very vERY rough draft, and my friend Thomas asked if he could rap so I let him snag a verse, but its not the original song. Once I'm more comfortable with the recording of the original I'll post it so stick round please !???

At Your Wake (Original)

Lyrics:

My friends went home, I'm still in bed.
The foil burns, my blue veins bled,
but I'm still tired.
My weakness strong, I've been abused,
I spent the night trapped in my bathroom.

You let me die,
held me close
for the night.

The bus was late and my filthy hands
wrapped around a coin, it wasn't planned
for me to be so lost.
My thoughts they shook, the scars they yearned,
you found me sore, stuck in a tavern.

You let me cry,
held me close,
for the night.

You can have me,
I don't want me.
You can have me,
I don't want me. 
Do you want me?
I don't want me.
Do you want me?

Bathroom (Original)

I don't know something I wrote a couple days ago


My mind is blind
Aimlessly alive
the fix I couldn't find
escaping all my nights


The poisoned brime
of all my dry sins
They're closing in
and coming back again


I'm breaking down
The walls of my lies
From the guilt and the sound
of my broken cries
I'm leaving 


I quit pretentious laughs
A second chance
Of rediscovering
A new romance

I'm breaking down
The walls of my lies
From the guilt and the sound
of my broken cries
I'm leaving 

Im tired of hiding
from the world full of life
and though I might be small
compared to the world
I'll fight through the silence


I'm breaking down
The walls of my lies
From the guilt and the sound
of my broken cries
I'm leaving 


Fix (Original)

A little scratchy but whatever, wrote this like 10 minutes ago, new record.


The middle of the night
sleeping oh so tight
is when they finally come for you
no chance to fight
get dressed, no time
and you're off to becoming new
and so you're sent away

so far from home
a pillow of stones
what the fuck is this place
and your soul is gone
and now working on
an elaborate plan of escape
but you're not getting away

trained to be good
like a zombie should
fixing you to be pure
they stamp your mind
"we're saving your life"
at this point you're pretty sure
you're never getting away

as you return home
the words stain your bones
I have to stay this way
but until 18
hold back your screams
or you're parents will say
we're sending you away

Sent Away (Original)

Wrote this last summer. 

It's hard being brought back into reality
Escaping from the thing I like to call insanity
A reminder of the life I'll never live again
I have an out of control mind that only stays within

No more loving my broken dreams
No more guilt and regrets to define me
The world and I collide

I won't always belong or fit in with the crowd
My thoughts won't always matter, even when they're said out loud
Look in the mirror, look what I've done
All this damage, what have I become

No more hating the things I didn't plan
No more fearing the girl I really am
The world and I collide

23 (Original)

i write songs and post them here so there ya go 

bbelle