histarkey - felt this way (bbyazul)

produced by @histarkey
mixed by me

lyrics:

I just wanna know if you’re
okay
kay-
okay
I just wanna know if you’re
okay
kay-
I-
I hope that you would do the same
Know I-
Go
Away

Breathe in
The world around us
Look at the world around
-round
I- 
hunch my body
curl in doubt
doubt- dou-dou-
I stay silent and close my mouth
I doubt-

Down again I fell face first in the mud
Leeches all over my skin from the flood
And I pray to god
For better days
And I hope that mommas proud of me

And I hope that mommas proud of me
cause I try so hard
I know who you are
I hope that
you’re
okay
(why)

I just wanna know if you’re okay
dou-dou-
I just wanna know if you’re okay

Cross my heart and hope to di-
die
I hold my love for you so tight-

lets walk around the I-
th-the world that we call ours
we call ours

I can’t walk around the
fact-fact
that I

reflect myself so you’d say I’m
nice

know that I-

hold the peace for all of our lives
I-
know-
you’re-
loves not-not
mine

so I
(go)

know I go away

produced by @histarkey & @dreamno7e
mixed by me

i'm sorry for being gone for awhile,
i needed some time on my own to grow.
a garden needs healthy soil to thrive
I had to learn to love myself 
for me to love you
and I hope you do the same

I have a wonderful world I want to show you
my love, and i'll hold your hand walking through it.

yours truly,
- joie

lyrics:

i ain't do this before
we both did our best
you know we're new to this
of course
i can't keep trying to
fix what i've not broken
i feel paralyzed i'm frozen
you wear a mask
disguise your emotions
do you like me after all?
after all?
is it likely the afterthought?
and adderall?
and the light green pastel walls
covered in alcohol and I can't find

you there
and you only love [me]
when you're pulling my hair
you always tell me i dont care
when you know you
act like im not there

why is it so hard to be mad at you
hard to be mad at you
you know I just wanna be happy
I’m done with the attitude
I climbed too high on top of the ladder
I’m numb to the altitude
I thought that I was doing much better 
I did what you asked me to
took my heart through the holes 
of my sweater and still I was happy to
keep you in the warmth of the 
leather my Italian jackets use
and everyday I’m under the weather
it’s hard to get back into
the last time I went out don’t remember 
I don’t know what happen to 

me I know
so tell me more about 
what I don't know
and you take 
from me more
all the life I show
and you ask me
these things
like I might
just know
(i dont!)

i ain't do this before
we both did our best
you know we're new to this
of course
i can't keep trying to
fix what i've not broken
i feel paralyzed i'm frozen
you wear a mask
disguise your emotions
do you like me after all?
after all?
is it likely the afterthought?
and adderall?
and the light green pastel walls
covered in alcohol and I can't find

histarkey - felt this way (bbyazul)

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