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prod// @sadboiforever @dageer02

i don wanna die 2day
make me fall in love when is saw ur face :3
then we fall apart :(
broke me from the start
tellme y u love thn u broke my heart .???
can u help me find the reason..
bby i keep 🩸🩸bleeding🩸🩸
tell me where u r noww.... ??
tell me if u feel it ;)

@lileddy8
kiss me softly 
with your regrets
i’m all for you and I fall for it
don’t call for me
cuz i’m not for this
you weren’t for me 
and it all makes sense
eh-eh
i know you’re afraid of the dark
you got this place in my heart
how did we get this far
i hate when we have to depart


i thot u were so cool i was such a fool :(
now I'm all alone n im trapped up in my room
I'm watching all the shadows...walking past u 0_0
addicted 2 the past & I cant escape the truth DX
..?o??0

& it makes sense... w/ lileddy [2001 + dageer]

this is to you <3
@mental
@176s
art by oddy

[blxty]
i don't think that i've been alright
lately it's felt like i'm underwater
and when that ask say that i'm fine
really i am not okay
okay okay okay okay
forget how i feel
it doesn't even matter
it feels like lately i've been falling in these patterns
when i'm with you my brain is scattered 
feels like i'm moving backwards ugh
it's like i'll never meet your standards

i wanna figure you out
i wanna see why you frown
you know i wonder why it's you,
that my world spins around <3
there's something missing.. 
it's my heart,, and you have stole it
i'm falling into your arms
i swear it's all just a dream
pls pinch me
it's not real
it's so fake
i can't take this anymore
i swear that i'm just a bore
to you.

[mental]
i take a breath i cant feel
my lungs
im falling head over heels
for your love
i know that youre better than me
give it up
ill be whatever you want
this feels like more than a crush

ive never felt the way that i feel right now
ive never been so shy when somebodys around
ive never felt like i was bound by fate
but when i first saw ur face
it was already too late
for me

[blxty]
to me i'm screwed
i've seen the truth
see right thru you
i'd lie for you
i'd cry for you
i'd die for you
i swear i would lose it all for you
girl this is to you
da-da-da-da

[blxty & mental]
blxty: hey mental i have been horrible!!
mental: hey blxty why are you horrible?!
blxty: i put it all onto myself and it's WAY too hard!!
mental: i think you should rest a little more ):
blxty: i can't take this anymore X.X
mental: dont forget what you're fighting for
blxty: i can't.. i can't.. i just can't do it!!
mental: i think you can do it i believe in u<3
blxty: i think i can do it i believe in me (x4)
oddyssi:

to you ft. mental (sense)

produced by me, inspired by blue eyes by ecco2k
alone pt. 2
the next song will be a hard song

lyrics:

(are you stuck in yesterday)
used to be the main one till they turned me to a sidekick
can you really tell the future or were you just lying again
it's been years since i first talked to you so are we still friends
you were acting like i couldn't use my eyes through the lens

were you sabotaging all my plans, i've been walking hours in the sand
i've been way too long without a stance, i can't tell the clones apart from fans
and it's fuck you today, and if i wake up tomorrow then that means that i'm okay
i don't even feel betrayed, can you tell that i'm insane, if i'm walking through the sidelines then you better leave my way

i watched the rain fall through my window, it was better than before
i fell out with all my day ones now they never take my word
it's a double sided sword, did you get what you wanted, i forgot what i wanted, but i got it on torrent

just like fuck it, i can't see it, not the first time that i lead it, 
if i don't get my props i'm gonna leave it
hate it, and i hate you, i don't need it
stop it, i don't wanna have to go repeat it
do it all the time but i don't even want it
did you like me better when i wasn't myself?
you want me to fix something that isn't broken
when i think about it i get so overwhelmed

sometimes, i can tell the breaker that i crossed the line
if you don't forgive me gotta say it's fine
i can go another day without my shine
it's alright
i can feel through my, spine
i thought of another option
how about we just be honest

i can't tell the situation that i got through my head
when i left my shit behind and then you found out i'm dead
i don't wanna be your friend but you can always pretend
i'll remember all the visits that you couldn't attend
get that shit through your head, i do not wanna talk
and you say that that's ok when you were never involved
they gon bring up all that shit that i don't do anymore
if you never wanna talk then that means that you bored

for someone that moves in silence imma say you talk a lot
how does it feel? you got zeros in your squad
that shit's not real, i still took it to my heart
i was picking out the flowers, do they love me, do they not?
i'm the starter, i'm default
and if i hate you, it's my fault
because i'm always wrong, that means you're always right
and nothing that i do will be enough to apologize
you're looking through my eyes, you're looking at my soul
i came this far without one night up in a studio
you're looking at my face, i'm looking at it back
you think of death and that's enough to give you heart attacks
but i saw death up close
and all the fiction makes you think that there would be a ghost
would you still die for those that wouldn't die for you?
and if this life is just a game i'm not afraid to lose

(i just fake and pause)

again 🔁

insta @1viizzi


Lyrics:

I can never seem to take a W this is a losing game 
your playing with my heart and my head like fucking chose a game
getting sick and tired of being lied to
quitting all these drugs man I can’t I swear I tried to 

My heart is aching im giving up quickly 
Talk about her and I will move on swiftly
They want the smoke then I bring it like chimney 
our love was magical straight outta Disney  

Sometimes I wonder if u ever missed me
I hate to say but I miss how u kissed me
dead before 50 dead before 40
Dead before 20 I think I’m falling

Falling when it come to money I be balling 
acting like a clown u a lame ur so appalling  
I don’t even know what ur trying to do 
But I’ve been trying it to 
What are you trying to prove to me 

I don’t care now 
I feel my time is coming 
your looking so stunning 
I  can’t stop running 
from all my problems 
I know I cause them 
my games I’d pause them
just to talk to u again I swear I’m doing better then I ever did before 
But I can’t take it anymore more
i walk away and slam the door

i said i don’t care
but I didn’t mean it so don’t even try to go there 
Ur tryna intervene and I just think that it is unfair
hopping on my dick like a ride at a fun fair 

I can never seem to take a W this is a losing game 
your playing with my heart and my head like fucking chose a game
getting sick and tired of being lied to
quitting all these drugs man I can’t I swear I tried to 

My heart is aching im giving up quickly 
Talk about her and I will move on swiftly
They want the smoke then I bring it like chimney 
our love was magical straight outta Disney

losing game ( p. tenoji )

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r&j +keyblayde808 (ddertbag)

$20 each (dm to lease)

allSolo

https://srdbeatz.github.io/

__glo__

@angelicxmei
@quannnic
@k4rson

[arid]
i get the bag im poppin them tags
i dont got time dont know where you at
im causin a takedownnn
on track i cant find my way back
im just tryna get my racks
all my memories play back
the way u act is so wack
stab me in my back

i relapse in my mind its all ending
i cant go all my life keep pretending
and everytime u talk i always seem to fall
i wish every problem always felt this small

[angelicxmei]
inside im empty
yea im like doll

i cant see the ending
am i going to tore

u cant break my heart
yea its made of stone

tryna come back to u
cuz you're my home

and my heart cold
i need a sweater

i hate me 
i cant do better

and my hands are cold
i need u for a warm
and i trust more and more
im about to fell in love

[quannnic]
spent a rack on yojhi, dont judge me
what the fuck are you becoming
your so close but you cant touch me
cant hear you did you say something
bitch i turn you out
put my gun up to your mouth
talk to me i wont allow
bitch its you im fine without

ending w/ angelicxmei x quannnic (karson)

sorry for the wait, feel like im taking a shot at the dark with this song so i rlly hope u all enjoy <33

thank u martin and thank u to everyone who supports me

lyrics:

i had to lose something again
rlly turned nothing into a ten
do all tht i can, and it all descends
ask me how im doing and it just depends
ask me how i do it, idrk
life feels like im blindfolded, roaming all alone
sometimes i need a friend
ik that ive got myself til the end,
but it gets hard when their's weight on my chest
and u took a part of me but i saved the rest

i hate this feeling it wont get away
i feel like im never wanted, so i get away
try so hard, but it never seems to go my way
it's too much now, can't go on, i'll sit and stay

but i might run away as far as i can
holding on tight, tryna stick to the plan
no i cannot change, it's too late for amends

i had to lose something again
rlly turned nothing into a ten
do all tht i can, and it all descends
ask me how im doing and it just depends
i had to lose something again
rlly turned nothing into a ten
do all tht i can, and it all descends
ask me how im doing and it just depends

lose again (martin leib)

We kno where u are >:)

prod: @lewisgoing

@wtfscart
@1lucina

#SerotoninSociety

Setback w/ Lucina + Scart (lewisgoing)

burning bridges + lucina (miharu)

so count it
1 2 3 4 5
stare right into both my eyes
impurity
it's what i did
it's who i am
impurity
it's what i did
it's who i am
so count it
1 2 3 4 5
stare right into both my eyes
impurity
it's what i did
it's who i am
impurity
it's what i did
it's who i am

Wire-Frame

inspired by lain


tear me apart break me down again
i dont want to think of all the things you said again
and ill take the blame for it all
just leave me be

(just leave me be)

i know its really hard
on you
so you can leave the blame
on me
this time ill play my part
for you
so just go and leave the blame on me

tear me apart again
dont want to think of all the things you said again
and ill take the blame for it all
just leave me be

tear me apart break me down again
i dont want to think of all the things you said again
and ill take the blame for it all
just leave me be

(just leave me be)

i have nothing
except myself to blame
you have something
so leave the blame on me
i have nothin
so it is clear to see
i have nothing
so leave the blame on me

leave the blame on me

@craves @177p @tekea @brknglss @sasaeng @cloudbxy1

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