searows

demo, rough draft, etc etc . 

here are the words 



picks me up when im messed up
windows fog we go to the park

and i wake up at two in the morning
and think about him at the gas station working
id get out bed just to see him there
run my hands through his hair
and leave

keeps his eyes on me when he drives
tells me more about when he was twelve years old

i said i would kill your dad if i ever met him
and he said so would i staring ahead
the light was red, he ran it
i asked why
he told me he's not afraid to be dead

Gosling

sound is from 'Claire Cottrill' on YouTube :)

Brite boy - Alex g - Clairo cover

searows - personification (tiktok)

new snippet alec posted to tiktok

don't you wanna ask me
how little i know
in the grass outside the fence 
where it's all overgrown
and it's not feeling any better
the same clenching in my throat 
oh no
and the wolves they will surround you 
til the circle is closed
chewing holes in your sneakers
when you get too close
and it's delusion but it's peaceful
that this body is not your own
til the ground
pulls you down
to the dirt i knew
we'd always come back to
and how
do i feed you?
and will you keep this up
until something completes you?

unreleased - searows

MAINE 2025 SATURDAY AFTERNOON ISLAND PARTY JAMS

This year on Saturday we started a jam early around the cold ash pit by the clubhouse. You can’t imagine the ear to ear smile on the face of this old sound man, hearing the music you’re about to hear, through my headphones, doing the thing I most love to do, surrounded by my dear friends of as much as 30 years, and their children and children’s children, singing and playing this extraordinary music. We’re doing this, not in a studio, but in the middle of a party, so  anything can happen, but, every once in a while, everything works out perfect.

This music was recorded in August 2025, on an island in the middle of a big lake in Northwest Maine, where we’ve been gathering, thanks to the Loons, for decades. Many of these friends, musicians, and singers from Maine and from all over the country and abroad, hadn’t seen each other, much less played with each other, for at least a year. It’s all improvisation, Jams, not Performances, with no prior Rehearsals or Song Lists, so this is as real as it gets.

This album is arranged in the actual order in which the music was played, minus the many out-takes, but, when it’s all done, it seems I couldn’t have thought of a better order. The music is all acoustic Americana, though it ranges all over the place, from Bluegrass to Jazz to Folk to Country to Rock to Reggae, (and this album also includes Musical Comedy) but it really works as an organic album, and that’s big for people like me, who still appreciate albums.

Sounds best, like you’re right on that island in Maine partying with us, when played on a good stereo with two separated speakers, left and right, or on a headset, or, one of my favorites, on a car stereo, so that this stereo recording will actually sound three-dimensional. You can hear the location of each instrument and singer. More than ever before, I was able to immerse myself (and my stereo pair of mics) into the belly of the music, literally surrounded by the musicians, the instruments, voices, and harmonies, so that, if you listen in true stereo, I can take you right in there with me.

On some songs, there’s a little too much chatter, but when you’re actually at a campfire, and people are talking, laughing, and partying, you filter that out, and the only thing you hear is the music. Crank it up, and let your imagination take you there, and enjoy. It’ll surprise you.

Recorded, edited, and mastered by
Mike Berliner, aka Mikethemikeman


04 Red Clay Halo

slow burn - kacey musgraves

we were sitting in a coffee shop being sad and decided to write a song to feel better! written and recorded last night in my bed surrounded by blue light

vocals by soundcloud.com/miralee and soundcloud.com/searows
written by soundcloud.com/miralee
guitar and production by soundcloud.com/searows

softly (ft searows)

easy line (iphone demo)

clairo - favoritism

[UPDATE: THIS VERSION CUTS OFF A FEW SECONDS AT THE END, THERE IS A FULL VERSION ON MY ACCOUNT POSTED :)]

searows - personification (tiktok)

killedmyself

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