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Inca Ore / Grouper

Poison Tree

Please Stay

im going to do it

Retreating Into A Dying Mind

Night Mom

I Miss Your Warm Hands

it hurts, now that you're gone

repressed

love birds

will everything be okay?

maudsland

this house is not the same

i still think about you

every single note on this song is a reason to cry

listen on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/2vg6rlmJYAgvkzTKLvM8nl?si=b601d08c533b4543

purgatory

DISCLAIMER : This track explores themes of mental anguish and self-destruction. If you are struggling, please seek help. You are not alone.

the morning after.

not recommended for listening if you have suicidal thoughts. it's all in your head. It will be much better if you change your playlist. thank you <3

you will die in this place

i've lost in the sea
I feel all the weight on my chest

not just to forget
closing your eyes and run away

i’ll drown in a blizzard of dreams
only there i will find peace

drowning (in your arms)

first try at spoken word poetry/music
something i wrote up when i couldn't sleep
download here: dandelionhands.bandcamp.com/album/19

invisible

repeat to yourself that they're not really gone
time has proven that fooling yourself into believing
a lie is the most effective way to deal with
things you have no control over

keep listening to the mixtapes they made you
overanalyse every single word you hear
"was this a sign that things were going wrong"
no no, you were the one that cared too hard, not them

stay up every single night staring at your phone
either attempting to gather up the courage to
turn these demons, these constant reminders of
your loneliness into nothing more than a bad dream
or praying just for one second you could feel
the warmth of equally returned love

go out for coffee four times a week by yourself
always bring your notebook, never stop writing
leave little comics and thank you notes with your tip
watch them smile as you get in your car

always talk down on yourself whenever possible
my life is shit because i deserve it, right?
you must have done something real bad
its nearly impossible for you to cry now

avoid your friends for weeks even though
they're the only sense of consistency you have
left in your life, if they really wanted
to see you they'd come, but they won't (who cares?)

allow yourself to lose interest in the things you love
watch as you begin to take a backseat to the
world around you, don't fight it
become a secondary character in your own motion picture

but most importantly drown every single one of
your feelings in old stolen rum, learn to
love the taste of it dripping down your throat
find comfort in the warmth coming from your
stomach, you're drinking bottled love now

you don't need other people to drive away your loneliness
you just needed to find a way to talk to it

how to never stop being sad

SOME CRAZY SHIT ABOUT ME!!!!





- hi I’m Fuffy

“Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind."

- Idek who said that lol
  
- I like to eat moss covered rocks and drink water infested with brain eating amoeba 

- I have adhd

- I’m 17

- im pan

- Demiboy

- DOCTOR ZO FROM THERATPY IS HOT CAN'T CHANGE MY MIND RECOMMEND WATCHING IT IT'S GOOD
-Am a furry (yes I am now stay mad Loohoooserrr) 

- my sona is a protogen :3

- femboys are hot and cute (and breedableeeee) >w<

-I mostly make ambient and just chill stuff :3

- Need someone to bite me and give me a mad hickey fr 😔

- I REAAAAAAAAAAALLY LIKE MOOSIC
(FOLLOW M ON VRCHAT PLZ I NEED SOME FURRY FRIENDS TO HANG OUT WITH IT'S FuffyToaster222, PLZZZ 🥺)
- I’m Vewy silly :3

- I LOOOOOOOOOOOVE cats :3

- I really love the WoF series <3

- I like reading :3

(have fun jamming out to my shitty tracks <3)

- plz check out my playlists to plz :3

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