and its too late to give up now
im not trying baby even if i let you down
and its too late to be up now
im not tired tho my eyes are tryna sleep now
im not lying but my thoughts are deep now
and id try it but my wrists are getting weak now
i would have met you bro but i can barely speak now
im sick of trying now im sick of being let down

so what if the world caves in
(the worlds still burning)
would you leave me in the rubble for him
(no im not worth it)
and thats some bullshit you where never just friends
(you dont fuck friends)
and after everything i know we wont end
(and now i wont mend)

so what if the world caves in
(the worlds still burning)
would you leave me in the rubble for him
(no im not worth it)
and thats some bullshit you where never just friends
(you dont fuck friends)
and after everything i know we wont end
(and now i wont mend)

do you feel how i feel now ?
i feel weak and my body is let down
from me
if nobody can save you
then why leave ?
you want somebody to love you but not me

so what if the world caves in
(the worlds still burning)
would you leave me in the rubble for him
(no im not worth it)
and thats some bullshit you where never just friends
(you dont fuck friends)
and after everything i know we wont end
(and now i wont mend)

abyss (Slowed)

sinks w/ shikixo (guda)

i waited to see if you would text me first 
you never did, but i expected that
you could still have me back
was it cause of me, what was it that i lack?
i could still treat you better
and i’d stick with the plan

and i denied myself of everything fun
hide in my bunker till the first of the month
why build it up if i’ll just leave it and run?

cause too much energy is required
i’m so empty and tired
there’s nothing i desire
with every feeling expired

the first mistake was made when you went straight through my phone
i had every intention of leaving my ex alone
i couldn’t defend myself that’s when you sent me home
i guess mistakes are just another way to grow
it hurts to say you shut me down when i get passionate

EMPTY

prod @drmabeats-90606897
m&m by me + ardour

douseethesky + 0bjectt

prod. wixxy 

(2x)
just stay mine, just stay mine
i don’t mind, i don’t mind
when your high, and i’m high 
when we fly, when we fly 

in the hive 
i spend life
with no time 
for you to be mine 
the queen goes and i feel like myself again 
i go to someone that i once viewed as a friend 
and then i look into their eyes and i know that the ends
cuz there’s no way we could ever come back from this 

just stay mine
i don’t mind
when you’re high
when we fly 

(2x)
just stay mine, just stay mine
i don’t mind, i don’t mind
when you’re high, and i’m high 
when we fly, when we fly

high

★i'll scream until my lungs give out, cause its all i know★

[producers]
https://soundcloud.com/benjithemachine
https://soundcloud.com/lightwurrkk

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr/melody-of-memory-prod-benji-the-machine-lightwurrkk-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]

hook:
you might as well erase me
in a shade of gray
i never meant much, i couldn't say much
all i'll be is a memory

one day you will all forget me
if not now then soon
if i try now, i'll never make it
all i'll be is a memory

verse:
i'll scream until my lungs give out 
cause its all i know
been so far away i can 
never remember home

they say home is where the heart is
and baby i'm your heartless
caught inside a crosshair
swear to god its not fair

often i'm dishonest
i'm never making progress
but there's something that i still miss
the feeling of your soft lips

on mine

repeat hook:
you might as well erase me
in a shade of gray
i never meant much, i couldn't say much
all i'll be is a memory

one day you will all forget me
if not now then soon
if i try now, i'll never make it
all i'll be is a memory

★melody of memory★ (prod. benji the machine & lightwurrkk)

some words to decipher or not up to you thanks for listening

lyrics:

anticipating catastrophe
fatal flaw relaxing in the face of that adversity
acknowledge my reaction is the product of the casualties
experienced in adolescence carried to maturity
repetitive confession of the pathos that perpetuates
the nature of my situation quickly fabricated fate
a force historically ignored unless it benefits the way
that i’m behaving in the moment victim to it every day
that’s the problem with it
when im given option to respond or not
i’m dodging quick to circumvent
it’s honestly exhaustin but ive given in on fixin it
could barely be above the water brag that im still breathing in

maybe this just isn’t meant for me
perspective antiquated rhythm fixed to what it used to be
pitied desperation tried to entertain the efforts
but endeavors only measured by results and mine historically
been undeveloped
a set obsession with ethics and people pleasing 
punctured arguments deflated any lesson to learn
seems the reason that the hunger’s never satiated
same as why i never placed the blame on who decided to hurt
i’m much angrier than former incarnations of the self
i shouldered fear of resignation years i kept it to myself
and watched it turned into distortion yearn for retribution well
after the dust has settled left me empty handed aimless
fighting ghosts

battle’s over but the metric for atonement isn’t settled on
so everyone involved in different places trynna cope a different loss
the only way they know how
out loud grievances shot down shut mouths
narrow eyes keeping opposition in peripheral
to hide lies it’s fine every peace time ephemeral
cause i remembered all of it and held on
like if i lost it id be lost with nothing at all

anticipating apathy
in an attempt to pacify myself my mental atrophied
actualize identity to rectify the stagnancy
but still get tunnel vision when confronted with reality
rock bottom of hope
long time lying down a lot of laundry to fold
cups not in the kitchen with em flowering mold
stuck in indecision listen static and drone
rot when getting up and getting with it still accessible
stuck in indecision numb to input and uncomfortable
existential rhythm living nothing in an instant 
inconsolable when hit with the idea that this is it
and nothing more

vacant and complacent and still hoping that it’s different
like the effort wasn’t my decision left it up to luck and i’m sure
if i continue like this know that imma sigh my life away
to think i thought i was mature
heighten caution for those close to opening doors
i’m not sure anybody even knows me anymore


drone metal [prod bailey daniel]

don’t trust u /// at all 
#hyperpop #jerseyclub #digicore #ashitaka

Waking up, little hazed, ur by my side 
you say good morning hunny 
Are you feeling better than last night?
I,
Don’t really know I can’t really remeber
I had a little bit too much 
No where near sober

you give the reassuring stroke through my hair
Whilst you’re humming out a song of mine, said u care
but did you care enough when it really  mattered
feel like the trust is broken, lost and just splattered 
 
I don’t trust u 

I know our morning routines are like any other couple
Just a cup of coffee, crumpets,, and cuddles
But there’s something today, that doesn’t settle with me well 
Like an unspoken truth, I can’t decipher it at all 

I don’t trust u

don’t trust you [ugly1sixty]

apple music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/someday-someone-somewhere-something-ep/1809752904

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/69tT0iDONLD2DsPPUpu6uI?si=Ww853VlwRM-Yqmi15g5e3g

save: https://share.amuse.io/album/wyfy-someday-someone-somewhere-something

p. alx

lyrics

do you still think of us?
because i know i do
it doesn't hurt anymore
guess what i miss isnt you

it's been a while
since we let it go
ive grown much taller
since the last time we spoke

and i'd say i'm sorry for how i left us on pause
but you gave me nothing when i was giving my all
you held me captive and dug in your claws
now when i see your face, i feel that something's off

oh, oh, now when i see your face
i feel that something's off

so dont waste your breath
when i told you that
this would be the death
i meant id never come back

and i'd say i'm sorry for how i left us on pause
but you gave me nothing when i was giving my all
you held me captive and dug in your claws
now when i see your face, i feel that something's off

Stalker

Batya Belle

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