Lyrics:

Spinning round in a well-known place
all I see is blurred
but I keep turning round and round

Looking for a place to go
somewhere I find the cure
but help is found somewhere else

The sun is rising when she appears
The sun is blinding me while hope is slowly facing us

Rushing back to a dreadful scene
strangers look afraid
but you seem calmer than before

The sun is rising when she appears
The sun is blinding us while hope is strongly facing us

As simple as three numbers
a lasting life can be saved 
but you gave me second thoughts

The sun is rising when she appears
The sun is clearing the sky on the edge of the day


(I wrote this song, after my grandfather almost died in an accident and I was the only reasonable person around at first. The chorus-like part with "the sun is rising" is about my mother coming to help me in this scary situation and the calming effect she had on me and my grandfather ... I was told, that it's not good to explain a song, that shows how it fails in telling a story, but still I feel very connected to it and it was the first song, I really felt comfortable with sharing)

Spinning round

Lyrics:
A                                          Esus4
Dear friend, I hear you're struggling
D                        A
like I did not so long ago

A                                       Esus4
Dear friend, I see you're bleeding
D                                           A
and you don't know why - what a messed up time

E
But I want you to know
Bm                             A             E
you're never alone, rely on me (2x)

Dear friend, I know you're down
and you don't know how to move on right now

Dear friend, I can not say much
but please be sure I won't judge

But I want you to know
you're never alone, rely on me (2x)

Dear friend, I hear you're stumbling
like I did not so long ago

Dear friend, I know what you're going through
but still we have a reason to stay

But I want you to know
you're never alone, rely on me (2x)

Dear friend, I'm by your side
I won't back off - like so many do

So I want you to know
you're never alone, rely on me.....


(I wrote this song after a very good friend told me about him thinking of committing suicide and I felt very speechless at that very moment and as an apology and showing my support I wrote this song for him)

Dear Friend

Lyrics:

F7
Screwed up today 
A7sus4     Am
and yesterday
E       Am
even the year before

It's not that I 
can not succeed in anything
but I just have no strength

Gm
So I'm wondering
F                               Am
where I could have lost my Qi
Gm
So I'm wondering
F                                      C
where I could have lost my peace

Screwed up today
and the day before that
just because I could

It's not that I
don't want to achieve anything
but I just have no endurance

So I'm wondering
where I could have lost my Qi
So I'm wondering
where I could have lost my peace

Dm.             F               C
I'm restless, rootless, numb (6x)

So I'm wondering 
where I could have lost my Qi
So I'm wondering
where I could have lost my peace
So I'm wondering....
So I'm wondering where I could have lost my inner peace

(This is a song about me dealing with my depression, that got over me so unexpectedly and for no special reason...)

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