all nighter demo

sorry that it ends so abruptly :3
cover picture photographed by jixijaaa @dixiiita (on instagram)

curl up n die - matt maltese

i know there's still a part of me
that longs to bring back all the memories
of your face and your smile
i find it so hard to erase

in the night
i try to close these eyes
but every time i drift to sleep
it only takes me back to you

i cant seem to let go
i'm still stuck in my old ways
but I'll be alright, be alright

stuck in my old ways

i wonder if i'll ever finish a beat tape

just kidding, I did and you can find it here: https://statepark.bandcamp.com/

coasting

Cheers to (Ben Thompson) for the hook on track three and the fresh ideas on track nine, and cheers to (Block The Wind) for giving me the opportunity of tapping into something bigger and better than just my own efforts.

Aside from that, everything you hear was written, produced, and recorded by myself in the confinements of my tiny little bedroom, with sub-par equipment and recording knowledge.  

From the bottom of my heart, thank you to the friends and family who have encouraged me to keep going with this. I genuinely would not have been able to do any this if not for those brief interactions when you told me you enjoyed something I created, or when you made any indication to me whatsoever that I should continue to pursue this dream. To those who have listened, you have made all of this worth it, no matter what the outcome.

Skin

S I L E N Z I O (night)

overthinking pt.2 lmao 

artwork by www.instagram.com/hapimonsta

do you think it's kind of crazy that 
sometimes i can't sleep at night?

cause i cant stop wondering
how much you'd hurt me
you wont, but you might

what would you do
if someone prettier and smarter
wanted you?

would you stay? 
what if tomorrow you
decide you want me away
forever?

i can't sleep again

happy birthday dad

l̲y̲r̲i̲c̲s̲
do you ever miss her? the girl you said you love
do you ever wonder? what u did to push ur luck
you've let her down for the last time
should have held on for dear life

she drew u a picture, and u framed it on ur wall
do u remember? when she left u lost it all
u built a house with white lies
she saw through the walls this whole time

and now ur just a bad memory to her, to her

and now that she's older. she drinks away the night
with no one to hold her, cause her heart's in fight or flight
u taught her how to be scared
of people who promised they'd be there

and now ur just a bad memory to her
to her

curl up n die - matt maltese

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