I'll Implode

One of the few ways I'm trying to cope with grief. Cannot let it consume me.
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Simply Surviving

Thursday Nights

Lyrics 4 the curious ...

i'm still tryna keep track of
all the anger that's
sweeping through my brain
the day to day 
of always staying on track

i'll take the next train

i wanna go back
i wanna go back 
to the other day
i wanna go back
to the other day

when i saw your face
every pore that you tore from its place
and you held that smile with such grace
i'm safe, i'm safe

but then you're pulled away 
from my grasp
i can barely breathe
i gasp for a breath
as i open my eyes
i gasp for a breath 
when i see my demise

and i look around
at empty room
filled with treasures
i've collected for years

hoping they'd replace you

i'm still tryna keep track of
all the anger that's
sweeping through my brain
the day to day 
of always staying on track

i wanna go back to
the other day
the other day
i wanna go back
i wanna go back

can you tally up 
all the points i've made?
keeping calendars 
marked beyond belief
tracking choices i make
leaving invoices all the mistakes

invoices of all my mistakes

i'm still tryna keep track of
all the anger that's
sweeping through my brain
going insane
the day to day 
of always staying on track
take the next train

i wanna go back
i wanna go back
i wanna go back
to the other day

i wanna go back
i wanna go back
i wanna go back 
to the better days

were they yesterday?
it's been years since i felt that way

The Other Day

lyyyrics ... 

The face on the Moon 
Watching over an ungrateful town   
Their eyes filled with blue 
Even Her powers can’t control a crowd

All the different phases    
Their hope in Her is fading 

The yellow Sun’s new bloom 
Children laughing as if winter wasn’t true    
They whisper secrets in two’s
His head filled up with gas
But even this too shall pass

Endless summer vacation
His hope in them is fading

Oh how the dawn feels clouded
His replenishing rays, Her haunting gaze
And as the world is stopping
Sun and Moon, come back as two

Even if the day is done 
Their love is never fading

Fading

l y r i c s ...

pictures of you in the dark
that's when i smile the brightest
oh, when i feel the highest

playing charades in your car
asking me what my sign is
maybe the planets can align this

way i feel
about you
way i feel
about you
way i feel
about you
way i feel
about you

radio plays through our minds
moonlight guides waves in oceans
while our bodies in motion

can you stay for the night?
whatever feels right
and even in the early start of my days
you'll feel

the way i feel
about you
the way i feel
about you
the way i feel
about you
the way i feel
about you, you

Way I Feel (About You)

it's chaotic. it's noisy. yet still composed... enjoy the musical rendition of the breakdown i had while making this.
(producing the song wasn't the cause, tho there’s no guarantee you won’t feel that way xP)

CRIDE

The Owlet (wip)

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Recorded demos of upcoming songs for my album.

Dissociation sucks so I wrote a song about it.

nothing is real

all songs are written and performed by Baxter Lila

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