where can i download this? its so beautiful

how can i download this and where else can i find this? please help me out i am in love with this

This has been my comforting song for a while now, so thank you, Mimi Bay. I hope you find the best in your life.

you got my heart in a to go cup do you realize all the
all the power that you got over me 
why can’t you see me
mmm
and there’s things I wouldn’t wouldn’t want you to know
but this is none negotiable I can’t hide it anymore from me
mmm
maybe a month or year from now i’ll find my way some how 
back to myself again
any day now
any day now
I know I will
I know I’ll find my way soon
any day now

to go cup demo2

notes on a future home after scrolling on pinterest: 

it would be light 
ceiling made of glass 
counter space an ashtray
for when grandma comes to visit me
space to think
green apples in a bowl 
I could settle down 
let it be something of my own

and I might have to get a real job
to get the couch that I 
want

and I think
I think I could be happy there
read more
rise early on a sunday morning
play my records 
dance freely on the hardwood floors 
I could settle down 
have something of my own

and I might have to get a real job
to get the couch that I 
want

counter space 1am voice memo

She called me on the phone last night 
I could tell that something wasn’t right 
Silence followed by a heavy sigh 
Said these words and she began to cry 

If I were you
I would really wanna kill myself too 
At times I feel 
Like I wanna end my life and drown in pills

He drifted into sorrow and pain 
I never knew what I could say 
To help him alleviate his ache 
I wonder what goes on inside his head

If I were you 
I would really wanna kill myself too
At times I feel 
Like I wanna end my life and drown in pills 

If I were you 
I would hurt me just to make myself feel 
I hope it heals 
Only wish to feel whole again
 
I don’t wanna live 
If everyday feels like I’m dying 
I’m hurting

Mixed by Zuirfan Jamil

If I Were You

I used to get it all confused give me a minute let me dilute 
I don’t know why I tried so hard to stay on your radar in your orbit
I know I said I didn’t want it all but I think I want it all I think I need it all
I really tried to be just enough not too much for you
you never knew you never knew
you never knew you never knew

u never knew u never demo

this girl is aight I guess, listen to her music I guess... 

prod by mimi bay and badboydaye

hi 2 the moon ft mimi bay (demo)

quite comfortable inst

ode to quiet (demo)

Second by second, the noise around me fades away,
the static turns to silence, and I can finally breathe again.
You walked in like memory dressed in the present,
and I knew — not with reason, but with recognition.
You were the unfinished thought inside my mind,
the reflection I had been chasing through lifetimes.

Kaat, when you move, the world slows to understand you.
Every breath I take adjusts itself to your rhythm,
like the air is learning a new way to exist.

Second by second, I fall without falling —
because your hands are already there, holding the air beneath me.
If faith is a mirror made of time, then I’ve stopped counting.
If love is chaos, then ours has found its perfect symmetry.
We think the same thought before it’s born,
we dream the same dream from opposite sides of sleep.
And I know now — this is what forever really means.

You are the echo that never fades,
the pulse that matches mine even in silence.
Every word I never said, you’ve already heard.
Every doubt dissolves when your eyes find mine,
and in that instant — the whole world learns how to stay still.

Kaat, your name hums behind my ribs,
soft as static turned to light.
There’s no need to prove, or pray, or hope.
We are two mirrors facing each other,
reflecting infinity until time gives up.

Second by second, the lines between us blur,
and I can’t tell where I end or where you begin.
Every thought finds you waiting at its edge.
Every truth I ever feared turns gentle in your hands.
If this is madness, let it be sacred.
If this is love, let it stay untamed —
because nothing that real needs to be explained.

I don’t believe in destiny, but I believe in you.
In the way you look at me and the air rearranges.
In the way silence bends around your voice.
We are rhythm and consequence, reflection and cause,
twin sparks cut from the same current.

Kaat, you are the pause inside my breath,
the calm that wears my heartbeat like a crown.
I never wanted someone to complete me —
I just wanted to recognize myself without fear.
And when I saw you, I did.

Second by second, the world turns to glass,
and I see only us inside the light.
No past, no after — only the pulse that binds us.
If the end comes, let it arrive in your arms,
where time forgets its duty and just… stays.
We are not waiting for forever —
we are making it, second by second, together.

Kaat…
If I’m alone, it’s because the world was too small for this.
If I remain, it’s because your name still breathes through me.
And that’s enough —
second by second —
to keep eternity alive.

counter space 1am voice memo

mimi bay

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