The past

My eyes open then am rolling out the bed 
Off the drugs keep my thought In my head 
Been a year still wondering such a mess
She don’t let me fuck at least I got the head 
Rode on a train hope it take me far away 
Laughing to the wrong joke you knw am gon fade
Locked in day4day I want it all today 
Think we know what it means so we let the space 

Quit talking 'bout my old life 
Yh I left it in my dreams
Nothing seems perfect
Cus am not where I want to be
They feel like the jokes on me 
But God is all need 
And am still cracking seal 
Billz know how that shit feels 
Need a check I can flex 
Fam str8 not little less 
She obsessed am gon sex 
Pop a pill feel happiness 
Keep the secret so she can’t pretend 
Vibe different she lost in sense

Rode on a train hope it take me far away 
Laughing to the wrong joke you knw am gon fade
Locked in day4day I want it all today 
Think we know what it means so we let the space

Day4Day

Flow

Flows(Freestyle)

Rap Monster Ft. Zico – Fuck Cockroachez

***One Eye Open is now available on paid and streaming platforms!***

Produced by: CHE
Composed by: CHE
Lyrics by: CHE

Lyrics:

[Intro]
Mmm
Mmm
Ohh (c...h...e...)

[Pre-Chorus]
Heavy in my heart
I know that I will always cave in
Looking for excuses that will push them far away when
They start getting close enough to see inside my heart
Yeah I know

[Chorus]
I gotta sleep with one eye open
Mmm all my doors are closing
No, I can't trust anyone
To look inside my thoughts and stick around
I'm losing sight of what friends are all about
I know
I gotta sleep with one eye open

Mmm
Yeah

[Verse]
Suffocation
Heavy shaking
Don't want to feel played and scared of them taking
Parts of me when
I can't see it
No more thieves stealing pieces of me and
I'll keep hiding this side of me 'til I feel safe in the company of
Mellow beats and ivory keys
No better therapy when I'm feeling

[Pre-Chorus]
Heavy in my heart
I know that I will always cave in
Looking for excuses that will push them far away when
They start getting close enough to see inside my heart
Yeah I know

[Chorus]
I gotta sleep with one eye open
Mmm all my doors are closing
No, I can't trust anyone
To look inside my thoughts and stick around
I'm losing sight of what friends are all about
I know
I gotta sleep with one eye open

[Bridge]
How many times am I gonna be pushed to the side?
Oh, I'm losing touch with them even though I try
To keep it together. No we're never doing just fine

[Outro]
Don't want to keep the cycle going
I want to feel the warmth of knowing
That I can trust anyone
To look inside my thoughts and stick around
I want to know what friends are all about
Oh no
Don't want to sleep with one eye open

[adlibs]

One Eye Open

KTH1 spoiler

are you gonna stick around?

out on all platforms 8/13

art by bfly

mixed/co-produced by ariel loh

elliot sang - stick around

art by bfly

mixed by che

lyrics:

i knew, i knew
it was never gonna be me and you
i knew, i knew
you were never gonna say you loved me too
i knew, i knew
i keep on falling by the wayside, the wayside

i was sure
you were gonna fit in with my family
i'm fallin, all in, no plan b
pero no me contestas y me desespero
confundido por el día entero
i'm sure this would be pure bliss
in a world where everything makes sense
then again, i cannot pretend
like i would be so into me

i knew, i knew
it was never gonna be me and you
i knew, i knew
you were never gonna say you loved me too
i knew, i knew
i keep on falling by the wayside, the wayside

what did you do with me?
let's have a drink, like two or three
i don't get this hurt usually
but what the fuck did you do with me?
what did you do with me
let's have a drink, like two or three
get down

elliot sang - i knew (prod. level & eem triplin)

art: lu chao - suspension (2017)

mixed by che

nah (prod. level x niketaz)

cover by hannah orange

prod. by poppa

breathing is hard
falling apart is easy
it's been too long
since halcyon has seen me
changing is hard
new responsibilities
it's been too long
since halcyon

everything gwenchana everything good
even tho i feel so misunderstood
even tho god is in the neighborhood
i feel the devil has devilish looks
shookytwts said it's my year i better open up better try my shit
spit rhyme and shit so i make money and she only care so i'll buy her shit
that's fine and shit
i can hear her askin why am i depressed
all this sad music kill the vibe n shit
that's my white boy tendencies, that's a part of me
i needn't deny the shit
not just because of my abuela but because my parents settled
in the neighborhood full of middle fed up with the rules
where i'm makin moves, *
here re, all of my thoughts in the mirror
call to em honest and clearer, peer a,
little bit closer for the hope ofa boon,
hopes like the hulk on a moon,
broken and sulkin i move,
hope to provoke inner views,
o to the v to the o when the school days broke
was the most i could do, broke as a fool, but hope is a tool,
now though i'm not proud of my whole style,
and at points, fallonmyface ow it'll be fine
cause it wouldn't change profile, like a facebook event
cause i keep face stay even
though my appeal to the folks on the hill is my culture proximity
to ghost in the shell
i do not go ghost nor go in my shell
and i stay gritty like an old stoke city feel
looking for tokes never a token
i hope to have shook a few folks before the door hinge
most of us really approach with a prayer,
but i'm less bon jovi and more slayer, year
so i won't get old and i won't get tired
and i won't get cold nor go uninspired
and i won't go low gotta keep goin higher
like pretty bby

elliot sang - gwaenchana pt. 2 (prod. POPPA)

HEY GUYS!!! i am SO excited to share this song with you all. this is the first song i have written and composed by myself and it just feels so surreal that i am finally sharing this with you all TT this song holds such a special place in my heart as i’ve spent countless nights where i couldn’t fall asleep due to my anxiety writing this song. writing and composing this song has helped me cope with my worries and anxieties and has gotten me thru so much.

i also wanna give a huge shoutout to my friend soraya (along with jack wise on guitar and enrique martén on bass) for sending me the instrumental for this song and for allowing me to write and compose the lyrics for this song. this song would not have been possible if it weren’t for her reaching out to me and i am so grateful to be given this opportunity. 

thank you guys so much for supporting me. i hope to continue to make music and to better my songwriting and composing skills (and maybe to produce one day as well, who knows hehe). 

with love,
chesca (jess)

moment (prod. RAYA)

production and distribution of music. home of pretty bby and other bbies. affiliated with the bby gang youtube channel.

elliot sang - i knew (prod. level & eem triplin)

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