DIZZY BOY prod. AlleyKnock

Lyrics:

“Don’t compromise yourself, you’re all you’ve got.”

California’s close but feels so far away
I stay on my hustle I grind every single day
Working long hours just to get paid
Rely on Adderal and cigarettes to keep me awake
No money in the bank account, paying two rents
Everybody always puttin in their two cents 
They say it takes time 
They say be patient
Never one to follow rules, I always seem to break shit
Cars, hearts, relationships
I watch these bridges burn
I’m just a bipolar butch
With everything to learn
World at my fingertips
I got all these plans
But I’m not about to give it up to make some easy bands
Run-ins with the police, white privilege got me out
But I know one of these days they gonna call my ass out
Handcuffs on my wrists, it’ll probably match the scars
But I know I’m gonna get there if I’ve made it this far
Look
I’m not trying to be cocky
I just know my futures bright and nobody’s gonna stop me
Short hair, don’t care 
Can’t give a fuck
Cause I know if I start to care then imma get stuck
Cole said: “Depression and drug addiction don’t blend”
Shit just this past year, I lost my best friend
Live with it every day, I do it all for him
Rest in Peace, Drew, I know I’ll see you again
But if I’m being real and I promise you I am
I wish it was me they found at 6 AM
Lying on the floor, all alone, couldn’t breathe
But maybe I’m just selfish cause I want you here with me
I’m tryna stay above this water knowing I can’t swim
But my mental pulls me under and I’m poppin pills again
Believe me when I tell you that these xan’s don’t mix with gin
Sometimes I swear that it’s the only way to fake a grin
I’m thankful for my life and my wife and my friends
I never thought I ever would have made it without them
Sorry if I’m stumbling and rambling and fumbling
Over these words, I just swear it’s always thundering
Barley wanna leave my house, I’m tired of the storm
I just wanna get to Cali where it’s always warm
Hit the beach every day and cruise my long board
With a blunt in my hand and not a care in the world
Blowing smoke, taking tokes, pass it to the left
Tyler, my Creator, he might have said it best:
“I’m a fucking walking paradox, no I’m not”
Yes I am, so confused about who, what, where and why I am
But every single day is another fucking chance
Go your shit together and put on your big girl pants
Stop letting all the demons from your past take control
Cause until you learn to face them then they’ll never let go
Take my hand and walk with me
I promise you will see
What life is all about when you can finally fucking breathe
Finally fucking breathe
What life is all about when you can finally fucking breathe, yeah

BREATHE (Prod. by Mondo) - L3

Nights Like This (Kehlani and Ty Dolla $ign Cover) - L3

Verse 1:
Focus on me
Listen to me
I know you feel me
Can’t you hear me? 
I’m know I’m a lot
I’m sorry I cause you stress
I know I can be hard to put up with
But word on the street
It ain’t more fun being my ex, yeah
I’m getting really tired of the same things
Oh, I wish we could have a conversation 
But you are not the same
I am not to blame
...maybe I’m to blame

Chorus:
It’s just not the same, no way
Oh, my whole world’s changed
And it don’t look the same without you
No, it don’t look the same without you
I’m sorry for everything that I put you through
Oh, yeah
I know I’m crazy but you crazy too
You were special to me
And now I’m feeling like I need
Somebody
To be
Oh, the other half of me

Verse 2:
It’s gonna take a lot of LSD, THC, DMT
To get the soul searching that I need
I wish I didn’t have to take all these pills to understand what I feel inside of me 
Cause I really don’t like the drugs 
But the drugs can’t seem to get enough of me
Never been one to disappoint so I’m
Always doing more and more and more
Cause I’m an
Addict 
And I’m damn good at it, I can turn anything into a damn bad habit
Chasing me in and out of holes like a white rabbit
Every fucking time
Went from zero to a hundred, there was no slowing, couldn’t stop on a dime
Wouldn’t stop if I could, I tried 
But ever since we both lied..

Chorus:
It’s just not the same, no way
Oh, my whole world’s changed
And it don’t look the same without you
No, it don’t look the same without you
I’m sorry for everything that I put you through
Oh, yeah
I know I’m crazy but you crazy too
You were special to me
And now I’m feeling like I need
Somebody 
To be
Oh, the other half of me

Narcissistic Love [prod. by RAUB.] - L3

Hook:
You made all those promises 
Where you at now?
It's way too late to back out
I thought you would stand on your word
Tell me - who's the man now?
Lookie here
We got a man down
You ain't no king, take off my crown
Now that the piper wanna be paid
You wanna pipe down, you ain't got shit to say?
Okay

Verse:
Onto the next
Don't act like you perplexed
Just keep it moving and show me some respect
I am done with your feelings I was tryna protect
Imma get straight to the point, keep it direct
I earned everything I ever spent, so the time that we spent ain't what I regret
It's the fact that I gave you feelings that I can't get back
We don't even talk no more, we just argue in circles like we running track
Now we both doing shit just make it hurt worse
But I'm throwing in the towel, I can't take it  no more
You promised me you'd never lie
And when you did, that's when you crossed the line
So save it for the next up, next time
Cause I promise you that you’re done wasting mine 

Hook:
You made all those promises 
Where you at now?
It's way too late to back out
I thought you would stand on your word
Tell me: who's the man now?
Lookie here: now we got a man down?
You ain't no king, take off my crown
Now that the piper wanna be paid
You wanna pipe down, you ain't got shit to say?
Okay
Oh, oh, oh, okay
ok
okay
OKAY

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Bdoug

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