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@miraie @cari049 @kairo6k
prod @januaryyy @kojowav

visual: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RA34569O_78

tried again +miraie, cari 049 (jxlyy & kojo)

lil dovas + emotionals3k - dior shades (prod. silver + deadat18)

song abt mdma n heartbreak

LYRICS;

we could b like edward and bella
got worse when it didnt get better
love hurts so im under  the weather
me an the molly look better together
me an the molly look better together
me an the molly like romeo, juliet
i like it better when i cannot feel a thing

we some vivienne thugs
imma write my name in the blood
write my name in the deathnote
sometimes u gon learn 2 just let go
sometimes u gon learn 2 just lay low
so i been dropping these percs inside this faygo
lovers gon always fight but thats my bae tho
imma wake up an hurt myself thats the same old
comedown make me wanna kill my self
i had 2 do it alone with nobody else
fucked up did me so wrong 
i should scrap this whole song
but the show must go on

MoLLY (prod. kidtrashpop) i h8 my life

prod me
guitar by afton
ft @creativeravine

cyan :
i dont see what you see
something about the way you use me
swear to god i fucking hate it
everything you fucking say
gets lost inside my fucking brain
i cannot go another day
just please get out(x6)

ravine :
i might just wait forever
hoping i can find myself
life just keeps going faster
man i guess it can't be helped
would you hold, would you wait
would you care for me
when i'm down, when i'm lost
you'll be there for me
maybe you're my imaginary phantom of bliss
everyday feels the same until you get out of my head
just please get out(x4) 

cyan:
i dont see what you see
something about the way you use me
swear to god i fucking hate it
everything you fucking say
gets lost inside my fucking brain
i cannot go another day

just please get out(x6)
you're all i needed

spotify

get out

@taylor
@sainttomorrow

i was living my sorrow but now i can live my life
i thought you were an angel and youd grow wings in front of my eyes
im obsessed with escaping theres no reason i cant fly
when you tell me you love me i dont know how to cry

everydays the same i can never get a break
know you wanna change but you're still stuck in your ways
keep making mistakes but youll never take the blame
im afraid of everything not being the same

i was complaining you were erasing the thoughts in my head
you're contemplating the things that you said
im concentrated on not being dead
its complicated but theres nothing left

im giving up im just way too too tired to try
you said you hate me but i know that shit is a lie
i couldnt tell you the truth if you looked in my eyes
im too afraid of the words that live in my mind

how to cry prod taylor morgan & saint tomorrow

100 reasons w/ pradaaslife (prod. deathlike)

woke up from a nap n made this
@kojowav @euphoriaclub

i just cant be wrong cant be right
im always score down in this fight
got ur bitch she wan spend the night
i cant fold like that out ur mind

hard for me to trust when they all look the same
ive been stirring up bad ideas in my brain
thousand digits lined up thats like 10 times of ur pay
heard u tryna link up no we are not the same

oh and everything i did it is all for me
wanna make a song it'll cost a fee
if u wanna talk down i'll leave with blood on my jeans

2 shots ain't no cup thats filled up
i been fucking up know that im living wrong
30 mg in my cup pray that i wont throw up
light a gram and then im stuck while im thinking of ya

score down (kojo)

@176s
@lilac

art by @jyoucyo on twitter

wordz:
i always tried to make it all better
i couldnt find and piece it all together
im stuck in time i couldnt write the letters
I tried to tie everything and forget her
im getting off track im stuck between the lines
i cant believe ive been living all a lie
i know its wrong and its making me so blind
i knew it was fake ima leave it all behind

i never wanna try again
i never wanna fall again
you never stuck to the end
yeah theres no more time to spend
your the one that keeps me close
never wanted you to know
never seem to let you go
too afraid to be alone

alone (waifu x lilac)

Oct2021

this is my fav song off the album...
had to do a cover of it...
original song: "ctrl alt del" by corbin

ctrl alt del (corbin cover)

I wish i miss it + ashes.(branwen)

Advice prod toby fox

girlfriend u_u (prod. chicio x runitne)

strollen up tha hill wit mai e-scoota & Boo cs im mirin brah #Dragon
@shinjinv ^.^ セクシー

im2 busy runn upTha muni
in ThaFeels lik i aint Evn shi
dnt wnaTalk i hav a #studdedBelt on me
im ovrwhelmd, myG idk whoz who 

i giv wht i get
no nonSense
no plce 4 no%Lies
i feel lik im Spyro 
tha way tht i rym
noBody gon tell me whts 
wrong or whts rite

iUndrstand myself
i dnt nda listn
ur not doin anythin Bettr4 me
bich i m Girrrr ima wolf unda skin
hakuna matata 
thers no nda wori

no nda wori babi we r Fyn
i dnt wnt conflict i dnt hav no tym
bro thy so nosy 
thy kpin an iiiii().()
u Gon talk ugly while i gon re:cline

i gt som prblms 2 yk
i Wna die bt idk
v confusd ab myself
gna go runni up MyOwn
i doNot care ab ur shi
dnt Wna sho myFace OHNO!
ima b wht i wnt somday
ima Die tryin if i cnt

y so Fyn fo? ((shinjin))

prod by me :) (https://soundcloud.com/02jan)

not coming back ((02jan))

ちっぽけな星よ

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