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In honor of the latest edition of "A Moment In Rhymesayers" video series, which focuses on Headshots tape #4: History, we wanted to post up a track from the tape. No song seemed more fitting and perfect than Soul Eqlipse "Think". "History" was recorded and released for, as well as, is dedicated to Soul Eqlipse/Abstract Pack/Headshots member Sess, who had passed away earlier that year. Soul Eqlipse was a group that consists of two members of The Abstract Pack; Sess and Glo. We asked Glo to give us his memories on the song "Think" below. Check out this special video and dedication to Sess here: bit.ly/RSE20YT

In my opinion that was the best song we've ever written together as Soul Eqlipse, because it was the realest! Every song we ever wrote was about rippin MCs or how hip hop we were and when I presented the concept to Sess he was with it. It's also IMO that his verse on there is one of, if not the, realest he's ever written. He was brutally honest about his drinking and smoking habit, and how/why he did it. He gives advice that he was never given about some things people should think about before they chose a religion, etc… But, also the fact that he has all this wisdom about these things, but didn't "have the balls" to follow through with what he knows that could save his life. Ironically, after we wrote the song and had performed it a couple of times, Sess started really trying to slow down a little for his sons, being an even better father, and in his life in general. That song also showed me the power of substance in MC'ing vs. just rappin for me. As in, how I wanted to do my art. The (Abstract) Pack really started  recording (their official debut album) "Bousta Set It" shortly after his death and that was the last time I ever used cusswords in my lyrics. That song changed me, changed us, changed him. 
-Glo Pesci of Soul Eclipse/The Abstract Pack/Headshots Crew

LYRICS:

Glo's Verse: "I got a problem, I got a real big problem/But, this situation goes way past using a condom/But I must admit sometimes I don't roll on one/Diseased? No, not at all son, but am I really sure about the origins of my sneeze/and high Feev's I seem to catch to easily/all to often, nowadays, plus I'm constantly coughing/Exhaustion just from walking, could it be ways I'm caught in/a zone of coincidenti-ality, past technicalities / of girls I boned, or is God simply saying he's mad at me?/That'll be ill, but still I know/It's a combo of the last two this time's been passed due / LIving life off the mercy of the Lord/Now I ask you, 'Is it worth it?' Hell no! Sure, I scored/But, after once or twice you get bored/Looking into the face of someone who you have no care for/And, then she relays she's pregnant, but, that's not all, there's more/You've been diagnosed with WHAT??!! Though I say I didn't give it with conviction, I'm unsure/HMMMM, Did I when we did it?/My conscious tried to mention my symptoms, I didn't listen/So, is it / Chlamydia from Lydia or Syphilis from Phyllis/Or Gonorrhea from Lawana or Leah/I'm looking in the mirror, 'I Can't believe ya, I can't believe ya'/You played yourself and gave yourself to undeserved crotches/and now my skin is plagued with splotches/I ruined other peoples lives, as well as mine/It's too much for my conscious, more stress than Brent Sayers or Pharoah Monch combined, mixed/How did I get caught up in this mess/I guess I should thought, yes, that would have prevented/gave help in giving myself respect/but it's too late, life has dealt me a bad card/or did I take it?/Or did my bad decisions make it? / As whatever spreads I can't shake it and it will not stop/But, I'm too scared to see the doc, I just keep on until I drop/Y'all, I'm on call with death, my picture's posted on His mail room wall/But could have one good thought and decision, stopped it all?/I'll never know…"

Hook: "Just think…just think…what if you could just, just think, just…think, what if you could just, just think, just think, what if you could just, huh, just blink yourself away/but, you can't you're here to stay/So, you best make decisions to live and see the next day/But, HEY, do what you wanna do/But, before you do something stupid, think it thru, man, think it thru…"

Sess' verse: "Think of the ways for life before you pick the road you're living/and the plagues in life before you choose on a religion/Best to save your life before it plummets and falls/I say, I can,but YO, I won't because I don't got the balls/I toss fools out my life who give me worry and stress/Regardless of those I love and now I said at the rest/Angered by my own actions as I feel the tears roll/I try to hide it with the weed smoke, but it poisons my soul/Oh, why do decisions of your life come back to haunt you/Like what goes around, comes around, kid, hey, I won't front/You know, I done did some dirt and I'll probably ain't done/Shit, I just jacked this one kid for fun, who wants some?/Done did mad thinking and then came to conclusions/Losing my mind trying to find that one fusion/Of happiness, lavish living and a little bit of sexin'/Each time I try, I seem to fly into a different direction/Staying somber and broke, fu**ing some trick I don't care for/Therefore the hole that I dig myself gets deeper/Creep to the liquor store, to grab another 4-0/So I can drown my sorrow into that empty 40 bottle/My homies try to cheer me up with sticky buds and pretty hotties/I guess my body's tolerance has peaked/and to all of you out there popping that weak…you best ta' think"

Hook/Outro: "Just think…just think…what if you could just, just think, just…think, what if you could just, just think, just think, what if you could just, could just, could just blink yourself away/That kid Sess'll do some dirt with no delay/I paid attention to my Pops, he didn't' play/He'd say, "Pockets, I'm depending on you son, to pull your family thru/I could give a damn what you got to do/You could get to jackin' or even selling pearly yay/But, you gotta get that loot today/I won't be here tomorrow and the rent was due yesterday, yesterday, yay-yeah…"


Soul Eqlipse - Think (1996) [Headshots tape #4: History]

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