(vol. #​1)「Running Out Of Time」


hihihii, more plans 2 be active now 。thx 2 the ppl who support this n the other ppl who have the patience 2 still be here 2day  <3 。1st song from ep will b soon then i'll release the whole thing when i feel satisfied with it, this song n another extra im working on will b included in it 。(dis is mostly filler 2 start things off, the actual ep songs have all my effort put in2 them. dis jus sumthing i made the other day n thot wuz cool lol)

lyrx:

y cant things jus never change oh
y can't things jus stay the same
i feel more worse like everyday
i can't stop crying, my chest hurts
go outside, it's nice 2day
i wanted it 2 rain tho
i can't seem 2 catch a break
i can't slow down
i'll fall out oh

life's 2 fast 
and i need 2 catch up !!!
all my feelings
r boiling up !!!!
i don't wanna feel 
like i'm left behind
i don't want2 b
lost by time !!!

desmi

lifes2fast4miku⋆｡ﾟ☁︎｡⋆｡ ﾟ

(vol. #​2)「A Burden Off My Chest」

ur lips r so sweet
i hold on to ur hands
then we're falling from the sky, i let go

why can't this last forever
and ever 
and ever

why can't this last forever
and ever 
and ever

right when i met u
the flowers were blooming
and never would i thought
that u would come choose me
i'm on my knees 
and it's just 4 u
and my heart it beats 
when ur in the room
now we're dancing 
in the clouds again
all our memories
just turned to ash

ur lips r so sweet
i hold on to ur hands
then we're falling from the sky, i let go

why can't this last forever
and ever 
and ever

why can't this last forever
and ever 
and ever

that look in ur eyes
sad and bitter
know that it's okay 2 cry
when i wont be here
all good things must end
i know it's sad but ya it's true
till we meet again
i think the world's way too cruel


ur lips r so sweet
i hold on to ur hands
then we're falling from the sky, i let go

why can't this last forever
and ever 
and ever

why can't this last forever
and ever 
and ever

last✫forever!!!!!

new wujek exclusive @weejk
 
i'll be gone soon
dont u worry
sawu leaving in a a hurry
with your news friends 
and your boyfriend 
pissed off u evcer met him

and i dont know why this burning pain 
is still inside 
and i dont know why im doing this tonight 
 
one last kiss is all i ask 
come and meet me after class 
wanna sit alone with u 
talk about what we would do 
reminis about the days 
when everything seemed so ok 
baby this is my last day 
i'll leave you be right while you lay

wujek - one last kiss

@menthol100s
just an alt version of
https://soundcloud.com/menthol100s/retard

gurl itz confidentiallll

(vol. #​‎3)「I'm A Half-Failed Magical Girl, But That's Okay!!」

I'm out here
Can you hear me?
Out of breathe
I'm so useless
Right after
I hear your "i.l.y."
Then I can cry

Love it when you say my name
I stand afar, feeling like I'm not enough
Are you proud of me?
Always coming back to you, you're noticing
Sometimes I wish that I knew what you think
Open up your arms
And catch me when I fall
I hope that it's not too late
To fix my heart
This time I won't
Let the world fall apart
This time I won't
Let your wishes come undone

I'm out here
Can you hear me?
Out of breathe
I'm so useless
Right after
I hear your "i.l.y."
Then I can cry
You hate me
Just maybe?
Don't blame me
I Just overthink
After all I'm dreaming
In this world
I call "Make Believe"

everytime​‎ :​‎ after 鹿目まどか (vol. #3)

@weejk (is wujek)
@d9smi (am miku)

lyrics lol:

blonde hair
walking thru the hallway
walked up 2 her
she looked at me
and said "oh hey"
cutting thinking that she's
on my mind like all day
i just want her touch &
i just want her luv
we were all together
i wuz feeling alrite
i held her hand
and told her baby
it wuz so fine
she smiled & laughed and said
"do u want 2 be all mine?"
dat wuz 4 months ago
& i can't let it go

cut my face & watch me bleed!!!
blood is dripping down my sleeve!!!
always said that u love me!!!
no idk wut that means...

cut my face & watch me bleed!!!
blood is dripping down my sleeve!!!
always said that u love me!!!
no idk wut that means...

na na na na naaa
na na na na naaaa
na na na na naaa
na na naa naa naaaa

always in my head
but u never seem 2 care
when ur in 4 class
u jus look at me n glare
writing on my desk
telling me 2 kms

but then u love me ?

idk wuts wrong
but i rly wanna kno
is it me or u
will we ever get along
take u out 2 prom
then i'll teach u how 2 talk

abt ur problems 

cut my face & watch me bleed!!!
blood is dripping down my sleeve!!!
always said that u love me!!!
no idk wut that means...

cut my face & watch me bleed!!!
blood is dripping down my sleeve!!!
always said that u love me!!!
no idk wut that means...

na na na na naaa
na na na na naaaa
na na na na naaa
na na naa naa naaaa

cut my face & watch me bleed!!!
blood is dripping down my sleeve!!!
always said that u love me!!!
no idk wut that means...

cut my face & watch me bleed!!!
blood is dripping down my sleeve!!!
always said that u love me!!!
no idk wut that means...

na na na na naaa
na na na na naaaa
na na na na naaa
na na naa naa naaaa

na na na na naaa
na na na na naaaa
na na na na naaa
na na naa naa naaaa

wujek - idk wut that means!!! (ft. desmi)

follow wujek @weejk folwhim

walk to school see her all the time 
long black hair 
hello kitty tights 
i jsut wanna talk
wanna make her mine 
i feel like a mess 
wanna freakin die 


shes perfect 
im not worth it 
im a loser baby
know i dont deserve this 

wanna get your love 
yeah i wanna eat ur heart 
see u all the time as ur walking 
to ur car 
smoking cigaretees as im walking in the dark
wanna get ur love 
i jsut wanna eat ur heart

wujek - eat ur heart <333

had it all...

(vol. #​‎3.5)「And This Always Happens」

https://open.spotify.com/track/1kym5flo1tktPLLBjLrYmZ?si=3a00d787be004119

i stared deep in her eyes
now i'm falling thru time
she's a witch in disguise
watch her die everytime
with a smile and a laugh
i got stuck in her plans
she wants me in her grasp
i'll keep fighting til i can't

be nice 2 me
u ruined everything !!!

i'm not ur frend
but not ur enemy !!!!!

i'll scream & shout 
i'll cry & pout !!!!!

i'll kill myself
if ur 2 mean 2 me !!!!!!

be nice 2 me!!! / higurashi 北条 沙都子

dreaming of u & nightcore.. @weejk

lyrics:

close ur eyes
feel alright
dont u kno
ur 2 die 4
all the time
in the night
dreaming of
u & i girl

close ur eyes
feel alright
dont u kno
ur 2 die 4
all the time
in the night
dreaming of
u & i girl

saw u at the mall
fit right in with all ur friends
i was dreaming abt u baby
don't want this shit to end
wanna talk everyday
even tho i know we can't
wish i wasn't fucking stupid
so that message i can send

i'm obsessed with u
it's obvious ???
i need ur luv 
like being friends
wish i had sum confidence
so maybe i can try again 

but girl..

close ur eyes
feel alright
dont u kno
ur 2 die 4
all the time
in the night
dreaming of
u & i girl

close ur eyes
feel alright
dont u kno
ur 2 die 4
all the time
in the night
dreaming of
u & i girl

wujek - close ur eyes..

i cant resort
u fucking whore
look what u've done x2
cuts on me and i cant breathe
let off a little more steam thrn forget me
why would u want me i couldnt imagine
a world without you is one to die in

resort

(vol. #​‎4evr)「Am I In Reality Or Am I Insanity?」

https://open.spotify.com/track/36Hr8dnUPs266hdeieAUs6?si=fde9561544fc47ee

kanojo2kanojo///totono.___ 1/4

lyrics:

give u what u want
u can take it all away right from me
give me all ur secrets
& tell me that u luv me
cuddle in my arms
can u promise u won't ever leave me?
don't betray my trust
i don't wanna see u cheating

could YOU ignore
that girl just for once ???
don't crawl back 2 HER
when i'm right here ...
it's only ME, you, and YOU
i'm the one YOU need !!!!
in this pretend world
i'm all YOU want !!!!!

lost inside delusions
trusts me & it's her mistake
never had solutions
found her crying in the rain
i can wipe my tears
me & her, we're not the same
staring in the mirror
with a grin across my face

don't say my name
u'll bring me my flowers
i've had enough
of ur games
now it's time for mine

give u what u want
u can take it all away right from me
give me all ur secrets
& tell me that u luv me
cuddle in my arms
can u promise u won't ever leave me?
don't betray my trust
i don't wanna see u cheating

could YOU ignore
that girl just for once ???
don't crawl back 2 HER
when i'm right here ...
it's only ME, you, and YOU
i'm the one YOU need !!!!
in this pretend world
i'm all YOU want !!!!!

kanojo_2_kanojo ~ bring ME flowers (vol. #4evr)

im based in every way

im girl on r9k 
im on ther everyday 
im looki9ng for a friend 
or something more i guess (x2)

incel bf 
yeah i want that 
i need more drugs fucked up 
on the prozac 
break hearts yeah girl now i do that 
im on top of the threads ye im cool now 
i dont fit in 
im not like other girls 
ima neet 18 and im unemployed 
on my friends list i got like a hundread boys 
love to use them yeah they mf fgucking toys

im girl on r9k 
im on ther everyday 
im looki9ng for a friend 
or something more i gues (x4 or somethign)

wujek - i'm girl on /r9k/

(Off-Screen)「Nothing Ever Happens Here Anways...」

https://open.spotify.com/track/6iYwx9CfyyrRMaVEa0GX68?si=d829574bf39a4242

school days, wrong story... ////rena/kotonoha?

lyrics:

(L: u took my luv, used that
R: ur pretty hair, all black
L: went2 ur house, sit back
R: i used2 feel attached)

my eyes on u, so sad
ur pretty hair, all black
we used to walk, hold hands

i used to feel - attached

u took my luv, used that
i took my knife, went back
to ur house, sit back

close the door - relax

when i'm done with u
i'm done with me

we weren't meant to be
i'm so sorry

i got pushed to shame
and now u bleed

this seems to be the end
of "love" stories

Can I ask you one thing?
I loved you....
But did you feel the same?
You hurt me...
I just wanted something-
Between us...
But all this hatred told me-
"It's worthless..."

end of love (and hate?) #whentheycry竜宮 レナ

@deadcouple

and i wont lie it's pissing me off
that u wont respond to my text
and yeah i cried
yeah so what
sorry that i actually cared
all ur little friends spread gossip about us
and i wont pretend
that it was gonna eventually end
we promised we would be forever
we said thatd wed hold hands under the stars
i guess it meant nothing
when u said forever
cause a month later.
u decided to jump off
I THOUGHT YOU SAID WED DO THAT SHIT TOGETHER
I GUESS IT MEANT NOTHING WHEN U SAID FOREVER
HOLDING OUR HANDS AS WERE FALLING OFF
OF THE ROOF OF THE SCHOOL
AND WE'LL LAND IN THE POOL
AND DROWN

yai - school swim team is gonna have to scrape our bodies from the bottom the of the pool demo

beat @odihu

https://open.spotify.com/track/3BGn9mC8B7TOGeZqfJNXaT?si=b6b1d111540244e4

why do u care
if i do wrong with myself
i have problems
but its not like i need ur help
staring down this building now
one bad thought i'll jump right down
not like u care anyhow
not until i hit the ground

gashes on my neck
why do u seem so upset 
ask me what the heck
yooo ur eyes r filled with death
bring me flowers to my deathbed
fucking migraine in my forehead 
i'll be better just not right yet
in the graveyard i feel so dead

not until i'm dead

instrumental by me, ft. @deadcouple

https://open.spotify.com/track/3BGn9mC8B7TOGeZqfJNXaT?si=b6b1d111540244e4

lyrics:
[sekai:]
she's a girl i met online
she could take my heart
yeah for a dime
her long pink hair and evil eyes
so dragged to her i'm mesmerized

she's a girl i met online
she could take my heart
yeah for a dime
her long pink hair and evil eyes
so dragged to her i'm mesmerized

kisses on the cheek
baby ur so sweet
my knees are feeling weak
i forgot to eat
think it's been a week
and theres blood on my sheets
in what fucking world
would someone like me?

i just wanna be normal, normal
sit around feeling horrible, horrible

i just wanna be normal, normal
sit around feeling horrible, horrible

she's a girl i met online
she could take my heart
yeah for a dime
her long pink hair and evil eyes
so dragged to her i'm mesmerized

she's a girl i met online
she could take my heart
yeah for a dime
her long pink hair and evil eyes
so dragged to her i'm mesmerized

[deadcouple:]
yeah i love ur smile its adorable
im afraid to mess up this time i dont want that
sit in my room wasting away feeling horrible
yeah i hate this shit i always feel like trash

cut and crash
why are you sad?
dont feel bad
i did this all for you

why are you sad?
dont be mad
wipe ur tears
i did this all for you

[sekai:]
she's a girl i met online
she could take my heart
yeah for a dime
her long pink hair and evil eyes
so dragged to her i'm mesmerized

she's a girl i met online
she could take my heart
yeah for a dime
her long pink hair and evil eyes
so dragged to her i'm mesmerized

denpa girl ft. deadcouple

instrumental by me, featuring odihu @odihu :333

follow our group @kissmarrykawaii we gonna post there #kmk
https://open.spotify.com/track/5kSvpC5kMN5zRSB9PLYazU?si=47afd3d62fb0410f

lyrics:
[sekai]
tell me now, tell me now
i'm dying out, i'm dying out
tell me now, tell me now
i'm dying out, i'm dying out

breaking down on the floor
i'm bouta pass out
i can't solve this game of life
i should just quit now
wanna get close to u
but i don't know how
i should just shut up and close my mouth
found a rope in the garage
i could kill myself
when no ones home
my problems solved
im a stupid emo bitch
which everyone knows
so if i slash my wrists, they won't care so?

[odihu]
i guess ill go with silence being by my self all the time
thoughts about suicide always will be inside my mind
cause all i ever feel is insecurity and regret
i want someone to be by my side and be where i rest
wish i had something to live for
all day i'm on discord
got nothing else to live for no more
depressed
thinking about kms
think i need to sos
my life is such a fucking mess
i'm in stress
wish this would just come to an end
thinking about giving up, throw my life inside a bin
i don't wanna see again
i'm still caught up in her net
feel like i'm in so much debt
everything is such a threat
i'm just hanging off a thread

[sekai]
tell me now, tell me now
i'm dying out, i'm dying out
tell me now, tell me now
i'm dying out, i'm dying out (x2)

tell me now (w/ odihu)

@odihu beat and feat 

https://open.spotify.com/track/4XzpbdXD4o7JfSjfUnEA13?si=cb5ed6f792af4284

just another monday
gotta get through it
late to all my classes
they don't want excuses
sun's been shining
i still feel useless 
put a hole inside my wall
cuz i jus can't do this

i'm friends with love
but i'm also friends with hate
when i try to talk
i can't conversate
open up my laptop
and use it all the day
i love the way i live
and i don't wanna change

off of the pills i throw up in the backseat
dk where i am dont think ill ever be happy
said that im pretty but i feel like ur capping 
dont wanna live i feel like napping 
crying all the time
cause the thoughts inside my mind
i feel like a waste of time 
i just wish that i was blind
i wish u were by my side
i think bout you all the time
i just wish u didnt die 
wish u didnt suicide
cook a razor blade on the stove it burns
when you killed yourself that shit really hurt (duh)
but i cannot wait till its my turn
wont be swimming with the fishes but be flying with the birds

just another monday
gotta get through it
late to all my classes
they don't want excuses
sun's been shining
i still feel useless 
put a hole inside my wall
cuz i just can't do this

i'm friends with love
but i'm also friends with hate
when i try to talk
i can't conversate
open up my laptop
and use it all the day
i love the way i live
and i don't wanna change

i dont wanna change
pls just go away
i dont wanna change
pls just go away
i dont wanna change
pls just go away
i dont wanna change
pls just go away

i jus cant do this (w/ odihu)

it’s a busy street
got a place to be
but 
she walked up to me
i couldn’t look away

she kissed my cheek 
said i’m gonna see
the sky’s too full
i don’t know what that means 

please no zakuro don’t jump
you don’t know what it means to me
the sky above’s too blue to see
but i heard the sound when you hit concrete

i can’t touch the walls
walking down the halls
i got back to school
hid beneath the pool

there’s no way she knew
what i was gonna do
we gathered on the roof
and then we flew

>.<

bay