shoegaze, alternative indie & rock

hell

kenopsia

life imitates life

and we fall w/ grayilea

saved - bbdalena prod. til_nord 
mastered @kiddkeiji ig
cover art (moke x bbdalena)


lyrics <3

Uncertainly surreal 
I’ll tell you how I feel
The slowly sinking never ending feeling
Just follow in my lead 
I'll tell you where to meet 
I promise to be everything you need
So lets run away 
Bury all the pain 
But I can't be saved 
No I can't be saved
You’re nowhere to be found
I really need you now
Where are you when I’m down 
You’ve turned me inside out 
You promised not to change
I love the way you taste
Distilled into my brain
Forever it remains
Remains
Remains
Remain 
Be saved
No I can’t
Be saved
No I can’t
Be saved
No I can’t
Be saved

Saved

i’d die for you

6. To Death

Episode 5: "Ephemeral"

Production by Katsi Band

mixed and mastered led

composed by led

engineered by led

vocalists : led

lyricists : led

summary of the episode:

"Henry killed his ex, Anna, and got away with it. It's been months, and he's been plagued by paranoia to the point of insanity. Henry visits Anna's grave, and as he digs up her body to catch a glimpse of her, he experiences flashbacks of slitting her wrists. However, he ultimately snaps out of it, overwhelmed by a profound sense of regret. He decides it's time to move away."


lyrics:

I can’t see you through my eyes 

Feel my cold hands on your face 
Till you cannot feel me again 
Cold body, I dig from your grave 
Yeah, I keep on trying, but I can’t pretend

Not again 
Not again 
Not again 
Not again 
Not again 

You look nice in red 
Red dripping down your wrist 
spider bites on your neck
Didn’t mean to 
Didn’t mean to make u flinch 

I can’t see you through my  
I can’t see you through my eyes

Ephemeral

its something

Why do I care about you still
got empty bottles, rooms full of pills
I wait for the day that we can rebuild 
Was it all for nothing

Tell me something
Do you care at all
Just stop running 
Girl pick up the call
Before I fall

Why do I care about you still
Wasted time, what I thought was real
I’ve become lost, don’t know how to feel 
Was it all for nothing 

Why do I care about you still
got empty bottles, rooms full of pills
I wait for the day that we can rebuild 
Was it all for nothing

Empty

Pandora

Your face

With You - bbdalena 
mastered @prod.midknight


Wanna be
Wanna be with you
Let me know
How you really feel
About the song I wrote
It’s dedicated to you girl
Didn't mean to make you cry
I didn't mean to end the night
I’m all out of time
Am I?
Am I out of my mind?
But I wanna be with you 
You, you
With you

Looking at your 
Pictures and I
(And I’m)
Wondering if you’re 
Lonely and bored tonight
I’ve got a kink for the wicked mind
You're looking like one of
My type
My type 
Wanna be with you
(With you)
I’m the kind

Wanna be
Wanna be
Wanna be
Wanna be
Wanna be
Wanna be
Wanna be with you
With you

With You

Synchronicities - bbdalena (prod. rick hardy)
mastered (prod.midknight)

Lyrics:

You know I would take 
All the hurt away
Know that we would make 
The greatest love escape
Could we create 
All the promises they faked
Could you be mine

The one that I've been looking for 
The kind you want more and more of
You're what I adore
Come play with me I'm bored
Ah ah ah ah

Don't wanna fall
Out of love this shit cuts deep
Don't wanna fall 
Asleep when you're not next to me
With your back against the wall
Know you're hurt been through it all
But I won't let you fall

The one that I've been looking for 
The signs that you just can't ignore 
You're what I adore
Come kiss my neck I'm yours 
Ah ah ah ah

Synchronicities

i'll roam your head forever 
girl we're forever tethered did you know?
how many times i wrote you in my notes 
my manifesto girl we did it both 
don't make me cast a spell on ya 
don't make me do something to make me go to hell on ya
my wrist a bloody mess i cut em both 
do you still think of me when you're alone 
them college parties don't look well on ya 
you not the same girl that used to wanna bail on em
i guess a lot has changed since you've been gone
sometimes i really wish that you'd come home 

and be back with me i swear you'd feel better 
girl this is blasphemy you know i kill better 
than any nigga you call god 
cause i'm the only one for you don't tell me you forgot

so i'll open my grimoire
girl we should stay away from magic 
i know you feel the static 
in my head
in my head 
in my head 
in my head 
in my head (why you always wanna go and fuck it up) 
in my head (why you always wanna go and fuck it up)

i'll roam your head forever 
girl we're forever tethered did you know?
how many times i wrote you in my notes 
my manifesto girl we did it both 
don't make me cast a spell on ya 
don't make me do something to make me go to hell on ya
my wrist a bloody mess i cut em both 
do you still think of me when you're alone

and i'll open my grimoire
girl we should stay away from magic 
i know you feel the static 
in my head
in my head 
in my head 
in my head 
in my head (why you always wanna go and fuck it up) 
in my head (why you always wanna go and fuck it up)

grimoire

Cigarette - bbdalena (klimlords)
cover pic @ricksshhh
mastered @kiddkeiji
Lyrics 

Told you that I quit
My very last cigarette 
Quit
Told you that I quit
(I quit)
So I’m smoking my last cigarette
Love when the wind blows through your hair
She makes it so hard not to stare

I’m guessing now you found out
(You found out)
Is loving me so hard?
(So hard)
Took a chance I blew it now
(I blew it)
As I blew it out
You make it so difficult 
(So difficult)
I know that it’s not all your fault
(Not all your fault)
You see a cut and like to add salt
(Add salt)
Your judgment is made by default
(Default)

Told you that I quit
(I quit)
So I’m taking the very last sip
(My last sip)
I Love when the wind blows through your hair
(Your hair)
She makes it so hard not to stare
(Hard to stare)
Told you that I quit
(I quit, I quit)
So I’m smoking my last cigarette
(My last, its my last)
I’m smoking
I’m smoking 
My last
Cigarette 
(My last cigarette)

Cigarette

what about us?

prod. myss

i watch you struggle
your life is cursed and you ruined mine
i wont care if you leave
drinking my sorrows
you woke up a demon that's inside of me

you've become my rival
how can i love
when you've done everything and the above
you've become someone that i cannot trust
i must find my lifeboat
you ruined all of me
how much do u think that i could bleed?
baby come and see

i cannot feel 
when you do come near
ohh why why
is this real?
all you brought to me was tears

i watch you struggle
your life is cursed and you ruined mine
i wont care if you leave
drinking my sorrows
you woke up a demon that's inside of me

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