introduction & identity struggle of a person with AuDHD (autism & ADHD)

A humming machine comes to life; hesitant, uneven, sparking.
This song opens the album with swirling metallic textures and pulsing rhythms that mimic a brain booting up under too many demands.
It’s the moment you look in the mirror and see every version of yourself overlapping, glitching, and trying to sync.
A storm made of gears and memory.

Gearstorm

Introspection of oneself with AuDHD
A cold, reverberating echo chamber built from old wounds and whispered thoughts.
Like wandering through a cathedral made of static and broken stained glass, this song is meant to feel like it pulls you inward toward the quieter, darker places where old emotions still hum beneath the surface.
It’s introspection wrapped in reverb, where every thought feels holy and haunting at the same time.

Static Cathedral

anger & catharsis
Raw. Mechanical. Relentless.
This song is built like a factory running too hot; pistons slamming, alarms blaring, wires vibrating.
It’s anger that’s been swallowed for years finally burning through the metal.
It doesn’t apologize.
It doesn’t ask permission.
It just releases.

Rage Machinery

sensory chaos & overwhelm
Lights too bright. Sounds too sharp. Everything happening all at once.
This song layers chaotic glitch textures, rising frequencies, and destabilized rhythms to mimic sensory overload.
It captures that split second where your brain says “too much,” your body freezes, and the world becomes white noise.

Overload

vulnerability & self-soothing
A moment of softness in the storm.
This song feels like humming yourself to sleep in the middle of a breakdown.
It’s the fragile comfort you give yourself when the world is too loud.
A lullaby sung by someone holding their own broken pieces gently in their hands.

Fractured Lullaby

transformation & empowerment
Electric, rising, alive.
This song marks the turning point where the system realigns….not perfectly, but powerfully.
It’s to represent awakening your inner circuitry, reclaiming identity, and stepping into your own strength.
A rebirth sparked by voltage.

Awakened Circuit

dissociation & inner retreat
Soft, cold, distant.
This song sinks inward like a system powering down.
A float away feeling mimic dissociation when the world moves but you don’t.
It’s the numb quiet after the storm where everything goes grayscale, and time loses its shape.

Shutdown Mode

liberation & embracing identity
The finale.
Bold. Breaking. Becoming.
This song has glitch fractures and a feeling of shedding old programming.
It represents ripping off the masks you had to wear to survive and replacing them with something real, raw, and yours.
A final glitch that becomes clarity.

Mask Shatter

Im Here

See Me Now

This Is Why

Using music and writing as part of my therapy shadow work journey. 

Also to help or relate to those who also have been through traumatic or complex experiences

I write all of the lyrics myself. I edit, combine, and mesh every piece of sample music and beat to make the music. 
I then use AI to give my lyrics a voice with exact tone and vocal style formatted for each individual lyric. (that is the only part that AI does since I don’t sing)

Batty

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