck in my conscience
i ran out of options
srry i dont know what im thinking..

if u know me
like u say u do
thats the old me
tryna get to u
could u call me?
when ur comfortable
cuz u got me
where u want me..

dont ignore me
i kno ur for me
fuk yea im ballin
but this money boring
pull up in foreign
them feelings foreign
i cant go all in....
i cant go all in..

everyones the same
i just put glass on my chain
get my shoes wet in the rain
i cant feel nun, novocaine

if u know me
like u say u do
thats the old me
tryna get to u
could u call me?
when ur comfortable
cuz u got me
where u want me..

want me Prod @otaku7s

ch2rms - parry (qweshkka + erdo)

@symelz
@diegointhedark

told you once what i mean
eversince the king
she dont want me to leave
boulevard of broken dreams
hey the pills make me keen
cut me down as i bleed
you dont know what ive seen
smoke the dope i cant breathe

but she wont
but she wont
but she wont let go
day n night
taking flights
just to see if your home
done made my bed
lay me to rest
come take me out
come kill me now

i cnt complete your wish 
she served me top n thn yall kissd xd
tell me whtt it is 
tht keeps you up @@ nite
so sick 
tell me wht uu meant
i cannot live ww dis suspense 
woke up n a castle
still i live inside her head 

never told u wht it mnt
4rm her grave she rose undeadd 
flowers blooming frm her head 
slit my wrists n bleed cement
fighting bck evry dream 
nails buried nn my spleen 
bloody vials n my jeans 
ivv been emo since a teen

told you once what i mean
eversince the king
she dont want me to leave
boulevard of broken dreams
hey the pills make me keen
cut me down as i bleed
you dont know what ive seen
smoke the dope i cant breathe

but she wont
but she wont
but she wont let go
day n night
taking flights
just to see if your home
done made my bed
lay me to rest
come take me out
come kill me now.

forwhat itsworth +diegointhedark (symelz)

produced by @pyu @otaku_u
featuring @hollons

(jinn)
with my fangs in yr neck
i feel yr heart in ur chest
i kno that im not the best for ya
cuz even with time
give it rest
dont change my mind
girl whats next?
i wanna find
u got it
kno im solid
so many times
that im still calling

even when i feel the lowest
my heart in yours hands, you hold it
i cant start again, im hopeless
hold me tight when im feeling broken

give it rest
dont change my mind
girl whats next?
i wanna find
u got it
kno im solid
so many times
that im still calling

(hollons)
and i still cry, girl you’ve been on my mind
i could never forget, how you had me misled
and when i told you my thoughts all you said is i’m stuck in my head
and now it’s alright
feels like i’m buried in the snow, i remember cold nights
looked you in your cold eyes
ouuu i wish you never left my side, my side
it’s out of spite, all you did to me
it wasn’t right
i know i failed to see through all your lies
it was just fantasies up in my mind
was our love ever real? please tell me how you feel
can’t even look my way like “baby what’s the deal?”
you don’t have to talk, your face is telling
how long we doing this for? it’s never ending

whats next? ft. hollons Prod @otaku_u @metapyu

chuck and blair
produced by @leoewski, @user-kisuisdivine, @pastelhendrix

lyrics:
my bloody face sitting on the pavement
you ever had a thought but didn't say it?
i still feel the same, i'm never changing
oh yeah you got a game? i wanna play it

i'm sorry but it's business yeah i had to
why the fuck are you so hard to talk to?
i feel like i'm the only one who gets you
and you're the only one who understands me

you looked way too good, i gave in
(i can't believe i caved in)
can't believe these words i'm saying
(i can't believe i stayed patient)

everybody talks, so what you gotta say?
if it isn't nice, then you can go away
when i'm around you, feel like a throwaway
i was out there, eating cranbulay
i was getting fly, being myself
you didn't like that
you threw me on the shelf

you threw away the trash
like everybody else
like everyone you tried to date
but you never fell
you never fell in love
you never had the chance
well here's your chance right now
do you wanna dance?

i could hold your hand 
till' the morning ends
you could be my girlfriend
i could be your boyfriend
i'ma scoot by you inch by inch
it'll all be true wish by wish

my bloody face sitting on the pavement
you ever had a thought but didn't say it?
i still feel the same, i'm never changing
oh yeah you got a game? i wanna play it

i'm sorry but it's business yeah i had to
why the fuck are you so hard to talk to?
i feel like i'm the only one who gets you
and you're the only one who understands me

pavement prod. leoewski, k!su, pastel

@2rel 

dont really mind how this one is perceived
a personal vent piece
when you took my hand there i knew

##

i know ur waiting on me
heavyhearted
efforts shown &
thoughts unminded

leave my message 
hope u find it
use my body
i wont mind it

well

thats alright its
perfect timing
everynight have thoughts 
of violence

see our shadows 
marks and crosses
move on from me 
soft remindings

of every look and
every lie i
take it back 
a thousand times

id give my life to live that night again

rain song prod.ID

batskrilla

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