Control

The Transvestite

I was lazy on getting this out, but a few weeks ago technically last month I didn't feel like "Control" was good as just an acoustic song and I really didn't like how I produced such a dull voice to sing an instrumental with a future.

Lyrics.
Creatures wait outside
pacing up and down the road
waiting for the third and final strike
a foul that will cost me my soul

waiting for the moment
the rain sneaks inside my home
tears of god wash over me
giving them the go
come and take your prize
for I am not divine
not anymore

now I'm in a open field
surrounded by the memories
it takes a man to embrace it all
that man just isn't me

but if you take the chance 
look to the sky
what do you think you'll see
it definitely won't be me
 
the flame built cage burns me everyday
it takes me under control
but I have to fight through it all
even if it means I'll be alone

but I have to fight through it all
I'll be alone
isn't that sad?
I'll be alone!
won't you feel bad for me?
I'll be alone
won't you feel bad for me?
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those memories that keep coming back like a bright flash, feeling the pity of god but he can only weep for you, trapped in a burning cycle
of epileptic torture by witnessing your ideals die off because of the environment you feed off of is poisoned by those you call family,
they feast on what they call son, daughter, friend, lover, brother, sister, and puppet

Imperium Semper (Control)

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