the playlist to exit the depths of depression

life (prod. drip-133)

https://soundcloud.com/chronyc

https://soundcloud.com/yburuby

rachel -
i wanna hide away 
i wanna fly away
hide away 
fly away
x2
sing a lullaby cross my heart & hope to die 
red sky
tonight
red eyes 
tonight
red sky
red eyes
the demons follow me 
i see them by the window 
told me to be quiet 
& lay down on my pillow 
watch me as i sleep 
keep me safe & sound 
hold me down 
safe & sound 
sing a lullaby
cross my heart & hope to die 
sing a lullaby 
looking at the night sky 
the red sky
tonight 
red eyes 
red sky

ru- 

angel in the light 
demons win
every night 
wont want to take this flight
might not make it out alive
when I die 
don’t cry 
all meant to decay
it’s alright 
live fast no delay
what you expecting
never living right

what you needEd
had it no question 
guess it wasn’t mutual 
all the times I pleaded
never wanted to let you go
scars started peeling 
heal you for so long 
didn’t notice I was bleeding

<3

bleeding ft. ru (prod. Chronyc)

Tommy Blve - The Night We Met [Cover]

lyrics:

remember me by the name
before you set me aflame
i was the one that you blame
the one decided by pain

i have forgotten the taste
of having blood down my face
but you are here and i wish
that you'd bestow me with bliss 

if what we are
is the be all
reason for the suicide
i can be what
you decide
even if im meant to hide

my heart simply wont deny
soul is destined for the sky
theres an angel deep inside
crawling out from this disguise

you contain it
canvas painted
with all of your filthy lies
yet i waited
i can't take it 
why must they avert their eyes?

torture victim

@savoka_th
made this shit for fun, please enjoy

Savoka - Не помню твоё (RED RXXM REMIX)

drake_type_song

prod. https://soundcloud.com/prodkxiser

-lord d
Lil shorty wanna slide because I rock designer 
I might lock her in a cage for all the bad behavior 
I might jus go all night I feel like I'm the terminator 
She swallow all the nut and now I Call her spermagator

I been feeling you I shave a heart up in my hairline 
Light a couple candles set the mood & then it's go time 
Said her man is sus but I just tell her that it's alright 
And he can come & watch us get it on like it's a show, ight

Orgasm donor when I hop up in the sheets 
I be Snacking on that pussy like 
A snack from in the sheetz 
I aint whip it out I'm finna finish in her fucking peach 
& when we done with all the fucking suck her titties like a leech 

She want all of me
Leave my body pleased 
I'm possessed by the pussy suck the God from me
She want all of me 
Leave my body please 
She like a parasite she sucking up my arteries

-nA
way side, section 80 now she got the gold
sucking every artery until i start to fold
lady please stay, baby don't go
i wanna see what that body does in the cold
i can't think cuz you sucking out my juices
you can't think, you thinking bout my floozies
im the king and my penis is the pawn
move me two spaces and i swear to god im gone

i don't wanna say it
i dont wanna throw a fit
every single time you fucking talk i think the counterfeit
baby bless it be
everything you say seem just to get the best of me
you was wrong, you was wrong

baby, you fan?
than you would understand
you was just a phase and im sending amends

i dont wanna take you
i just wanna break you
collecting every red flag just to aid you

-lord d
("this is prolly my worst lyrics ever but in the best way possible")

plane_walker - certified_boy_lover (prod. kaiser) |nA & Lord D|

You talk too much.

WITH: @C3OF
PROD: THUGSBUNNY (bit.ly/3c037Xt)
MIX: @C3OF & @ZYROM
ART: @C3OF

LYRICS:
[HOOK]X2
Pull up to the motel
With a lovely bombshell
Watching from the window
Grinding like a bone meal

[SAINT SLEEP]
I'm seeing hell on hgtv
Lost myself inside the crt
An endless sea of blackened screens
Know you wanna scream but you ain't getting out
Blood sacrifices for the clout
Thought that you evolved but we've passed you now
Spent my first check on a brand new killdozer
Did some donuts round your crib before I ran it over
I'm in happy land and I'm never sober
Need bong water for my composure
Shut you down like before foreclosure

[BRIDGE]
Always knew that I was wack
From the light of the cracks
I just want my time back

[HOOK]X2
Pull up to the motel
With a lovely bombshell
Watching from the window
Grinding like a bone meal

[ORCHADIA]
I'm just so cold now
Like please let me out
The freezer door closed
And the handle snapped
I can't tell if my lips froze
Or if they're chapped
I found the source of my animosity untapped
"Gimme the money"
I forgot my mask
I went to prison started coughing and they sent me back
Puff puff pass
Two in rotation
You're always last
Vacation at last
I want my money back

Vocal sample taken from Twilight Zone EP 79 "Five Characters in Search of an Exit" (1961)

Shipwrecked

Orchadia & Saint Sleep - Shipwrecked [prod. thugs bunny]

re up
im trying to stay positive but its very hard sometimes

ready, now bleed

♥︎hands around my throat 
tortured by your ghost 
i dont wanna feel but im feeling it the most
hands around my throat 
please dont let me go 
i dont wanna feel no more 
- 

your hands on mine
your ghost by my side 
i feel it tonight

hands  ft. Tommy Blve

Dammed to repeat the same actions you instilled in me at a young age. Cursed to relive the worst days when I look within.

PROD: @DEADFAVE
MIX: @ZYROM
ART: @C3OF

LYRICS:
[HOOK]X2
Starry nights and I'm sixteen
Last time that I felt peace
If I disappeared would you miss me?
Gaze to the sky getting sickly

[VERSE]
Def jux in my ears and my board in my hands
Aesop rock labor days is my jam
I would leave if I could but I can't
Bald man in his 40s tattoos on his skin
Said one day imma be just like him
So he push and he step on my dreams till they end
And these kids in these halls they would hate to see you molt
Hit adulthood and I still think it's all my fault

[BRIDGE]X8
This is what I get
What I get
What I get

[HOOK]X2
Starry nights and I'm sixteen
Last time that I felt peace
If I disappeared would you miss me?
Gaze to the sky getting sickly

[VERSE]
There's gotta be more to life than being packed sardines
Heading to a place that you hate
Make me feel like a mirror in a fun house maze
Let comic relief turn to depression
Cosmic coincidence chased like refreshment
Destined repeat the same cycle
Put it on a page for revival
Till I'm middle aged treating future generations
Like they doomed to the same chains doomed to the old ways

[OUTRO]X4
This is what I get
What I get
What I get

Night After

Stream/Buy

Night After [prod. dead fave]

prod by @theredrxxm <3
cover art by @the0000 <3

Lyrics:
I been bleedin', hear the screamin' in my head
Wish you'd leave, I'll never see you, fuck your dread
Bitch you thinkin' I ain't shit but where you at?
Fuckin' wrapped inside that swig, it's starin' back

Fuck you thought?
Sit and rot
All your life you've never stopped and fuckin' thought

Fuck you thought?
Sit and rot
All your life you've never stopped and fuckin' thought

MEMORY LOSS

MEMORY LOSS (prod. Red Rxxm)

sing me something sweet to sleep to

teenage breakup song - dandelion hands

fallen leaves (prod. halberd)

@splashgvng
@barrenwaste

premiered/hosted by sad chill
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hBF9w0jchUM

dont you hate the part
when we start to fall into pieces?
and its a work of art
the way you walk into my room
and how u keep me awake
even when ur not around
she always puts me to shame
its such a lame relation
ill take all the blame as long as it helps you sleep at night
i hope to haunt your life

maybe someday we’ll get past it all
but for right now you can watch me ball
got your front seat on the sidelines
and i dont give a fuck if u start to cry

yeah u sow what u reap baby
ive slept in all damn week baby
im still waitin for u to come back to me

lost it all again
but ill get back up every time til i win
lost it all again
if u loved me once, u can do it again

i loved you once but thats the last time itll ever be
ill be fuckin damned if u ever again make a fool of me
wastin all my money on the drugs that keep me lonely
anxiety ridden phony
let the 9 cock back and blow me
out of this planet
and ill b damned if
any of u fuckers take the one thing that i need; its singin a song
for all u singin along
tried to love u once but now u know im done

Follow me <3

like melo, baby (ft. barren) [prod. splashgvng]

my friends don't know i know they hate me

Corpse of a junkie (deleted track) prod. triplesixdelete

past where the river bends. past where the silo stands. past where they paint the houses.

fallen leaves (prod. halberd)

old bear grieves songs

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