( she had a black nightgown on in the club with platform boots ) 
lyrics...
i drank to much 
im gonna puke my guts out 
party till my body shuts down
falling in love with the goth girl
off the drugs and she telling me im awful
why is everything my fault 
i love getting so high, i hate it when i fall
maybe im just falling in love 
why aren't you still haunting my soul ?
i dont want you to leave me alone...

( dont let me go
   overdose
   cocaine in my nose x 4 )

to the goth girl i met downtown ( fast )

( prod. koma )

(⦩_⦨)LYRICS (◣_◢)

( babyscar hook )

( ay yuh ay  )
they say the strong will survive i took a nine inch blade ( blade blade )
( yuh ay ) almost took my own life i dont care what you have to say
( yuh ay ) i been running out of time once the sunsets everything starts turning grey 
i dont really care about my life snorting rails popping pills till the mf grave

( baby scar verse )

i am at war, parasocial enemies, i met a entity and gave him all my energy.
he said that i could have the money and the fame but i gotta sacrifice my way.
to the heavens, in an essence. this is my confession. i have been infected.
( i have been infected )
serve the reverend , i carry a weapon, this is the possesion of baby scar bitch.

( zateo verse )

im tryna figure out if i should take your life.
i miss adrenaline.
 i said i miss you.
i lied straight up to your face again.
yea im selfish and im worthless.
you wont catch me slipping.
i will lay you in the dirt bitch.
im just a dumb kid, doing dumb shit.
its fucked up how people dont condone it.

( baby scar hook ) 

they say the strong will survive i took a nine inch blade ( blade blade )
( yuh ay ) almost took my own life i dont care what you have to say
( yuh ay ) i been running out of time once the sunsets everything starts turning grey 
i dont really care about my life snorting rails popping pills till the mf grave

blade + zateo

( prod. antyde )

lyrics ...

( INTRO/HOOK )

watch me put a gun to the angels head ( head )
ill walk off like nothing happened light a cigarette
i been seeing ghosts but i cant tell from just the silhouette
cause my brain playing games and its making me upset
i put drugs inside my veins and im having some regrets
im a sick dog someone take me to the vet
i think maybe i done snorted to much ket
maybe molly can solve it
i might drop dead in my coffin
i know ill come off the toxic.

( VERSE )

some would say im vicious
i cant seem to kick this illness
i rip open all my stitches
underneath my skin i feel a itch
jumping out my body at the sight of a witch
im feeling anxious
maybe i need a cig.

( BRIDGE )

( HOOK )

watch me put a gun to the angels head ( head )
ill walk off like nothing happened light a cigarette
i been seeing ghosts but i cant tell from just the silhouette
cause my brain playing games and its making me upset
i put drugs inside my veins and im having some regrets
im a sick dog someone take me to the vet
i think maybe i done snorted to much ket
maybe molly can solve it
i might drop dead in my coffin
i know ill come off the toxic

( VERSE )

some would say im vicious
i cant seem to kick this illness
i rip open all my stitches
underneath my skin i feel a itch
jumping out my body at the sight of a witch
im feeling anxious
maybe i need a cig.

cigarette

( prod. antyde )
lyrics 

making sure my door locked 
I think there’s a ghost inside my room 
then my heart stopped
I can’t think bout nothing else but you
I think molly rocks !
I get high all night up until noon 
I took way to many shots !
now I’ll walk in the middle of the road 

I know that her heart is frozen
she take coke wanna fuck no trojan
drinking it’s fucking my organs
drugs have been way to important 
when I die you won’t get a notice 
and the real ones already know it 
all of my drugs are imported
in this life I forfeit 

making sure my door locked 
I think there’s a ghost inside my room 
then my heart stopped
I can’t think bout nothing else but you
I think molly rocks !
I get high all night up until noon 
I took way to many shots !
now I’m locked in the darkside of my room

chaos

Black Guitar

Another Day

Ed Hardy

make sure to support your local drug dealer !

Cocaine Hearts

LYRICS -
fuck i aint good enough
sold my soul i had enough
fuck
i could get you rushed
666 till my body drop bitch
fuck
you aint turning up
sold my soul for drugs
i say fuck
i been in a slump
razor blades getcha face all cut
kill everything on this earth
man you will get what you deserve
one day i will break this curse
burning down the fucking church
off the drugs my nose it burns
i will jump if you go first
im on the ledge my stomach turns
i guess ill never fucking learn bitch.
fuck i aint good enough
sold my soul i had enough
fuck
i could get you rushed
666 till my body drop bitch
fuck
you aint turning up
sold my soul for drugs
i say fuck
i been in a slump
razor blades getcha face all cut

fuck i aint good enough
sold my soul i had enough
fuck
i could get you rushed
666 till my body drop bitch
fuck
you aint turning up
sold my soul for drugs
i say fuck
i been in a slump
razor blades getcha face all cut

kill everything on this earth
man you will get what you deserve
one day i will break this curse
burning down the fucking church
off the drugs my nose it burns
i will jump if you go first
im on the ledge my stomach turns
i guess ill never fucking learn bitch.

fuck i aint good enough
sold my soul i had enough
fuck
i could get you rushed
666 till my body drop bitch
fuck
you aint turning up
sold my soul for drugs
i say fuck
i been in a slump
razor blades getcha face all cut

SCARIFICATION ( INTRO ! )

LITTLE MONSTER ( OUTRO ! )

you don’t fucking care.
I already know.
feeling snow sick think I caught a cold.
but my nose itch I think I need the coke.
it’s so sick I sold. 
I’m so sick, I slit my wrist then hide it with a coat.
feel the rope.
you can’t tell me that I’m loosing hope.
I sold my soul. 
they wanna tell me that I need a soul. 
I need a fucking rolls. 
I need to fuck these hoes. 
I need the fucking gold. 

close my eyes, ima die on this fucking road. 
I don’t think you fucking know.
not a song , a suicide note.
water cold, put those pills right down your throat. 
will you choke ?
will or cope?
do you really wanna die alone? 

close my eyes ima die on this fucking road 
I don’t think you fucking know
not a song , a suicide note.
water cold put those pills right down your throat.
will you choke ?
will or cope?
do you really wanna die alone?

Snow sick

LYRICS -
i wanna call out 
im in a dark room
ill be out tomorrow
i wanna call her
get me out the bedroom
i need to calm down
biting on a barrel
i cant go anywhere
i love her messy hair
her nails are black 
100 racks
on her chandelier
i could go anywhere 
but here i am
once again
in a nightmare
running around in my head
one day ill see the world
vivi necklace with pearls
i feel my stomach turn
i watched this city burn
i want a indie girl
no one will love a nerd
she wanna cut her arm
i wanna save her

i cant go anywhere
i love her messy hair
her nails are black 
100 racks
on her chandelier
i could go anywhere 
but here i am
once again
in a nightmare
running around in my head
i wanna call out
im in a dark room
ill be out tomorrow
i wanna call her
get me out the bedroom
i need to calm down
biting on a barrel
i wanna call out
im in a dark room
ill be out tomorrow
i wanna call her
get me out the bedroom
i need to calm down
biting on a barrel

Calmdown

“ Feel free to give a minute it listen to this and give an honest opinion “ sylas

Deadman + zateo

LYRICS BELOW - ( PS. I STILL LOVE YOU ! )
+
-
Im looking out my window
i see the same old dead crow
my dad told me that the past is in my head
dont you worry about the rest
cause your future is in your hands
oh theres nothing i wouldnt kill
to be the king for today
theres so much blood that ive spilled
i dont know what i should say
ever since i was a kid
this shit has been my destiny
im so fucking sad again
white nose
i dont have to pretend
life goes on
this is what you wanted
i guess its finally goodbye
no more snow inside your life
wipe those tears away from your eyes
still remember the good times
theres nothing i wouldnt do
to see you in my room again
dont know what you want from me
but i know you want me dead
Im looking out my window
i see the same old dead crow
my dad told me that the past is in my head
dont you worry about the rest
cause you future is in your hands
oh theres nothing i wouldnt kill
to be the king for today
theres so much blood that ive spilled
i dont know what i should say
ever since i was a kid
this shit has been my destiny

im so fucking sad again ♥

Soundbite 𓂏

LYRICS 



patching holes in your heart with a band aid
i know im not one to blame
you just had a bad day
give it time the pain will fade
but time is man made 
so i dont wanna fucking wait
knowing that you hate my face
wonder why my wrists are bloody
but you wanna hate
and im such a villian in your eyes
ill just go mia
and im looking for a reason 
to survive another day
all i ever wanted 
was to hold your hand inside the grave.



no one in my family tried to make it out
i guess im great.
all i ever wanted 
was to pack a bag and hit la
i been missing how it feel
when you were laying next to me
and the night mare feeling real
i dont wanna go to sleep.



patching holes in your heart with a band aid
i know im not one to blame
you just had a bad day
give it time the pain will fade
but time is man made 
so i dont wanna fucking wait

patching holes in your heart with a band aid
i know im not one to blame
you just had a bad day
give it time the pain will fade
but time is man made 
so i dont wanna fucking wait
knowing that you hate my face
wonder why my wrist are bloody
but you wanna hate
and im such a villian in your eyes 
ill just go mia.

i promise im a dog and love to chase
but i will not run after a bitch if she fake.

all i ever wanted...

lyrics
hand tat
black jack
catch me in a leather jack
lab rat
cool cat
anytime im on a track
house trap
mouse trap
i been getting cheddar mad
count that
count drac
i feel like another bag

hand tat
black jack
catch me in a leather jack
lab rat
cool cat
anytime im on a track
house trap
mouse trap
i been getting cheddar mad
count that
count drac
i feel like another bag
im a sick dog
where the cat go
sorry if i talk back
im just an asshole
quick sand
kick sand
kicking down your castle
kit kat
take half
rip open a capsule

hand tat
black jack
catch me in a leather jack
lab rat
cool cat
anytime im on a track
house trap
mouse trap
i been getting cheddar mad
count that
count drac
i feel like another bag

hand tat
black jack
catch me in a leather jack
lab rat
cool cat
anytime im on a track
house trap
mouse trap
i been getting cheddar mad
count that
count drac
i feel like another bag

now i feel bad
but i wont look back
gotta find my own path
i hope you know that
snow so hard
i been crack
the powers in a plastic bag
i hide the pain 
with a fake laugh

suicide soldier 
out of combat
highschool loner
tryna make rap
cool kid poser
dont know how to act
hard to get sober
when im still sad
ugh
suicide soldier 
out of combat
highschool loner
tryna make rap
cool kid poser
dont know how to act
hard to get sober
when im still sad
ugh

coolcat

you gone die
if you try to slide
on your own
close your fucking eyes
cause this shit get uncomfortable
trust me i been through this shit
a hundred times
you wont make it out alive
call me chronos eat the time
if i kill myself would it count as a body bitch
im a hot boy i aint talking bobby bitch
in the belly of the beast like i am roddy rich
dump another clip
think i saw his body twitch
if i kill myself would it count as a body bitch
im a hot boy i aint talking bobby bitch
in the belly of the beast like i am roddy rich
dump another clip
think i saw his body twitch
a hundred shots to take me out 
i move a different way
id take a hundred shots and
piss right on the devils face
i feel a certain way 
exterminate
the human race.
i hope a day will come
where i can see the heaven gates.
you gone die
if you try to slide
on your own
close your fucking eyes
cause this shit get uncomfortable
trust me i been through this shit
a hundred times
you wont make it out alive

if i killed myself would it count as a body?

lyrics :
theres a reason why we met, im fucking sure of it.
like sunday morning come.
i feel like shit.
the drugs will leave my body sick.
like wake up in the morning
and regret everything that you did
like sunday night
is filled with fright
and you hate how you fucking live.
ok but next weekend comes quick
and you hate working jobs and shifts
so you gone drink another fifth
and forget who you fuck and kiss

like sadness lives forever on my wrists
and i dont think you should be his
you press your chest against my ribs
i put my hand all on her 

black out, and i dont wanna back down.
put a man down
so ya better get ya man now.
im outta town with a bag on my hip
selling my soul before i trust a bitch
my bro couldn't make it to see 21
everyday drinking i mess with the drugs
sweatshirt cover up
all the slits on my wrists
cause i hate when a bitch show fake love

theres a reason why we met, im fucking sure of it.
like sunday morning come.
i feel like shit.
the drugs will leave my body sick.
like wake up in the morning
and regret everything that you did
like sunday night
is filled with fright
and you hate how you fucking live.
ok but next weekend comes quick
and you hate working jobs and shifts
so you gone drink another fifth
and forget who you fuck and kiss

( prod. yungmexicanbih )

theres a reason why we met, im fucking sure of it.

i wanna know
where you go 
when im gone.
feel the rope
around my neck 
its hard the breathe 
i hope you know that...
you dont gotta leave.
now i wonder why
im not peace
when i see your eyes
i feel at ease.
baby im
falling from the sky
its like a dream 
at the end 
i hit the ground and die
wake up and your laying next to me.
i wanna know
where you go 
when im gone.
feel the rope
around my neck 
its hard the breathe 
i hope you know that...
you dont gotta leave.
late at night 
head out on a walk
without a goal in mind
every star looks prettier 
when all you see 
are city lights
lately i aint been alright 
you said the time aint right 
baby
i dont wanna say goodbye
i dont wanna say goodbye.
i wanna know
where you go 
when im gone.
feel the rope
around my neck 
its hard the breathe 
i hope you know that...
you dont gotta leave.

the best storys always end the worse

lately i been thinking i should give it up
okay
you dont give a fuck i trust in no one
and my back against the wall
and i dont got no where to run
if i ever make the jump
then take care of my loved ones
you say you the realest then you give up on your day ones
like call yourself a baller in the courtbut you aint never been to A1 
you aint 1 and if you got a problem then say some
i aint one to mess with the fake love
maybe bro is gay the way he punch a bitches face
maybe i should wait incase he wanna fix the case
life is whatchu make it you cant hate it cause you dont get your way
you gone have to face it when i make it cause you wont get a plate
how you wearing glasses on your face and yet you cant see the truth?
there will never be a comparison between me and you
every wall is closing in the room is getting closer and colder
i see a shadow in the corner stading tall as the roof
camo on a soldier keep a stick just like a highschool loner
bottle of water the molly make me hotter than arizona 
only want the gold like im setting sail into el dorado
you can die at anytime so whats the point in waitng till tomorrow.

no hook

when i was young i heard a fairy tale coming from the other side of town
there was a man who couldnt pay the bills, this is how the story go.
he claim he met a man out on the back roads
" one or two " he said that, "its up to you"
" what if i decide to do em both "
put my hand inside a hat and turned a bat into a crow
looking like a saw a ghost
" it dont even matter what you pick you need the gold "
but the man know he gone have to sell his soul
running to his truck he wanna get the fuck up out of there
dont even believe in god but he can feel the evil in the air
sent a prayer the angel watching over him
opened up his eyes to take a look, the man is closing in.
feeling like the world about to end he grab a book and a pen
and wrote a suicide note to his family and friends.
this is what it read 
" if you find me and im dead i just want you all to know i didnt know that it was satan "
when i was young i heard a fairy tale coming from the other side of town
there was a man who couldnt pay the bills, this is how the story go .
he claim he met a man out in the back roads
" one or two " he said that, "its up to you"
" what if i decide to do em both "
put a little bit of dirt inside my palm it turned to gold
he could do what he want
on the ground was snow he turned it into coke
in the forest heard a croak turned a frog into a doe
yea if you ask me 
i would have shook the mans hand 
turn the man into a angel 
turn the angel into a cat
yea if i was him 
id turn my hand into a handgun
switch it to a magnum and put a bullet in his back
and the man shook his hand and went on back home
and he couldnt handle having all the cash flow
no one knows where he went after that,
for all we know he packed a bag and moved his shit to iraq.

fairy tale ( prod. kr )

snow -
maybe you done had enough 
your heart of steel will turn to rust
baby it’s not adding up 
you told me that you wanted love 
cigarettes will burn my skin
I’d rather cover up a cut 
wonder if the reason I don’t fit in
cause I’m not enough 
I wonder is there any drug to take my emotions away
and butterflys inside my stomach love it when I see your face 
oh I don’t know 
maybe it’s impossible for me to change
the water go
down my throat 
to chase every pill that I take 
oh lord if I don’t make it out the chains then set my soul ablaze
oh i don’t know if I’ll get over you within a 1000 days
ill pack a bag and catch a paper plane right to your state 
if that’s ok 
on my waist these jnco jeans read 38 
 I’m watching rain dancing on the ground  like strippers in la 
I feel my pain 
wash away like ocean waves when I’m in San Jose

my heart is in america

Snow- 

hey hey wrist slit 
hahahaha
I’m on a mission 
I got a hitlist 
hey listen 
I’m not a Christian
I am the villain 
I got a feeling
jump off da building 
drugs cannot kill me 
divine departure 
I want the torture 
leaving my body to rot in the sea 

Hey I saw an angel 
in a k hole 
drinking and dancing to rnb
Hey cocaine 
on the table 
I saw an angel of god OD
like mixed races you a mutt got fleas 
like this bitch suck like she got no teeth 
this bitch take drugs like dope fiend
shorty like smoking 
get off my body you don’t even know me 

hey hey wrist slit 
hahahaha
I’m on a mission 
I got a hitlist 
hey listen 
I’m not a Christian
I am the villain 
I got a feeling
jump off da building 
drugs cannot kill me 
divine departure 
I want the torture 
leaving my body to rot in the sea

divine departure

lyrics...

( snow )

when i look into the mirror i see messiah.
look me in the face you see the eye of a tiger.
i fuck a bitch like mariah.
ok ill catch a body micheal myers.
slip me a lighter, ill get it burning like im spitting fire.

i wont get tired.
they wanna catch me alive.
i caught that bitch in a lie.
like okay now you wanna cry.
i hate the fake.
now she wanna say that i dont even want to stay.
dont know what it takes to get a bitch to feel the same.

when i look into the mirror i see messiah.
look me in the face you see the eye of a tiger.
i fuck a bitch like mariah.
ok ill catch a body micheal myers.
slip me a lighter, ill get it burning like im spitting fire.

hey there delilah.
im in a battle with denial.
i met an angel out on 98 he told me his name was belal.
everything ive ever wanted, even some more.
id be the dumbest fucking kid if i refused this shit.
i gave him my soul.

when i look into the mirror i see messiah.
look me in the face you see the eye of a tiger.
i fuck a bitch like mariah.
ok ill catch a body micheal myers.
slip me a lighter, ill get it burning like im spitting fire.

( KONATI )

pull the trigger i think i’m gon’ fire
urge to die is so damn fucking dire
i’m gon’ rest because i’m too damn tired
konati really let himself fall in love with a liar
i feel like i’m a go michael myers
by the end of the night we gon’ die together
if you cannot be mine, then no one else will have you ever
for ever you’ll be mine forever
when ur new man fucks up you’ll think kona did it better
i don’t wanna give into my pride
but im still mourning the loss of my burnt red fucking sweater
And im still sorry to- fuck
I’m so sick and tired of being sad i want to be better
put the gun straight to my head then imma feel better
pull the trigger i’m ‘bout to go fire

i met an angel out on 98 + KONATI

-snowmobile
is your life like a fry in a fishbowl?
would you mind? if i decide to try and take you out.
wonder why... i try to lie but you dont fall at all.
take ya time, im getting fly and you dont gotta rush.

ciggarette destroyer.
im a pirate.
your a buccaneer.
never getting tired like a fly that buzz around your ear.
something probably wrong with me but i dont wanna look in the mirror.
jumping out the barrel got to make sure that the coast is clear.

liqour store is closing, if i hustle i can make it there.
skaliwag got in the bag again and he dont even care.
once upon a time i met a mime and made him shed a tear.
if i cut a line youd probably think that it was for a bear.

when you got a nightmare, who is it your running from?
voices in your silence telling you, you better run. ( run )
evil in your past. chasing down what youve become.
so your thinking that its over but your story just begun.

is your life like a fry in a fishbowl?
would you mind? if i decide to try and take you out.
wonder why... i try to lie but you dont fall at all.
take ya time, im getting fly and you dont gotta rush.

ciggarette destroyer.
im a pirate.
your a buccaneer.
never getting tired like a fly that buzz around your ear.
something probably wrong with me but i dont wanna look in the mirror.
jumping out the barrel got to make sure that the coast is clear.

fishbowl

i cant let you in. ( uh uh )
i dont want you talking to your friends about me.
maybe all the voices in my head will win.
baby dont you know that your body is rocking.
i dont wanna be the fucking villian again
i cant let you in. ( uh uh uh )

tell me why you said im there
every night i get a nightmare.
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
im gonna die here.
in my nightstand, know i left a pill here.

i cant let you in. ( uh uh uh )
i cant let you in.
maybe all the voices in my head will win.

you dont know that im aware.
throw on what you wanna wear.
all my jeans they got a tear.
i will probably shed a tear.

you dont know that im aware.
throw on what you wanna wear.
all my jeans they got a tear.
i will probably shed a tear.

I CANT LET YOU IN

last angel in the hole no wings
when i cut my skin will my soul jump out of my wrists
i dont care hoe
oh be careful
one wrong turn and you meet up with a scarecrow
same dirtbag and the fit wont change
say fuck the fame i hang from a gold chain
so same dirt bag underground no name
and ill go my way when i find my fate
ay so what i run out of luck, blood spill.
on your arm cause your chasing a rush.
know that the drug not enough
no cure
21 still alone
still not enough
ugh
tag along
your inspo
my catalogue
swing like a balisong
im off adderall
oh hey dad im back from the catacomb
dont be sad i was gone i brought a cat home.
last angel in the hole no wings
when i cut my skin will my soul jump out of my wrists
i dont care hoe
oh be careful
one wrong turn and you meet up with a scarecrow
same dirtbag and the fit wont change
say fuck the fame i hang from a gold chain
so same dirt bag underground no name
and ill go my way when i find my fate, ugh.

"dirtbag"

lyrics...
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
can you put away the pride
never had a final goodbye
I just wanna let you know I’m doing fine
let’s go back in time to the very first night
me and you got high only time I felt alive
said that you were so in love and Im the only guy
I never saw the signs but our love was meant to die
I’m taking suicidal doses cause I’m at war
I’m seeing ghosts as the devil playin power chords
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
I wanna talk to my girlfriend on the internet
I’m tryna fuck baby wanna have e-sex
I needa rush baby lemme hit your e-cig
her pussy wet got me feeling like I’m seasick
kisses on my neck she love her lipstick
I’m doing a hundred and twenty in my new stick shift
you can’t fuck with me you lil dipshit
I got angels telling me im gifted
I hang with cool kids and the misfits
if you wanna problem you can get ya lip split
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
can you put away the pride
never had a final goodbye
I just wanna let you know I’m doing fine
let’s go back in time to the very first night
me and you got high only time I felt alive
said that you were so in love and Im the only guy
I never saw the signs but our love was meant to die
I’m taking suicidal doses cause I’m at war
I’m seeing ghosts as the devil playin power chords
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
reuploaded from my main account soundcloud pls dont take this down.

dipshit ( prod. snow )

lyrics...
Everybody runs you don’t got no where to hide
dead asleep inside my dreams running for my life
devil keep on calling me he see it in my eyes
telling me to kill myself but I already tried :(
saying that she love herself but truly dead inside :(
loosing love for drugs ya I’m running out of time
alcohol and lines I feel perfect ya I’m fine :)
say this every night I can’t get it off my mind…
do you want to die tonight? think you will survive?
angel cutting off my wings no I can’t even fly :(
do you wanna die tonight I think you got sum bad luck
ignoring all my vital signs searching for a HEADRUSH:)
x2

Produced and mixed in collaboration with eupholia & L7vel

head rush ( prod. eupholia )

your eyes were never truly opened, you just believed they were.
no one could ever blame you for that.

Snow

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