The Upload

either way is good i don’t need a friend 
always thought that you would love me to the fucking end 
i put my hood on miss the time we spend
now you wanna crawl back cause it’s looking grim 

i admit i got bands but no counterfeits you a bitch like my mother you a hypocrite 
feelin it 
perc it got me like a lunatic i don’t like your friends id like to see just how they’d cancel this

i just want my money stack it aint no need for counting it 
if i check my email see your beat then you gon have to quit 
3 bands on me you can tell me what you wanna get 
i stay bout my money babygirl like yeah you know this

walk around the function im just stuntin with my phone out 
think i got a problem cause my mind has lost control now
wonder what you’re doing cause i think that we should hang out 
weapons by my side incase you wanna blow your brains out 

did you really think thats okay? oh 
my arm looking like an ashtray no 
green louder than a gas tank oh 
why you hating while i make bank woah

i don’t know why you hit my phone 
yeah i know we gotta get along 
one pill two pill lights flicker i just wanna frame it up like a picture

ashtray (prod. twosevenamin)

Mental debris

re:shiny

- originally a unreleased track - remixed/flipped by me(soma) and february 
https://soundcloud.com/mental

https://soundcloud.com/below32

Feeling. (mental) prod. soma + february

going out in style

d0llywood1 - compromise (lovefelt & winter)

@skoolio

https://open.spotify.com/track/4C0L7wHIYEetHCIVpe4jPd?si=8e90da5addc5475a

AVAILABLE ON SPOTIFY

acceleration @skoolio (back on spotify)

Psyop Terror

@ reserrvv

caged in what i'm stuck with everyday / but can i really complain?
i've got it so good / that's what i should say
forgive the mindless attention / i bring to myself
i can't really help it
would i be proud of what i've become? / or be sad at what i haven't done?
at the age that i felt the relief of writing away all the feelings i shun
i do things that i wish that i didn't / i write things that i wish i could say in the moment

what can i do to mean something to you?
i try everyday to be better and brave and i still end up playing the fool.

Housefly

@1fns
@longlostzim
artwork by longlost (Dawson)
prod by longlost (an op) and me (mostly me)

Lyrics:
i i i be countin stacks
c c c c count cash
e pills off my ass
i i i ima passout then i crash

bloodhounds we some assholes
i i i im in cash mode
terragroup we gon smack you
9 banger you get flashed hoe

cash mode (fn + an op)

Kill The Lights

production, mixing and backing vocals by @blackwinterwells

come pick me up i'll pay for gas
there's nowhere that i want to be
and you'll drive fast and i won't ask
to pick the music or the street
and we can talk about whatever and pretend that we won't tell
even pretending to ourselves

u think it's easy where it's darker 
and i like to feel my heart
speed up with my eyes shut
and feel we're doing something we should not
so for a time i spend my life just trying to find out when to stop
just trying to guess when we'll get caught

this place is suffocating
i'll still be here in five years
like i promise i won't through the wind in your ears
but nothing feels as urgent
and these nights are still important
and there's still a lot i haven't put into words yet

every time i feel alive it will feel just like this
i'll get the things u did 
forget the boy i kissed
by the hangar and you'll both be strangers to me

tonight it matters how i'm not a person who u want to see
cause i like to talk about the hospital and go when i don't need it
just to show the world i feel it
i only ever did it once
and it was selfish it was dumb
but i can't bring myself to

hate me for wanting a break
i'll still be here in five years
where i made every mistake
sixteen trying to disappear
for one week and a half
you know it's all an act
cause there's still a lot i haven't put into words yet

hangar

hangar (blackwinterwells)

video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KKok9eWeUuY
prod https://soundcloud.com/opal707 + https://soundcloud.com/gregar
mix/master me

lyrics
this feels like going nowhere
but im still trynna make it
and she called me a monster :(
yea i stole her heart to break it

man i feel like just another
and i dont know how to say it
im only getting dumber
and i dont know how to take it

yea i guess its better leaving
& i guess its not so easy
but imma make it please believe me
imma take it to the ceiling

fuck man another day passes
& its all meaningless aint trynna be dramatic
nothings worth it i dont know what happened
its all crazy to u to me its so tragic

and i aint feeling, call it apathy
dont wanna meet i told her let it be
cus i aint seeing what u see in me?
(its been awhile since ive been feeling me)

another text another melody
its been awhile since ive been feeling me
man its just another day to me

The Upload

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