This one goes extra hard in the mo Fukkin paint

Its like everybody on the outside lookin in… not a soul lookin out
For a nigga like myself… lost in the wild
Only thing lookin over us is the dark clouds
Daddy wasnt around but really whats new
And this muthafucka lived a couple blocks from my school
My mama did what any single mom would do
Work a couple jobs hopin things would improved
God bless her heart but them bumps on the road
swerve me right outta control
Woulda swore that the devil had my soul
And my mama couldn’t take it had to kick me out the door
Im like fuck school now
I aint get nowhere playin by them rules man
Deep down know I couldn’t blame her but still I went ahead man this shit is so confusin
What im suppose to do now? I aint got nowhere else to go
But still I grabbed some shit and I head for the door cause truth be told…

I did some shit that I should be shamed of
Hurt some people that I should care more about
That’s what happens when you selfish
Nothing but a bunch of bullshit comin out ya mouth
I aint scared to tear myself down
Trust Ive done it all before
And if we talkin bout revenge on a nigga then you probably have a line outside out the door
Had a few niggas make threats

Nothing ever came of it
Had a good friend take his own life
Guess he was sick of feelin the pain from it
Some days I could understand
Could probably pen the same suicide note
But even in my darkest hours
I see enough light to climb out the hole
Guess that’s just silly me
Or maybe just silly luck
These streets tough and they don’t ease up
So just in case you wonder why I got my feet up its cause…


(Didnt put on this last verse)
As I continue with my adventure
Filled with scorned women and promises undelivered
She said I aint shit as if she had a temper
But see my heart aint dead its just in the dead of winter
For yo sake wish you had a crystal ball
Woulda been better off never knowin me at all
But I guess everything happens for a reason
I mean if that’s the type of shit you choose to believe in
I like to think shit just happen
If that’s not the case then I only could imagine
What lil babies do to end up dead inside of trash cans
Or Maybe hell aint below where we standin
But that shit you shouldn’t entertain
Too deep for you to understand



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