She called me on the phone last night 
I could tell that something wasn’t right 
Silence followed by a heavy sigh 
Said these words and she began to cry 

If I were you
I would really wanna kill myself too 
At times I feel 
Like I wanna end my life and drown in pills

He drifted into sorrow and pain 
I never knew what I could say 
To help him alleviate his ache 
I wonder what goes on inside his head

If I were you 
I would really wanna kill myself too
At times I feel 
Like I wanna end my life and drown in pills 

If I were you 
I would hurt me just to make myself feel 
I hope it heals 
Only wish to feel whole again
 
I don’t wanna live 
If everyday feels like I’m dying 
I’m hurting

Mixed by Zuirfan Jamil

If I Were You

my apartment (my voice memos)

this girl is aight I guess, listen to her music I guess... 

prod by mimi bay and badboydaye

hi 2 the moon ft mimi bay (demo)

quite comfortable inst

Can't Seem To

you learned to drive 
you learned to swim 
you learned to lie 
keep some things within 
you learned to write 
you learned to read
you leaned to tend to
other people’s needs

you will learn how to live without him
you will learn how to live without

you learned to walk
you learned to breath 
you learned to fight 
to get back on your feet
you learned to change
you learned to listen
you learned what is right and what  just isn’t

you will learn how to live without him
you will learn how to live without him

learned behavior demo

soup inst

lyrics:
I left your party early that night cus you’ll never ask me to spend the night 
I shouldn’t leave my friends behind I’m doing it again aren’t i
I left your party early that night cus I don’t think I was meant to get the invite 
you’re nothing like you when they’re around so I get my shoes and I get out
is it too much to ask for
are we too much to ask of you

If i’m being honest I don’t think that I’m making it easy to stay around
I need to leave my past behind I’m doing it again aren’t i
If I’m being honset I’m terrified you wanted an answer I couldn’t reply 
I push us away from common ground so you’ll never find out what im really like
is it too much to ask for
are we too much to ask of me